Fall In Love With Lover: The Temptation of a Beautiful Secretary

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Tomorrow morning...

Early in the morning my room was knocked repeatedly. A look at the clock on the wall still shows at five in the morning. I was still sleepy to open the door. But, the door kept knocking so inevitably I woke up. And, rubbing my eyes, I set foot toward the door. I opened it and I saw who was knocking on the door.

"Hoaam." I yawned at will. "Gosh?!!"

Instantly I was wide-eyed when I saw Alexander standing at the door. It turned out that he was the one who knocked on my door. My brain thought fast and finally realized something. I am still in his mother's house.

"Geez!"

Then I closed the door again. My innocent face that had just woken up was finally caught by her. At that time my breathing rate was irregular. I'm so ashamed. I realized I forgot where I was.

"Cecilia! Why is the door closed again?"

My chest is up and down withstanding shame. Alexander shouted from the outside asking why I closed the door. I also tried to reset my breath. Seems to have just been dehydrated so can't think clearly. I quickly pulled my hair and face and opened the door again.

"Em, Mister." I smiled in front of him.

"Hahaha, Cecilia-Cecilia." Alexander laughed and covered his mouth. He then rubbed my head.

Mr ....

At that time I felt very dear to him, whether true or not. But I realized that I was the father of the man. Although it has tried to use logic, but still the feeling can not be removed. Yes, understand. Her name is also female.

"Cecilia, do we want to go back to town now or later?" tanyanya, break my daydreams.

"Nr ...." I'm thinking.

"The rain has stopped. If you leave now you can reach the city before seven in the morning. Or want to see the scenery in the countryside first?" tanyakanya.

I woke up early in the morning. Early in the morning was Alexander I saw. Where's that grim face? Has he really forgotten me?

"Em, Sir. I'm still limp. I haven't fully realized yet" I said, indirectly asking him to wait.

He's nodding. Then later...

"Sir, what are you doing?!"

I flinched when I saw him crouching behind me. He apparently wanted to carry me.

"Please go up, Princess," said he who was ready for kunaiki. He patted her on the back so I could get on.

Sir, you're upsetting my heart.

I swallowed spit. I can't believe what he did this morning. Alexander spoiled me so much. To the extent that he would carry me to get to the first floor. I think I just want to run. Run away from the reality that made my heart wobbly.

"Lord, I'll just walk. I can walk by myself."

Immediately I took my small bag and all the items I had brought, before heading to the first floor. I think if I continue to receive his kindness, my heart can be misaddressed. I was walking alone.

Sorry, Mister.

No matter what he thought, it was better to prevent than to treat a heart that had already fallen. I don't want to be heartbroken anymore. Enough Jackson was the one who incised this wound in the heart.

Journey home...

Alexander's mother seemed to agree with my son. But I feel so guilty about him. Neither mother nor son knew who I was. I'm afraid they'll be disappointed if they find out who I really am. I am pregnant with Jackson's son now.

I know regret is impossible, what else. Rice has become porridge, just look for crackers and abonnya only so that it can be eaten. Same with what happened to me. Just looking for a solution to the problem I'm facing. Should I go to forget everything? Or stay until you wait for official status? Until this moment I was still confused to determine the step, let alone Jackson as if he did not care.

I don't know what happened after the incident in his room. Are they back together or are busy with a lot of business. I wanted to find out, but again my status was not possible. So I can just wait and keep waiting.

I was on my way home with Alexander. This cream-sweetened man beside me occasionally looked at me with a smile. It seems like she is happy after spending her weekend with me.

"May we get closer today?" tanyanya turned to me.

I was silent, confused.

"Cecilia." He held my hand. "I'm serious" he said, then refocused on driving.

I was confused as to what to answer. Alexander also seems to know that I have a special relationship with Jackson. No way not. Moreover, the business magazine yesterday had reported our closeness.

"Sir, you actually don't know about the news in that business magazine?" manyaku.

Alexander looked at me. "Oh. About you and Jackson?" tanyakanya.

"He-it." I'm nodding.

She smiles. "I know that you guys have more than just co-workers. But, I think my status is superior to her, Cecilia." Alexander seemed to remind the status of Jackson who is still the husband of people.

I took a breath and then slowly breathed it out. "Sir, I don't want you to be disappointed. You don't know my past. I'm not as good as you think I am" I said again.

I saw him smiling again. Looks like Alexander doesn't care about my past. All he wants is to be with me.

"We live the future together, it's enough to cover the past" he said, turning the steering wheel to the right.

The longer the feeling in my heart the more uncertain. My heart can make room for him. I don't know what a sign this is, but I'll just run it. I hope one day I will find the answer.

I still wish Jackson would come back to me, even if that hope seemed to know nothing of itself. However, only he has explored every inch of my body, so my body demands him to account for everything he has done. Regardless of his heart, does he really love me?

Sir, quickly give me a decision. I don't want to linger in the wait. I don't want to hang like this. If you do decide to split up, then let me be happy with Alexander. He seems ready to replace you completely.

This morning begins to rise in the eastern horizon, indicating that a new day has begun. The light illuminated our journey as we entered the capital. A city that holds deep memories for me.

Arriving at the apartment later I will soon take a break from my tired heart and mind. Maybe today I will spend time sleeping and lazing in the room. Of course, no one accompanied me because I was alone. Yeah, this is my life. Funny thing only I know.

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...The cecilia...

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...Alexander's...