
I held her hand and shook her head so she wouldn't say I was with her. Alexander nodded, as if he understood what I meant. He finally picked up the phone in front of me.
"Hello?" answer's relaxed.
I listened carefully to what Jackson was saying from across the street. Alexander deliberately raised the volume of his voice.
"You're busy, sir?" ask with cold intonation.
Alexander looked at me for a moment. "Em, I'm very busy right now. But if there's any interest you can call me next time," he said bravely.
I really don't know what's really going on between them. I also don't know why Alexander could be this brave to Jackson. Is there anyone behind him? Or pure male attitude when fighting over females? Sometimes I get confused to explain his attitude. Maybe it's good if I find my own soon.
I hear Jackson's like he's puffing his cigarette smoke in there. "Don't ruin people's gardens, Mr. Alexander. You don't know how the owner of the park is." Jackson said that to Alexander.
I swallowed spit. At that moment I realized what Jackson meant. I'm so scared if there's a fight later. Especially indirectly Alexander like challenging Jackson.
"I happen to be passing through your garden. And I was attracted to one of the flowers that was there. What if I just give it to me? I'll be happy to take care of her." Alexander was like deliberately provoking a commotion.
Jeez .. Is this how males fight over females?
I am really scared. It was like lightning was thundering at night. No rain, no wind. Alexander was so brave to Jackson. I was worried, scared, anxious being one. I'm afraid Jackson can't hold back so there's a fist fight later. Although the official status of Jackson I have not yet obtained, but still Jackson must be taken into account. Because sometimes his actions are not thought of at all.
"If you're interested, wait for him to wither. I'll be happy to give it to you. Free." The phone was disconnected too.
Jackson's last words seemed to hold back his annoyance to Alexander. I also understand what flowers mean by them. Jackson won't give me to anyone unless I'm withered. In other words I'm not excited anymore.
So I am only considered as a fan of his passion?
Suddenly I have no appetite for dinner anymore. I immediately gulped down some water and sat quietly in front of Alexander. The man in black was also aware of my change in attitude. He then took a sip of his drinking water. Then he came back to look at me.
"Cecilia." He looked seriously at me. "Give me a chance" he asked, which instantly made my heart waver against Jackson.
"Master ...?" I can't believe he's this serious.
"Give me some time. I can make you fall in love with me even if you never love me" he said, making my heart rumble.
Mr ....
I realized that this heart was beginning to waver when I was with him. My logic began to take over the feelings that had been awake for Jackson. I feel like I'm on the edge of patience in waiting for official status from him. But, on the other hand I was also afraid that this was just a trap. There was no other way to prove the truth of Alexander's feelings, other than to pretend to accept his feelings. Maybe some time in the future I can find an answer.
Honestly my heart blossoms because of her attitude. Alexander is not what Jackson said. He is kind, handsome and considerate. I also hope the wallet is the same as Jackson. Yeah, I hope so. Because living if only relying on love can die of hunger. And I don't want that to happen to me and my kids. I have to take that into account.
Cecilia-Cecilia, the base of the duitan eye.
After dinner...
Alexander drove me home to the front of my gate. He was surprised to find out that I had moved to a nearby office. I could only smile and thank him because he had brought me home safely.
"Thank you, Mister. See you later." I said goodbye to him, turned around and set foot to open the gate of my house.
"Sorry, Sir. It's night. Not good at a grown-up woman's house last night." Reminded him.
He seemed to understand my reason. "alright. But if there's anything, call me right away. Whenever I'm coming, Cecilia." He made my heart float again with his words.
"He-it." I also nodded.
Alexander looked heavy to set foot from the front gate of my house. But, it seems like he can understand why I am acting like this. It's been nine o'clock too, it's not good to stop by the lady's house last night. Even if you do nothing, you will still be expected to do it. So it is better to avoid prejudice that is not-no.
Sir, thank you. Tonight you have comforted my heart.
So I rushed into the house, opened the gate and set foot toward the door of my house. I took the key from the bag and opened the door immediately. I heard Alexander's car has started to go away. Now it's time for me to take a break. I need a warm bath to relax the nerves in my body.
Time to rest.
I open the door and I turn on the light. However, at that moment I was shocked to see the contents of my house.
"Geez!!!"
It turned out that all my home furniture was a mess, like being deliberately ruffled by someone. My heart was pounding with fear. I also gulped because I was worried that someone was asking me. I quickly got out of the house and immediately ran towards the gate. Because I know that the risk I'm under will be greater.
Oh my God, what is this?
My house's falling apart. The furniture is like being torn apart by someone. I don't know why I feel terrorized at this moment. I'm afraid someone is looking for an opportunity to harm me. Don't know who, but I better call right away for help.
Okay, but who should call?
Mind panicking. So I took my phone out of my bag and called Jackson. I want to tell him this. But, at that moment also the events in his room recalled.
"Mr ...." My heart is sad again. I also held back my intention to call her.
I inhaled a deep breath of air as the incident rethought in my mind. I couldn't reach him because he could be busy with Zea right now. I don't know, I don't want to think much about him.
Just call Alexander.
Then I ventured to call Alexander. And it turns out, my phone was picked up by him immediately.
"Cecilia?" I heard the sound of vehicles coming from there.
"Sir, are you far away from my home complex?" ask her.
"Em, not so. What's up, Cecilia?" He was enthusiastic about responding to me.
"I'm-I ..," I'm kind of reluctant to say it.
"Cecilia, are you okay?" He asked again.
I doubt I would ask for his help. I'm worried that if anyone sees us and then they'll be used as media materials again. I was confused, worried mixed with dizziness. But I'm also afraid that if suddenly someone comes to harm me, Jackson isn't here. I don't know what he's doing there right now, I don't know.