Friend Bed

Destiny and Love

I just kept quiet, as if I couldn't believe what Darren said. "Later tonight?" tanyaku.

But Darren didn't answer my question. He was just silent while continuing to look at me with the look of his face that looks so sad. Her lips were slightly open, maybe she wanted to say something, but I knew if those words were stuck in her mouth. "I'm sorry, I have to go now. I'm sorry Shakila," she replied later, only that word was spoken, without explanation. What the fuck? I feel like I'm being fooled. Didn't she promise me last night that she'd be in this relationship for a week? But why did he suddenly make the decision to leave at this moment?

The answer from Brother Darren, really made my heart so broken. My bones seemed to be broken to make this body feel so powerless.

'Later tonight? Shouldn't it be another week?' muttered.

Darren then tried to hug me but I pushed his body until he almost fell out of the recliner we were sitting in, but I didn't care. I just left it and went into my room and locked the balcony door so that Darren wouldn't follow me.

Sick, broken, and hated, now mixed into one in my heart. I threw my body on the bed and cried. I could clearly hear the knock on the door from the balcony of the room. But I never cared. Really, right now I don't want to see Darren.

I don't know how long I cried and locked myself in the room, until finally a knock on the door was heard.

"Shakila! Shakila!" call someone behind the door.

"Mama Aini?" my spoken.

I then wiped my tears and walked towards the sink to clean my face, after which I walked towards the door and opened the door.

"Shakila! You why?" mama Aini asked when she saw my face that currently looked so messy.

"It's okay Ma, just a little dizzy."

"You still dizzy? Are you sick?"

"Maybe just tired," I replied softly.

"Jeez, Shakila. Then you better take a break. Actually this afternoon we'll take you to take Darren to the airport. But your attitude seems very unlikely, so you better stay home."

"Yes Ma, I'd better be home. I just want to rest inside."

"Yes Shakila, but you'd better meet your sister first, even though Mama knew you were so close to Darren a long time ago, and you must have been hard pressed to let go, but this was a decision taken by Darren. You also have to support your brother's decision, son."

I was just pensive to hear Mama Aini say. "Shakila, let's meet your sister first!" command's back.

"Oh so Darren's seen you?"

I nodded my head slowly too. "Well then, you just rest inside. Mama, Papa, and Tristan went to take Darren to the airport, baby."

"Yes Ma," I replied as I closed the door slowly after Mama Aini left.

After I closed the door, I dropped my body behind the door and cried. This heart feels so troubled, sick, broken. I want to scream but I can't, my body feels so weak, I'm so vulnerable to the reality that's happening in my life.

When I heard the roar of the car, I tried to get up with the rest of my energy. With a slightly retrained step, I walked towards the balcony of my room, but I was late. The figure was no longer visible to my eyes.

Especially now that the car driven by Kak Darren and my parents have come out of this house. I could only cry and scream.

"SISTER DARREN!!!"

"SISTER DARREN!!!"

"SISTER DARREN!!!"

I shouted repeatedly, but all of that was in vain. Now he has gone to leave me. And when she comes back, maybe I should stretch my heart when she's met a new love.

Destiny, this cruelty are you to me?

Love, why do you have to hurt me so deeply?

Then will I be able to survive such a cruel and painful destiny of love? I do not know, even this soul feels too fragile, this heart is also so broken that I do not know how to arrange this piece of heart.

Oh my God, why would I live in this world if fate was so cruel to me?

Oh my God, why would I live in this world if I had to feel such painful love?

I then turned my body around, but when I just stepped my legs, suddenly my head felt so painful, my limp body was no longer able to hold this body.

I just dropped my body on the floor, I could no longer open my eyes, it felt dark until finally these eyes were completely closed.