Friend Bed

Friend Bed
Owner of Heart



Darren kept his face away from mine. We also seemed so nervous about the sudden arrival of Mama Aini. Scared, that's all I feel. And I'm sure Darren has the same feelings as me.


"Ma... Mama, since when did you stand there?" sak Darren asked, although I can hear clearly if his lips are currently shaking.


"Just now, mama has just been here and seen you whispering something to Shakila" replied Mama Aini who made me breathe out my longs.


'Thank God if Mama Aini does not see the actions done by the two of us, ' I muttered while smiling at Mama Aini who already looks neat. 'Akh neat? Why does Mama Aini look so neat this early?' mummify back. I finally tried to dare to ask him.


"Mama, where are you going?" my many.


"Mama's going to Aunt Laras' house. There are souvenirs from Oma and Opa for them. Are you guys coming?"


Darren and I looked at each other and smiled. Yes, for us to go to the house of Aunt Laras it was like a disaster because it had to meet the only son of Aunt Laras, Dennis. Seeing us who laughed out loud, Mama Aini smiled and understood our attitude that always avoided Dennis.


"Okay, Mama knows what you mean. Now Mama's gone first. Darren don't forget to take Shakila to campus!"


"Yes Ma" answered me and Brother Darren. After Mama Aini left, we took a deep breath.


"Thank God. It's a good thing Mama Aini didn't see you kissing me, sister. You are really careless!" i'm upset. Looking at me who looked upset, Brother Darren pinched my cheeks and hugged my body.


Warm, comfortable. That's how I feel when I'm in Darren's arms, and I really enjoy it. This comfort is only for one week. Yeah, for one week. And after this, I don't know what should happen to this relationship. Maybe we both have to learn to make love, yes mengikhlaskan and and forget more precisely.


I closed my eyes as I felt Brother Darren's gentle touch on my back, occasionally he kissed the top of my head. I don't know how long we've been hugging, but for now I don't want to let go of this hug.


"Shakila! Let's take a shower, you'll have to go to college soon. I'll drive you!" Hearing Brother Darren's words, I just fell silent.


"No, for today I want to be with you, brother," I said softly. I then raised my face then looked at the handsome face of Brother Darren.


"But Shakila!"


"Sister Darren! Please!" my door came back accompanied by a look of a groggy face.


"Please! Our time together is not long, brother. Please allow me to be with you, allow me to get through this ending together. Is this not the end of our relationship? After this, we will have each other's lives, we will release and bury this sense. So, please allow me to fully obtain this short happiness from you."


I'm back tightening my arms. Similarly to Brother Darren, he's pulling my body into his arms.


"I'm sorry Shakila, I'm sorry that I've dared to love you. Forgive me for not being able to force things to continue to love, but sometimes we have to know when the time is right to stop because it is forced by the circumstances themselves."


"No need to apologize to me, because sometimes we have to give up on the situation" I replied. Brother Darren then nodded. We also let go of our embrace. Brother Darren then held onto my face and wiped away the tears that had soaked my cheeks. So did I wipe away the tears on her face.


At that moment, suddenly the sound of a bell was heard.


TETTTT


Hearing the sound of a bell that rang, spontaneously we also slightly away. Especially seeing Aunt who is now walking so hastily from behind to open the door of the house.


Shortly after, my aunt approached us.


"Who's Bi?" ask Brother Darren.


"Miss Jane" he answered.


"Thank you Bi, make him a drink!" kak Darren's orders.


Hearing Jane's name, I turned my body around, intending to enter my room. "Where are you going?" ask Brother Darren.


"No, for now stay by my side. Yesterday I was just measuring your love for me!"


"What do you mean, brother?"


"Don't ask too many questions, come along!" kak Darren ordered while pulling my hand and walking towards the living room. We then approached Sister Jane who was sitting so sweetly in the living room.


"Good morning, Jane!" sapa Kak Daren's.


"Good morning, Darren. Good morning Shakila!" it was Jane's greeting that made me misbehave.


"You are indeed very sweet brothers," praised Kak Jane who answered a wry smile by Kak Darren.


"Thank you, we're a great fit, right?" ask Brother Darren.


"Of course, you guys are very suitable as brothers."


"How about as a couple?" asked Brother Darren who made me and Sister Jane surprised.


I then looked at Brother Darren who was currently smiling mischievously while Sister Jane was seen opening her mouth.


"What do you mean Darren?"


"Yes, I mean if we're not sisters we're fit to be lovers, right?"


Hearing Darren's reply, Jane smiled. "You're all there, Darren," said Kak Jane, chuckling.


"What do you need Jane? What do you need to do to get home? Is there anything important? Didn't I tell you yesterday that I can't accept your love anymore? Is my answer not enough for you?" kak Darren said so loudly that made Kak Jene stunned, he smiled bitterly. It is undeniable that at this time Brother Jane looks embarrassed especially there is me who is currently still standing next to Brother Darren.


As for me, I am also no less surprised to hear the words of Brother Darren. It turns out that yesterday Darren did not want to make out with Kak Jane when he told me to go into the room, but to refuse back the love of Kak Jane.


'I'm sorry Brother, I'm sorry I misunderstood you, ' I muttered as I glanced at Darren.


"Jane, gohome. I'm busy today. So please don't bother me!" said Kak Darren in a slightly high tone. I saw Sister Jane start to get up from the sofa, but she instead of leaving but instead approached us.


The look in his eyes was empty, a tear escaped from the corner of his eye. He then stood in front of Darren.


"Six years, Darren. For six years, you have been in this heart and have never been replaced. For six years I gave myself up to be a stupid woman who always begs for love from you. Isn't there a little bit of compassion from you to repay my love for you? Why don't you ever give me a little space in your heart? Why Darren, why?" ask Jane, who is currently in tears.


"Jane, please stop your drama and wipe away your tears. Love can never be forced, Jane! Love can never be forced!" snapped Brother Darren.


"But why, Darren? Wh why? What is my lack? Am I not beautiful? I'm smart, and I'm interesting too! What's my lack, Darren?"


"You are beautiful, attractive, and have everything. But sorry, I don't love you."


"Why Darren? Is there no other reason than that? What makes you not love me?"


Brother Darren then adjusted his breathing while covering his face. After Brother Darren opened his eyes, he then stared intently at Sister Jane.


"I never loved you because I loved another woman. For a long time, there was only him in my heart, and I never loved anyone but him. He is the owner of my heart for now and forever. Do you understand, Jane? Now go!"


Jane can only cry now. But seeing the anger on Kak Darren's face, he instead left but dropped his body on the floor, then took something from his bag. I who observed the movements of Sister Jane was so surprised to see an object issued by Sister Jane.


'Gosh, knife, ' I muttered when I saw Sister Jane start swinging her arms.