Friend Bed

Too Sick

Clarissa let go of his embrace then looked at Nathan with a spoiled smile and slightly played her lips. But Nathan only fell silent as he watched his face holding back the various feelings that were so raging in his heart.

"Sister Nathan!" clarissa Protest.

"Why?"

Clarissa then turned her lips around which made Nathan laugh out loud. "Why are you laughing? You don't wanna kiss me?" murmur Clarissa.

"I was just about to kiss you but you protested against me" Nathan replied. His right hand then held Clarissa's face and began to stick her lips together and mel*mat Clarissa's lips. The two of them closed their eyes and frowned at each other long enough to let go of the kiss. The two of them looked at each other and smiled.

'I have to tell Clarissa the truth, I don't want this relationship to break down, maybe right now I can cover it up but either tomorrow, I don't want it to, I don't want it if I cover this up from him it will only backfire on me. I don't want to lose Clarissa, I don't want to lose her, ' Nathan muttered.

"Clarissa, there's actually something very important that I want to tell you."

"What Brother? Just say it."

"Clarissa, you know I love you so much."

"Yes." Yeah."

"Please promise not to leave me, please don't leave me, Clarissa."

"Of course I'll never leave you, brother. Aren't we getting married soon?"

Hearing Clarissa's words, Nathan's feelings were so broken, his heart now felt so tight that he could no longer hold the clear details that now began to wet his face.

"Sister Nathan, why did you become like this? What exactly happened? Did something bad happen to you?"

Nathan nods his head, seeing the fragile Nathan, Clarissa hugs him.

"Sister Nathan, Brother Nathan listen to me, no matter what has happened to your life, I will never leave you, Brother. I will never leave you. Just tell me what's going on in your life, I'll always be there with you."

"Clarissa, please forgive me, please forgive me but this is really going beyond my will, forgive me Clarissa," Nathan said sobbing and withstanding the pain in his heart.

"Sister Nathan, please tell me. I'll definitely accept you, brother."

Nathan breathed his long breath. "Clarissa, when I came home from Bandung suddenly on the street I saw your brother, Sharen who was being bullied by some thugs, and then I helped Sharen. But when I was calming him down, suddenly someone hit us both on the head." Nathan said, then stopped the story, only tears came back down his face.

"Sister Nathan, I'm ready, I'm ready to listen to your story, I'm ready to accept the worst possibility" replied Clarissa who now also began to shed her tears while enduring the pain that began to seep into her heart.

"When we came to our senses, we were suddenly half-naked, but really Clarissa I didn't do anything, I could have sworn, I didn't do anything Clarissa but now there are so many people swarming around and forcing me to marry Sharen, they call our parents."

"So you've married Brother Sharen?" asked Clarissa sobbing.

Not a word came out of Nathan's lips, just a nod of his head from him that made Clarissa's heart now feel so broken. Seeing Clarissa who was sobbing, Nathan hugged her body.

Nathan hugged Clarissa. "NO ONE CAN SEPARATE US, CLARISSA! LISTEN TO ME NO ONE CAN SEPARATE US!"

"BUT YOU'RE MARRIED TO BROTHER SHAREN! YOU ALREADY HAVE A WIFE, BROTHER!"

"NO CLARISSA! UNDERSTAND THAT I HAD TO DO ALL THAT! PLEASE UNDERSTAND MY SITUATION! YOU CAN ASK MY MAMA, I HAD TO DO THAT, CLARISSA, I HAD TO DO ALL THAT! FOR ME THE MARRIAGE WAS JUST A PRETENCE TO SAVE OUR PRIDE, CLARISSA. PLEASE UNDERSTAND!"

"But Brother Sharen is already your wife, you can't be like that. You mustn't be selfish, brother. You also have to understand how Sharen feels, right now she's your wife."

"One month only, Clarissa. Just one month."

"What do you mean, brother?"

"We had a deal to get married for a month, nothing more. Please understand Clarissa, we don't love each other, if this marriage continues it won't bring happiness to both of us. Clarissa understood that we marry because of compulsion, because of circumstances, not love. I also have to save our pride and our family, please understand Clarissa, I just love you."

Clarissa was just silent while continuously shedding her tears. "Clarissa, just one month and during that one month I promised not to stay one roof with Sharen, after returning from Bandung, I would stay in the apartment, I would stay in the apartment, right now Sharen is living in my house because he's under psychological pressure from his neighbors and relatives."

"Sister Sharen's been under psychological pressure?"

"Yes, it had a little impact on his life."

"Pity, I really feel sorry for Brother Sharen, this must not be easy for him. Brother Nathan, rethink our relationship, brother. I can't bear to see Kak Sharen like that, he must have been devastated and devastated, Brother. You as her husband should be by her side and with her, not with me."

"CLARISSA!" snapped Nathan.

"Please don't force me to do something I don't want to do! Until whenever I will always defend you, until whenever I will continue to maintain this relationship!"

"But Brother, we mustn't be selfish."

"Egois said? No one is selfish because if I don't help Sharen something worse might happen to him, and I'm more than enough to be responsible for saving his pride! I've done enough for him, so please don't ask me to do more than that because I also have the right to determine my life path, and you are the goal in my life path, so please don't force me again!"

Clarissa was silent as she continued to shed her tears, her face looked so sad and her body now looked limp.

"Clarissa, have you forgotten my promise to you? There is no woman I will touch but you, you are my rainbow, you are always beside me when I fall, you help me to get up, then should I run with the others? No Clarissa, there's no way I'm living with another while you're the rainbow that makes my life more beautiful."

Hearing Nathan's words, Clarissa just shook her head while closing her eyes.

"Too sick, Brother."

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