
"N-no, Sir. I mean don't go all the way. Let the horse come here" I said, responding to his question.
He smiled thinly. "You're weak, Cecilia."
"Huh? What?!"
"You're weak. The far way is not able to." He rebuked me.
Argh...
My heart is upset not a bitch. Just got better he started a commotion. I think Jackson should teach me a lesson. As if to rebuke me.
Just watch out, Jackson Baldev. Someday I will avenge all this ridicule of yours.
Then a guard came for a while, bringing us a dark horse. I was still standing by Jackson's side grumbling to myself. Sometimes I don't like his harsh words. He's completely heartless.
"Sir, this is the horse." A guard handed us a dark horse.
"Yes" he told the guard. "Come, Cecilia. Up!" her door.
Eh?!
Jackson immediately climbed on the horse, while I was left alone. He's really heartless. I knew myself I had never ridden a horse, but instead he let me go without teaching me how to ride this horse.
"Sir, I'm afraid" I said, looking at the height of the footing I had to climb.
"Well, there's me."
"Tap-tapi—"
"Cecilia, obey. Trust me."
A sentence of command as well as a request to believe, I received from him. Jackson didn't want me to doubt him that I could trust to keep me safe.
Then I tried to obey his wishes, riding a horse with the help of him. Jackson held my hand so as not to fall. With a pounding heart I set foot on the horse's footing. And it turns out that fear is just fear. With courage and earnest effort, I was finally able to fight my own fear. I can ride a horse without falling. All of this is certainly inseparable from Jackson's support for me.
Sir, sometimes you're good.
Jackson began to raise his horse. He took me around the top on this horse. Like a prince and princess of a kingdom alone, romantic once. Her field chest could be my spoiled backrest. Every now and then I look at him enjoying the view from the horse. He glanced at me and I just smiled at him.
I was so fascinated by his good looks. Not only handsome, Jackson is also a millionaire. He has a personality that I like very much. His cold attitude to women reflects if he is a loyal man. And I hope it's just with me that he's warm. I don't want to lose my Jackson.
I don't know when this long journey will take us. But I hope one day I can have Jackson completely. Yes, it could be his second wife if allowed. That's if he had to be with me. Zea was with Andreas. Wouldn't it be fair if I was with Jackson?
Sir, I just realized that only you have the throne in my heart. Now it's just you, I just want you. Can you do the same to me?
A cool breeze accompanied our trip around this peak villa. I can feel happiness with him. I hope this happiness is eternal, until death. I love my Jackson.
"Why smile for yourself?" ask from behind.
"Haha. You're just arguing." He's like a grump to me.
"Master, I always obey you. Sometimes it's okay to argue?" I am relaxed in front of him.
"Want me to bite?" she whispered in my ear.
I immediately took my ear away from her. We looked at each other on horseback. Jackson then held my stomach, while one hand held the horse rope.
"Cecilia, just wait for the time" he said and kissed me.
Mr ....
As if unable to move, Jackson kissed me on the slow pace of the horse. He sucked my lips while holding my stomach. He no longer seemed to care if anyone saw him. Maybe he's addicted right now. Addiction to my love.
Today we decided to go around the top on a big dark horse. Jackson was able to ride the horse very slowly, so I could see the beautiful scenery from both eyes without fear of falling. He returned to being his original self, not as rude as before. Jackson was soft on me again.
After kissing my lips, he kissed my shoulder. He draped this hair to the side and kissed my entire shoulder. Of course I was in a pang when I got hit by that thin mustache. And I see him as happy to see it.
He hugged me while putting his head on my head. It was as if he was channeling a feeling that had not been spoken. I also try to understand that. I'll wait for him to be mine.
Her night...
The cold night wind was blowing on my body. A glass of warm milk accompanied each breath of me who was enjoying the view from behind the glass window of the room. Cloudy clouds dotted the star-filled sky. Slowly but surely the sky began to blacken. There is no moon, no stars shining. Drop by drop of rainwater soaks the grass.
I just had dinner with Jackson. After walking around we took a bath in the bathtub. Do nothing, just play foam. Looks like Jackson dismissed his passion first because it just made me cry. I took this opportunity to take a break from a hopeful heart.
Until now Jackson has not given me status. Let alone status, the word love has not been spoken. I was like being his mistress. But that's okay, maybe only that slot is available to me right now. I don't want to get too carried away in the wait either. I enjoy life now.
Jackson is at work. He was carrying a laptop and was busy typing something. There are a lot of reports that need to be checked to move forward. Especially with regard to the acquisition process of Angkasa Group. Jackson really wanted to have it.
Apart from Jackson's busyness, I had a chance to think with Alexander. I don't know what happened after we left. I saw him calling someone I didn't know who was. But apparently, Alexander was reporting something after Jackson pulled me out of the tavern.
Jackson was an acute jealous. He is also selfish, willing to win alone and always wants to be obeyed. Sometimes I get upset with his attitude. But stupidly, I always melt when he's been gentle with me. This love blinded me.
In my eyes Jackson is second to none. Even though the arrival of Alexander is arguably interesting, I am mediocre towards the man, there is no interest to be close even though he seems to open opportunities for me. My heart and mind are filled with Jackson, Jackson, and only Jackson.
Maybe I need a psychiatrist to handle this. The word love is a disease. Which everyone who is infested does not want to recover from. And I've felt it myself.
"Cecilia, come here." Jackson called.
The man in the white shirt asked me to approach him. I see Jackson's face is very serious right now.
"What's up, Mister?" ask me while putting a glass of milk on the table.
"Are you interested in owning a stake in Angkasa Group?" suddenly tanyanya.