Friend Bed

I'm Going Home

BECAUSE HERE MANY DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHAT POV MEANS AND THOUGHT I ROTATE BACK THE STORY SO I EXPLAIN A LITTLE WHAT POV MEANS YES!

OTHOR HAS SAID YES, THE STORY ABOUT SHAKILA AND DARREN IS USING POV AKA ALREADY SEEN, EPISODES 173 - 184 IS POV SHAKILA, WHICH I AM TELLING YOU IS POV DARREN. SO IT IS NOT THE STORY THAT MUTER² OR BACK AGAIN BECAUSE IT IS TOLD FROM A DIFFERENT POINT OF VIEW!

MAYBE IN NOVELTOON GA A LOT OF WRITERS WHO USE POV AKA POINT OF VIEW SO YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND TOO MUCH WHAT POV IS, IF ON OTHER PLATFORMS READERS MAY ALREADY UNDERSTAND A LOT WHAT POV IS BECAUSE ON OTHER PLATFORMS MANY WRITERS USE POV, SO POV IS TOLD FROM THE POINT OF VIEW OF TWO DIFFERENT PEOPLE.

ONE DAY ALSO RETURNED TO THE POV AUTHOR IF BOTH PARTIES HAVE BEEN TOLD.

ONCE AGAIN OTHOR AFFIRMS THIS "POV DARREN!"

Okay, Thank you 😘

⁇ ️POV DARREN/DARREN️ POINT OF VIEW

Late in the afternoon as I was swimming to relieve the anxiety in my heart. Shakila came closer to me, actually I felt a little anxious if she knew what I was doing to her. Looking at her, my heart was stirred again. Spontaneously, I told her to swim with me, and she complied with me.

We were both so late in an atmosphere filled with happiness that we finally unconsciously kissed. It sounds silly but we did it, I don't know we were so enjoying moments like this, that suddenly Shakila was aware of what we were doing. He pushed my body away, but I tried to convince him to listen to my explanation.

I finally expressed my feelings to her, at first she was very surprised, and rejected me, rejecting all my feelings and asking me to stay away from her. But I don't know why I'm sure if he actually loves me, it's just that he hasn't realized that yet.

After that incident, for a few days we did not greet each other, until one day Jane who was my ex-lover when High School came to my house to express her feelings back to me, and of course I refused it. However, at that time I was sure that Shakila was jealous of Jane.

After Jane came home, I went into Shakila's room and saw her sleeping on the floor with Jane's cake splattered next to her. I then lifted the body up on the bed, I looked at her beautiful face until I fell asleep next to her bed.

I woke up when I heard Shakila wake me up. After that we had a debate and he didn't want to admit that he was jealous of Jane. I also resigned, maybe we were not destined to be together.

That's when we heard the car horn. Yeah, my parents finally got home. It was at that moment that I expressed my desire to go to Australia to continue my education, yes at least that was the only way I could bury this deeply, although I'm not really sure this way will work.

I said my point, and of course Papa agrees. However, I saw Shakila looking annoyed. He came into his room when we were not finished talking. I know he's hurt, and so am I. I'm also very hurt. And maybe what would have hurt him even more was when he found out the truth if my departure wasn't one week away, but tomorrow. Yes, tomorrow I'm going to Australia. I deliberately sped up my departure so that I could get away from him faster because I didn't want my heart to get hurt more.

I got close to him, I wanted to tell him if I had to leave tomorrow, but he asked for the sweetest parting. I know what Shakila means, but I don't want to do any of that. This is the sweetest mistake and sin, and I don't want to add more sin to my life. And the honor that is in Shakila is not for me but for her husband. I love Shakila very much, and my true love is to keep not to ruin.

The next day, after we passed the drama that was so draining in the morning because of Jane, slowly, I told Shakila the truth if tonight I had to go. I knew she would be very angry, and sure enough, she pushed me straight away and locked the balcony door and cried all over the room.

'Oh Shakila, why has she not realized that love between us is a mistake, ' I muttered while peering out from the balcony window in Shakila's room.

I stood up for a long time until it was almost dark, but Shakila did not want to see me. Is that how he's ruined without me?

With heavy steps I finally left the balcony of Shakila's room and rushed to my room to prepare. After I finished preparing myself, I heard a knock on the door. I thought it was Shakila but it turned out Mama Aini and Papa Roy to help me get my things in the car. When I asked where Shakila was when we put our luggage in, they told me that Shakila was sick and couldn't take me to the airport.

It hurts, it hurts so much when the people I love so much don't want to see me. When our car left this house, I repeatedly searched for Shakila on the balcony of her room, but I never found that figure again.

My heart was actually so screaming, I wanted to cancel my departure but it was impossible. 'Goodbye love, goodbye memories, and welcome wounds, wounds that will never pass,'

After three hours of flight I finally arrived at this Kangaroo Country, but not even one day I was here, my mind and heart were so uncertain. Especially when Mama Aini told me that if Shakila went to the hospital, my heart felt so mixed, between sad and anxious. I want to go back, but it's impossible. I finally held this sadness in my heart even though it was very painful for me.

Three days have passed, Shakila's condition has never improved, my heart feels so uncertain, it feels like I want to scream and tell the world if I love her, I want to have her. With complete confidence, I finally ventured to pack my things to return home.

Shakila, wait for me. I'm going home right now and I'm telling the world that if we love each other and nothing can separate us, even though the whole world is hostile to us I don't care, all I care about right now is our love. I packed my things back and rushed out of my apartment in such a hurry. I was panicking because I booked a plane ticket suddenly and the flight time was out of the apartment and approached my taxi message across the street in such a hurry, regardless of the traffic situation on the highway.

BUGHHHH BRAKKKKKK

Suddenly an object hit me so hard, and then I didn't know what was going on, my whole body hurt, and everything turned dark.

'SHAKILAAAA!' I cried out in my heart before these eyes were completely closed.