Fall In Love With Lover: The Temptation of a Beautiful Secretary

My Wrong?

Moments later, in the park...

I don't know where to go, I kind of lost my way. And now I sit in the garden chair alone. Garden chairs that are not too long but made of iron. And I just sat there thinking about my fate. No friends or friends to accompany.

Cecilia, why did this happen?

Sometimes I wonder if my love life with Jackson will live up to expectations? Anxiety and fear mixed into one in my mind. All the possibilities could have happened to our relationship. And I'm like a frustrated person when I think about it. I'm afraid Jackson just left me. Scared, so scared.

I don't know what really happened at the office. These few days I have not been to the Great Ocean at all. Every day I go straight to Angkasa Group and go home at night. Sometimes picked up by Jackson's driver, sometimes also picked up by Jackson himself. But tonight I came home early to surprise her. But in fact, he was with Zea in there. Jackson didn't tell me about Zea's arrival today either.

"What do I do now?"

Not knowing how good it was, I could only reflect on my fate here. I see the city park has begun to be visited by many residents who arrive. Many teenagers come to skateboard. And some of them are dating in the park chair. While I am .. I remain alone here. Without family, without relatives.

"Come, Honey. We learned the way, yeah."

I saw a couple coming with their little daughter. They came to the park on a regular bike ride. But I see them so happy. The father and mother of the child are seen working together so that the daughter can walk quickly. And for some reason, my tears just fell when I saw her. I miss my mom and dad too.

Mom, dad. If you had, Cecilia wouldn't have been hurt like this.

I realize I really need a place to lean now. I could not sustain life when that love tore my heart apart. I lost my direction and purpose in life. And I really want it to end this. But, am I capable? I was already plunged into battle and could not run anymore. The only way is to face reality, whatever obstacles stand in its way. I have no choice but that.

"Huh ...."

I inhaled deeply in the air and then I exhaled slowly. I'm trying to enjoy tonight while looking at the stars scattered in the sky. As much as possible accept the reality that I have to face. I cannot be angry with those who are still married. Who am I? It would be wrong to be angry with them. Because I'm a nobody. I'm just a worker.

I haven't gotten official status from Jackson. I also have no right to be angry with them even though they are very close to Jackson. I need to know myself. I came into their lives. In fact, I was on a mission. But I am still wrong. Yeah, I'm wrong to be angry to see their affection.

"While crying?" Suddenly someone greeted me from behind.

I soon realized as someone greeted me. I looked up, saw who was coming. And it turned out, a man in a black shirt with his trademark smile was approaching me. He gave me a tissue.

"Master?" I can't believe he's here, too.

"May I sit next to you?" tanyanya asked for permission.

I nodded, without a fight.

He is Alexander. Again he was present where I was. Somehow the story goes, he got here. I'm also confused sometimes, we always meet at every opportunity. It was either coincidental or deliberately planned. All this time I shut myself off from him so I couldn't figure out anything about him.

"You don't deserve to cry, Cecilia. Your tears are precious" he said, causing my heart to flinch.

"Mr ...."

"Don't focus so much on one person that it ignores the person waiting. You're precious, not worth wasting." He spoke that made my heart flinch.

"So I called Clara. Clara said you just came from the office. He sees you in tears." Alexander recount.

I'm appalled. "You know Clara's private number?" aska I want to know.

"of course. I know the number to ask about you. Can, right?" She smiled as she showed her little teeth to me. Such a charming and soothing smile.

My God, did Alexander come to treat my wounds?

"You still have my number, don't you? Why don't you call me if you don't have a car. I can take you home," he said, offering himself up.

I was down, feeling bad for myself. Don't know what to say, all this time I didn't care. I am ashamed to receive good service from him. He's always been neglected for my relationship with Jackson.

"I'm .. I'm afraid of being asked for gas money, sir," I said.

"Maha."

Alexander laughed too. His laughter was so crisp. I saw him laughing beside me. I'm rethinking if this is all just a show. I also feel more guilty.

Is it time to open my heart to her?

I don't know why the universe always brings us together. But I don't know where the end of this story is. Everything that happened is still a mystery. Even to step I was horrified. Who is my true soul mate? Is it really Jackson or this guy next to me?

"Miland ...,"

Suddenly Alexander rubbed my head. Whether he realized it or not, he did it to me. At that moment my heart felt full of his attitude. I felt the love from him. I kept quiet and watched her still laughing beside me.

Sir, you are sweet and handsome.

Alexander is a physically perfect man. It is also sweet and charming view. Despite his father's efforts, I don't think I can judge a person just from his father's work. Alexander is Alexander, his father is his father. Another head must be another way of thinking. And I hope Alexander isn't what Jackson said he was.

"Cecilia, you're funny." He tried to stop his laughter.

"Sir, you've brushed your teeth, haven't you?" suddenly he stopped laughing.

"Is the smell of my mouth bad?" He closed his mouth quickly, like he just believed my words.

I smiled at that moment too. First smile after Jackson's heartache. Alexander saw it. He was silent beside me. I don't know what he's thinking, I'm trying to open this heart. There's no harm, is there?

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...Alexander's...