Friend Bed

Love Sayings

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My heart seemed to stop beating when our lips met, at first our lips were only stuck together, but over time, Brother Darren began to move his lips to smear my lips.

I was just silent, even these eyes I couldn't open. Are we really kissing now? Oh no, more precisely Brother Darren who was kissing me? Emh, I can only be silent because it's completely out of my mind, wanting to feel like I'm returning that kiss but I can't even begin.

Slowly, I began to return the kiss even though I hesitated a little. We also started to pick each other up.

"Emh," my sigh because Brother Darren is getting brave enough to suck my lips. I still closed my eyes, it felt like these eyes were so hard to open. I was too afraid to even open my eyes to see the reality that the person I was kissing was my brother. I knew it was a mistake, and damn it, I liked that mistake.

Darren's brother is now even more daring to play his tongue in my mouth. He then raised his hand and pulled my hand to loop around his neck. Anxiety and fear are now one, but I ignore all that because all I want to feel right now is happiness, happiness and pleasure. Yeah, it's delicious because of this kiss. A kiss I've never felt before, this is my first kiss. And stupidly me, this kiss I did with my brother.

Finally, our bodies stuck together. Of course this makes me feel so limp especially at this time Brother Darren began to press my nape so that we deeper into kissing. Our breath was hunting more and more but I did not feel willing to let go of this kiss just like that, somehow I enjoyed it so much.

After a while, Darren let go of the kiss. I thought it was going to end, but it wasn't because he was currently kissing all parts of my face without missing a seinchi.

At that moment, suddenly the shadow of Papa Roy and Mama Aini flashed. Their laughter and affection crossed my mind. My heart was so broken when I remembered them, they must have felt so hurt if they knew the disgusting thing we had done.

My head felt so hot, as I began to realize the mistake we had made. I pushed Darren's body away from me. He looked so surprised, but I didn't care because what I was thinking right now was both our parents, Papa Roy and Mama Aini.

'Gosh, why can I do something like this?' my current mutter can only be pensive. "Sha... Shakila," said Darren so stammered. He also tried to get closer. But I rewinded my body, and my hand coded her to immediately move away from me.

'Brother Darren, do you not realize that what we have done is a mistake? I admit that my heart cannot lie if I start falling in love with my brother, but I always try to control my heart. But looking at Kak Darren's current face, doesn't he also realize that what we're doing right now is a mistake?' muttered.

"Sister Darren, this is a mistake. This is a mistake, brother. We can't be like this!" my snapping.

"But you like it too, Shakila. You've always liked my touch to you even though I know you're trying to avoid it, but I know you like all this."

"So Brother, this is a mistake!" I said while shaking my head. I realized, it's not entirely Darren's fault, I've also deliberately let him do all these forbidden things to me.

Even though I gave the code to stay away, in fact, Brother Darren is getting closer. Suddenly, his body hugged me. As powerful as I can, I want to try to let go. But my strength is not comparable to Kak Darren's energy, I can only resignedly drift in his arms. A real hug I really enjoyed.

"Shakila, I love you, Shakila! I love you" said Brother Darren, to my surprise.

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My heart stopped beating, my body was frozen. 'What else is this, oh my God. I knew my feelings were wrong, and the severity of Kak Darren felt the same way. Then what am I supposed to do? What am I supposed to do?' I muttered while swallowing my saliva violently.

Brother Darren then raised my face which is now filled with tears. I then looked at Brother Darren, the look in his eyes also showed a deep sense of doubt. The eyes even now look glassy which makes this heart feel so tacky.

"What do you mean, brother? Aren't we brothers?"

"We go upstairs" replied Darren.

We got out of the pool and sat down in the recliner beside the pool and covered our bodies with a towel. Brother Darren is now sitting next to me. I could only let her hand hold my face until our eyes were fixed.

"Sir Darren," I said softly.

"Shakila, I'm sorry. I'm sorry if I have a wrong feeling for you, I've actually felt this strange feeling for a long time, at first I thought it was normal. But the longer I get the more I can't deny this feeling. As I tried to forget, this feeling even deepened. I'm actually feeling very tormented, Shakila. That's why I stayed away from you and have been cold to you for the past year. I did all that to bury this taste, but it turned out I was wrong. The thing that I was so afraid of finally happened, my feelings were even more uncontrollable. This feeling is even deeper, and now I don't know how to forget you."

I was so shocked to hear Brother Darren say, it turns out that for the past year he's been avoiding me because he likes me? Oh no this is really crazy. We are crazy for loving the wrong people. My head hurts so much thinking about all this, not only my head but my heart. My heart is even very sick.

"Sister, loving me was a mistake. This love is a big mistake, brother."

"Yes, I know it's Shakila."

"Sister Darren, from today please forget all those crazy feelings, brother. Remember Papa and Mama, this is the most disgusting thing that ever happened between the two of us. We can't disappoint them. Please forget me, come back the way you used to, like when we didn't know that feeling because it was a mistake, and we'll never be together forever. So from then on please forget me. You understand, right, brother?" my spoken.

I then stood up leaving Darren who was still pensive as he continued to look at me, maybe from behind I walked so hard, he said, but without him knowing right now I'm hiding my tears and my heart aches.