
"What video?" ask from across the phone.
I immediately explained the video. Immediately I heard the intonation of his speech no longer jutek.
"alright. We met at Moon Cafe."
He finally agreed to meet me at Moon Cafe. One of the famous luxury cafes in the city. I also agree.
I woke up wearing nothing. I took a towel to cover my body and rushed to the bathroom. I intend to rid myself of the dirt I have made myself. I feel like I have lost my most precious treasure.
I turned on the water shower and removed the towel, leaving the body bare under the cold shower. I didn't realize my tears just fell when I remembered last night. The feeling of tightness filled my entire chest.
"I shouldn't be like this ...."
I'm like a frustrated person. I let myself drown in the sadness that enveloped my heart. I was crying under the shower and banging myself in the face. I feel ashamed.
It is clear what happened last night that broke my heart. How he wildly sucks all parts of my body. He pushed my body under his control. He treats me like a toy doll.
He violently broke through my defensive wall. Until I finally shouted while hugging her body tightly. And I saw him staggering in shock as he saw fresh blood flowing from my crotch. He managed to get my virginity.
"Cecilia, it turns out you're still ...?!"
He looked at me full of wonder. I probably didn't think I was a virgin. Even then I could only endure the pain that was like tearing my private area apart, and then trying to smile at him. And after that incident he really treated me gently. So soft that I got hooked and forgot everything.
"YINOOOOOO!!!"
Now I can only regret what happened. I screamed loudly in the bathroom after losing the only thing I could be proud of. It's not that I'm a hypocrite, but that my heart is not completely willing if it just disappears. Because I'm just starting to like it, I haven't had any deep feelings for it, other than just sticking to the deal. And now the shower is accompanying my grief.
I need to get this over with as soon as I can, finish the deal between me and Zea. I have to get a wage from my job. Yeah, there's nothing else I can do but wait for the wages for my hard work. I want to remain a Cecilia who loves money. And I wish forever that way.
Fifteen minutes later...
I took the ballpoint in front of the laptop desk, close to my bed. I took the ballpoint and I took out the chip inside. A type of micro SD that can store data. This ballpoint is a very mini-camera ballpoint. So no one thought if it could record everything that happened around it.
Then I put the micro SD into the flash to see our recordings last night. I opened my laptop and I played back what was recorded. At that moment also tears of regret came.
Again and again I cried when I saw my body on top of her. I could see clearly how my body was shaking violently at that moment. He also did not stop moving his hips from the bottom quickly.
Oh my God ....
I held my head and tried to think straight. I edited the video by giving sensors to my face. Especially this red mole on my chest. So that looks only leave Jackson alone.
I thought while editing this video. If Jackson refuses to get a divorce under the terms of the agreement, then Zea might be against me. If that happens, no one will care about me. And I will be the main character in this scandal. So that the money I don't get but the iron bars are floating. I really can't stand it if it happens.
As much as possible, I need to get this deal done. Once I get the money, I'll disappear from their lives as well as this city. I want to cover the dark sheets of my story with a new leaf in another city. Or maybe in another country. Because if you're still in this town it's gonna be very dangerous for me.
If I keep evidence to threaten them, it might be a disaster one day for me. Moreover, I realize if I have feelings for Jackson, even though only just limited to liking. And I wish I'd still be a Cecilia who just loves money. Last night's relationship was out of control for me. And maybe Jackson, too.
Half an hour later...
I intend to meet Zea at the Moon Cafe by driving my own car. Soon my phone rang which made me pull over the car. And I see if Hadden's the one who called me.
"Hello?" I answered the phone from him.
"Cecilia, did you call me last night?" ask from across.
"Em, sorry. I've been bothering you, sir," I told him.
"No problem, Cecilia. Not the important woman. Is there something you want to talk about?" ask again.
I'm massaging my forehead. "Sir, I want to ask you something. Can you answer honestly?" my many.
There was no sound I heard other than the sound of car horns and passing vehicles. I don't know what Hadden has in mind right now, it seems like he is preparing to answer the thing I am about to ask.
"Ask me, Cecilia." He then replied after a moment of silence.
I let out a breath. I almost sobbed when I remembered last night.
"Sir, are you going to fall in love with a married woman?" ask her, while holding back the cry of being annoyed at this self.
"If it's true love, then the answer is yes." He answered straightforwardly. "Then what about you?" He asked me back.
"No." I answered him firmly.
I heard Hadden breathing. "Cecilia, don't make it too easy to judge yourself. You have a heart." I don't know what he meant, he said that to me.
I'm speechless.
"You know, Jackson had cut off business ties with sugar daddy Aurel this morning. Which has been talked about for half a year." He told me.
The sound of a match in my ear. It was like he was turning on his cigarette butt. As soon as I realized this news was in return for me from Jackson last night.
"I don't understand what you mean, Mr. Hadden. I gotta go. See you later." I hung up my phone without caring how she felt.
Steady, Cecilia. This is the last one.
I put my phone in the side seat and drove back to the Moon Cafe. I took a deep breath before I met Zea this morning. I need to get the deal done before it's too late. Yeah, don't be late because it could endanger myself.