I'm Not an Actor

I want to be alone,,,, I,,,

Angel was no less sad when he heard Diki's words. But this was the fate of the two of them, meeting without being able to be together.

And the others were also sad, Devan was also actually sorry to see Diki at this time, because Devan also knew Diki was a good person,, but Devan also can't give Angel to Diki because it's the same as killing him slowly.

While Nadia and Ayu are eager to entertain Diki but they know this time is not the right time, Diki is still shocked at what he just knew.

"You don't talk like that Diki, don't you miss your parents, look at them, they're so happy once you're alive and your memory has recovered, too,," said Angel and Diki immediately saw his parents who looked very sad to see Diki who was now sad too.

"Didn't you miss me at all?" ask Angel back.

Angel was immediately silent as soon as he heard the question from Diki, because if honestly Angel really misses Diki, but not longing as a girlfriend again, but longing as a friend. Angel did not want to say that because Diki would definitely hurt.

"Son, don't ask Angel like that, of course Angel must miss you too, but it's different because now she already has a husband and is also pregnant,, and,, you can't be a destroyer of people's households, right?" mama Diki said softly while looking at Diki.

"Look at him now, Angel is very happy, not that you are happy if you see him happy even though he is not with you, the Diki I know like that, will always prioritize Angel's happiness," said Mama Diki again who was afraid her son would turn evil like her cousin Marco.

There was no response from Diki making the others only able to look at each other.

"I want to be alone" said Diki after a long silence.

Many were worried as soon as they heard Diki's words.

Diki nodded her head.

"I won't do anything, ma, because at this time I'm fine, only my heart is not okay at this time," said Diki again.

"Emm okay baby, we go out first," said Mama Diki.

"I want to go home ma, and I want to be alone when I'm home" said Diki again who is not at home in the hospital.

"But, you may still need care dear," said Mama Diki again.

"I don't need that, ma, I'm fine right now, only my heart is sick and the hospital doesn't have a cure, so what am I here for, anyway," said Diki again.

"Well son if you want to go home, we'll take care of the administration first yeah," said Mama Diki again who plans to call her personal doctor only to check the state of Diki if Diki is already at home.

Diki just nodded her head and kept quiet. Diki didn't even look at anyone. Diki just bowed while thinking, only Diki knew what his thoughts were.

Angel also decided to shut up, giving Diki time to calm down.

And in the end Diki went home, before Diki out of the hospital, Diki was first examined by a doctor.