Friend Bed

A Snack in the Morning

I went into the room breathing out my ladders. Since doing the task, I did not wear a bra because I was sure I would fall asleep while doing the task. Yes, the task of the Business Statistics course, it always makes me feel sick and sleepy.

I am not as smart as Kak Darren, we did take a lecture in the same department in Management. But my achievements are very different from Kak Darren who always gets the highest GPA in his class. While me? Getting a B in all those courses has made me feel lucky.

Maybe it's because Darren and I aren't siblings that our intelligence level is different? Yeah, it might be. We are just brothers of one father to another mother. Our age gap is also only one year because Papa Roy married Mama Aini, three months after Mama Diana died. After Papa Roy and Mama Aini got married, Mama immediately pregnant with her first child with Papa Roy, which is me.

I then took the bra that I just attached to my chair, then I glanced at the collection of my draft assignment. It was hard to see those tasks. Really very annoying. I wanted to ask Darren for help, but it was impossible for him to teach those tasks.

After putting on my bra and clothes again, I walked out of the room to continue my breakfast. Oh no, why is my heart beating faster when I see Kak Daren who is enjoying his breakfast while occasionally fiddling with his phone. I sat down next to her with my faint smile on her, yes even though that smile got no reply but I didn't care much about it.

I then continued my breakfast, while Brother Darren who had finished his breakfast was still sitting next to me while playing his phone.

"Your job is all wrong" Darren suddenly told me. I gasped when I heard him start a conversation with me. I can only smile too.

"I had a hard time doing that task, Brother," I replied.

"After breakfast, I will help you complete the task. Better finish your breakfast!" kak Darren's orders that make me a little surprised and happy.

"Yes, sister" I replied.

I then rushed to finish my breakfast to complete the task, ah no, not that but to be alone with Kak Darren more precisely. Jesus, shit! Why do I have such thoughts?

"I'll wait in the room!" brother Darren's orders when I finish my breakfast. I nodded my head and went into my room to get my laptop and some of the most annoying course books.

"Sit downstairs!" brother Darren said when he saw me enter the room. I sat down on the carpet by the balcony of his room and started to turn on my laptop.

As Brother Darren sat beside me, I became increasingly unable to control my feelings. Even when we were so close, it felt like I wanted to fix the location of my heart that felt like it had been dislodged.

Darren then taught me the course so patiently, even though it takes time to understand what he explained to me. I also don't understand, why I can be so difficult to understand all those lessons. Either I'm being too stupid or I'm getting less and less in control of myself when I'm around him. God, why would I have such a thought. It's really been out of bounds, I should be able to rearrange my heart so as not to further admire this handsome brother of mine, the erratous ups are very handsome to be exact.

I took a quick look at him, and it was a smile. A sweet smile I never saw again. Today, Darren is very friendly with me, unlike any other day. Think of it as luck, luck on Sundays, I muttered with a chuckle.

"Shakila's quick break!" said Brother Darren while laying his body on the carpet. I don't know where this courage came from, I also slept beside him. Then looked at her face and smelled her masculine fragrance while closing my eyes.

When I opened my eyes, suddenly Kak Darren's face was in front of me and then his fingers he played over my face. My God, my heart really messed up this morning, but why does she look so calm caressing my face while looking at me with such a sad look, and damn I enjoy all this.

"Sister," I said softly as I looked at that deep gaze. But Darren didn't seem to listen to me. He even closer his body to me then suddenly a warm embrace was stuck in my body.

Oh no, how is this? My bones felt like they were broken, and my body was so limp. Maybe Brother Darren considers this hug as an embrace between two brothers, a hug between brothers who have not spent their time together because of limited time and opportunity. But what about me? No, I don't feel this as a missed hug. This hug made me fall even more, it might be said that I was starting to fall in love with her. This is truly the biggest mistake.

"Beautiful, I miss you so much" said Brother Darren, who made my body feel like an electric shock.

Beauitiful? Since when did Darren call me beautiful? Didn't Brother Darren used to only make fun of me?

Ah I don't really care about any of that. I don't know what demon suddenly penetrated into my body, I just suddenly tightened my arms at him.

"I miss you a lot too, brother," I replied which made him feel a little surprised.

Darren was just smiling. He looked at me and raised my face. Then suddenly a kiss landed on my forehead.

I was so surprised, too, that I let go of my embrace of him. Then sit on the carpet and start packing up my duties even with a little awkward and misbehavior. While Darren, he covered up his awkwardness by pretending to play his phone.

"Sister Darren, I'll go to the room first. Thank you for teaching me" I told him. She nodded her head while putting on her thin smile at me.

I then got up from the carpet and walked out of Darren's room and into my room in such a hurry.

I exhaled my long breath again as I closed the door. My heart feels so erratic, it feels so messy. I can't hide my happiness either. Slowly, I held back the kiss. The morning kiss that made my heart feel so messy and I don't know, it was so hard to put this heart back together.