Friend Bed

Jealous

This morning it was so bright, but not with my dark heart. It's been two days since it happened, since then we've stayed away from each other. Just like when Kak Darren away from me first, even just to smile or say no matter what we never.

Then what about my feelings? It hurts, it hurts so much. It hurts a lot more than I thought, I thought it was easy but it was harder than I thought. And I feel so tormented.

The sound of a bell suddenly broke my daydream, until it was heard several times. 'Did no one open the door? Where is Bi Ani? I better open that door. Maybe Aunt is busy in the back, ' I murmured.

I then walked out of the room to open the door. However, when I just got off the stairs. Suddenly Brother Darren had already walked towards the door, and the moment the door opened, the figure of a beautiful woman immediately embraced him.

Getting a friendly hug from a beautiful girl, Brother Darren immediately returned the hug while occasionally glancing at me. While me? I was busy arranging my broken heart into pieces so as not to cry in front of the two of them.

"Shakila!" greet the woman when she has released a hug on Brother Darren. I was forced to pull both corners of my lips even though it felt like this heart was sincere I gave her such a sweet smile.

"Sister Jane," I said back to the woman who was Kak Darren's ex-girlfriend when they were in high school.

"Shakila, this is my favorite cake" Jane told me, giving me a box of cheese cake.

"Thank you" I replied.

"Shakila, please come into the room. We don't want to be disturbed!" sela Kak Darren who makes me really feel surprised.

My heart stopped beating. It hurts, that's all I feel. It even felt much more painful compared to the incident the other day. I nodded my head and smiled at the two of them while holding back the chest-stifling vibration.

I then turned my body around walking away from them, shouldn't I be happy? Doesn't this mean he's starting to forget about me and open a new page with another woman? Even though that woman is part of her past, but at least she's been trying to bury her love for me? But why does it feel like this heart is so heartless? Didn't I want all this?

I who was already upstairs and looked down and saw Kak Jane and Kak Darren who looked so friendly, both seemed to be joking with each other. Why does my heart not feel? Especially at this time I saw Brother Darren seem to tilt his head. The powerless me withstood the pain in my heart and ran into the room and closed the door and dropped my body on the floor, along with the fall of the cake given by Sister Jane.

I squeezed my chest, it hurt so much that it made my whole body tremble and feel so limp, to stand up it was not even able to. I could only lay my body on the floor crying sobbing.

My body can only freeze on the floor, I feel so weak, my heart now also feels so fragile. Tired, that's what I thought until my eyes finally closed.

I don't know how long I've been asleep. I slowly opened my eyes. Again I should be surprised to see my body which is currently on top of my bed.

'Oh, didn't I sleep on the floor this morning? Who put my body on the bed? It must be Brother Darren, ' I murmured.

I then got up to meet Brother Darren, but to my surprise when I was just sitting on the bed, I saw Brother Darren sleeping on the carpet beside my bed. Spontaneously, I covered my mouth with both hands.

"Sister Darren!" call me.

I then got up from the bed and approached Brother Darren and shook his body.

"Sister Darren! Brother Darren!" call me.

"Basin' bad boy! Why are you sleeping on the floor?" gerutu Darren's.

"Hot," I replied briefly.

"Why did the cake also fall and splatter like that?"

"Oh that's because I closed the door too hard, so the cake dropped."

"The reason," said Brother Darren while chuckling. He then smiled as he ruffled my hair.

"You're jealous, right?"

"No, why am I jealous. Isn't she your boyfriend?"

"Only for two days when we were in High School, it was also because I felt sorry for him. He's liked me since we were in 1st grade, but I always turned him down. So I was forced to accept her love when we were in 3rd grade High School, but it turns out that love can't be forced. Our relationship only lasted for two days, nothing more."

"You are evil, brother."

"I'm not evil, Shakila. At least I've made him feel happy, even if it's only been two days."

"Cih, you land crocodile. Didn't you just fuck her last night, too? Then now you're saying that you don't love her? Hypocritical," I grumbled.

"So you peek?" asked Darren who made me so nervous.

"A...I'm not peeking. I only caught a glimpse of it while it was going upstairs," I said nervously.

"Let's say you're jealous, you even cried behind the door to exhaustion and fell asleep right?"

"No, didn't I tell you I was overheating Brother."

"Hot to see me with Jane? Admit it if you're jealous. You need to know, I didn't do anything with Jane, when I tilted my face I was cleaning her dust-pumped eyes."

"It's none of my business, didn't I tell you to forget me. Forgetting your love for me, please bury the taste deeply, Brother. We don't deserve this. Please Darren, understand. Understand our current position, brother," I said with a voice so choked, this heart was actually not willing. But I have to say all this, for the good of this family, in order to avoid such a great sin.

"Well, fine if that's what you want. I'm gonna walk out of your life, I'm gonna stay away to bury all these flavors. I'll try to do whatever you want. Let's forget all these flavors, forget everything that has happened, bury this taste deeply, and start with a new life. Without the love between us, I wish I could, Shakila."

When Brother Darren just closed his sentence, suddenly the car horn was heard.

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