
I went back to breathing my longs. Somehow to rearrange this heart when I met with Darren, I was increasingly unable to control my feelings. Yeah, a wrong taste.
I then walked into the room and placed my laptop and errands on the table, after repeatedly trying to organize my heart, I then went into the bathroom and dipped my body completely into the bathtub to feel more relaxed, even though I admit my heart still feels so raging.
"Mama, Papa," I said, sobbing. Papa, Mama, and Tristan are indeed going to Jogja, to Mama's hometown. Actually I felt very strange because all this time I was not allowed to go to Mama's hometown, and if we all went to Jogja, we all stayed at the hotel, and if we all stayed at the hotel, not in the village where Opa and Oma lived. They just say if their house is crowded to accommodate us all so Papa and Mama prefer to invite us all to stay at the hotel or rent a guest house. Yes, quite a logical reason, even though I actually wanted to visit that village. But, it's okay it's fine.
Not felt, it was noon. After finishing the bath, I then walked towards the balcony to get some fresh air after previously taking a snack and a cup of warm chocolate. When I was just sitting on the balcony of my room, suddenly I saw Kak Darren who was standing on the balcony of his room next to my room which was only blocked by a wall on the thigh. I was also so surprised when I saw Brother Darren who was currently seen smoking.
'Since when did Brother Darren smoke?' muttered.
As far as I know, Darren was not a smoker, but why did he suddenly smoke? Ah, I forgot. Isn't Darren an adult? And isn't smoking also normal for a grown man?
I then took a sip of my warm chocolate while enjoying the snack in my hand. Every now and then I play my phone and reply to messages from my friends. But the atmosphere of the balcony that felt so cool because the breeze suddenly made me feel sleepy.
Now, I can no longer endure this drowsiness. I leaned my head against the recliner I was sitting in, and I finally began to fall asleep.
I don't know how long I slept, when I opened my eyes I was in my room.
"Geez!" I screamed when I saw my body lying on the bed. I looked at the balcony and saw that there were no snacks and hot chocolate. Then, who did all this to me? Isn't there just me and Darren? Auntie is also on holiday on Sunday. Was it Brother Darren who brought me into the room as well as tidying the table on the balcony of the room? I don't want to think about all that, maybe Darren. What's wrong with him acting like that to me? Am I not his sister too? Of course, an older brother will definitely take care of his sister as well as possible.
I rubbed my face, but I just wiped this face suddenly I smelled the smell of cigarettes coming back from my lips that were unintentionally attracted by my hands.
'Oh my God, smelly cigarette again?' I muttered while gulping my saliva violently. I then frowned while remembering Brother Darren who was smoking. Oh, my God, what really happened? I really want to ask you for an explanation from Brother Darren. He has to explain all this.
I got up from the bed and went to Kak Darren's room, but when I opened the door, it looked empty.
"Sister Darren! Brother Darren!" call me, but there's no answer.
Oh, my God, oh no. My body felt so limp when I saw his athletic body with a checkered stomach coming out of the pool.
'Lord, if I may choose, I better be destined not to be his sister, just make me someone else so I can be his lover, ' I muttered while biting my lower lip.
Aware of my arrival, Brother Darren then looked at me. He also put his smile on me. God, she smiled at me again which made me feel so happy. Ah Brother Darren seems to have returned like before. My old Darren brother is back, I should be very happy. But why does it feel like this heart is getting tormented? Especially at this time Brother Darren started waving his hands at me. I put my foot up and approached him.
"What's up, brother?" I asked, as if forgetting my intention to ask about the smell of cigarettes.
"Wanna swim together?" ask Darren to me. And stupidly, I nodded my head just like that, even though arranging my heart felt so difficult.
"Let's go in!" said Brother Darren as he pulled my hand out to enter the pool. My frozen body can only be pulled by him into the pool.
BYURR
We threw ourselves into the swimming pool. Darren and I laughed, and it felt like the intimacy between the two of us when we were kids was back between us. But unfortunately, that happiness was slightly damaged by my own feelings. The wrong taste.
"You kugendong? Like we could do before when swimming," said Kak Darren who made my feelings so messy but could not refuse. I nodded, then approached Kak Darren and climbed onto his back.
"You're so heavy" Brother Darren lamented as I climbed up his body. I can only laugh too. Brother Darren then carried me in the pool while surrounding this pool, laughter broke out. The stiffness we felt during this last one was gone.
Happy, that's how I feel right now. When I started to feel tired, Darren lowered my body in the pool. I was standing before him smiling at him, though I admit that my heart was already in a mess.
Suddenly Brother Darren's hand touched my face again, his fingers he played on my face and then I don't know what demons began to penetrate us both, until without us knowing it, now we have brought our faces closer and put our lips together.