Fall In Love With Lover: The Temptation of a Beautiful Secretary

Hope vs Reality

Maybe what I need now is Jackson. But, the one in front of me was Alexander. I would have assumed that the one in front of me was the grim-faced man, so I was silent when I was in his arms.

I honestly miss him. So missed. But whatever the power, I must also be able to accept reality. Because in fact Jackson does not exist, there is only Alexander.

If he were you. I must have poured out this heart.

Alexander remained silent. The sound of his heartbeat was getting clear in my ears. The atmosphere around like a moment of silence from the roar of a passing vehicle. The shape of the chest field can be felt in the palm of this hand. I also tried to make peace with myself. There is no harm in opening your heart.

Alexander has the same blue eyeballs as Jackson. His body is also taller, a few inches different from Jackson. Alexander was very unpretentious in his attitude and had his own charisma. He looks calm and has better ethics than Jackson. While Jackson, he was cold and spoke as he pleased, as if he did not care about the feelings of his interlocutors.

I admit that if we meet often, these feelings will only get worse. But I hope our relationship will not continue to the next stage. I don't want to hurt her heart. Unless he himself is ready to be hurt. Because no matter what my heart, my body, and my whole mind were filled with Jackson. It would be hard to take his name out of my life.

As a woman, you are more likely to put feelings before logic. Women have soft hearts, as soft as silk. Maybe that's why women are destined to conceive, give birth, breastfeed to raise their children. Because women feel more sensitive than men.

Men act more with logic than they do with their feelings. Inversely with women. Maybe that's why he was made a world leader in order to act fairly and not be chosen against anyone. And I realized that Jackson was like that. I don't know if it's Alexander. But, looking at the romance of his face, Alexander seems to have a more sensitive feeling than men in general. He looks softer to women.

"Cecilia, why aren't you?"

Alexander asked me. His hands were still wrapped around my shoulders and waist. I also raised my head to look at it. I also realized that our faces were very close together. Maybe it's only about a inch away. Warm breath until it feels hit the surface of this cheek.

"Mr ...."

I can't seem to escape from her arms. The earth magnet locked onto my body to keep feeling this warmth. Even a cold night bears witness to what just happened. Where Alexander protected me from the splashes of water that the vehicle passed through.

What's on your mind, sir?

Alexander remained silent. He seemed to be coming to feel how strong the attraction between us was. He looked at me deeply, looking at these two balls of my eyes. His heart rate also felt a change. His hand then held my cheek. He seemed like he wanted to say something that I don't know what it was.

The night breeze bears witness to our closeness. And this is the first time in the history of Alexander's approach to me. We stood in the courtyard of the restaurant and did not heed the passing car. Street lights seemed to illuminate our closeness. I think I'm going crazy because I'm getting carried away by my own feelings.

"You're so pretty, Cecilia. Can ... I have you?" ask her a little bit.

I swallowed. I feel the atmosphere going deeper. My heart rate was racing fast when I felt the touch of his hand rubbing my cheek. Is he really my soul mate? Or just passing through on this journey of life? I'm really afraid of missteps. And finally confusion itself.

"Master, I—"

Not yet had time to answer his question, suddenly the car horn on the road woke us up. I soon realized from this almost washed away atmosphere. I kept myself away, then straightened my hair bangs out of groggy. Instantly, the roar of the vehicle came back to my ear. It seems like I was just hypnotized by him.

"Em, Sir. I'm hungry."

Then I went out from before him. Walk quickly to the entrance of the restaurant. I don't know what he's thinking, I try not to care. Until I finally decided to turn around because I did not hear his footsteps approaching me. And apparently, Alexander was smiling himself there.

Smile ....

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...Alexander's...

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Dinner...

Alexander ordered a lot of food for me to eat tonight. And the average is still raw. But I tried it, because he said it was sterilized before it was presented to customers. The restaurant dares to guarantee all sterile food from germs and has been cleaned repeatedly. So yeah, I tried.

Now I'm grilling a small slice of beef in the grill that has been prepared. I tasted the ketchup sauce given, and it turned out to taste pretty good. Maybe because I'm not used to eating Japanese food, my tongue can't adjust.

"Tomorrow I surf. Come, huh?" Alexander opened the conversation while flipping his grilled meat.

"Em, I ...." I have such difficulty answering.

"You look exhausted, Cecilia. Why not refresh your mind once in a while by taking a walk on the beach?" He's persuading.

I paused for a moment, looking for the right reason to refuse.

"Don't worry. There's a lot of it. The waves are good for surfing anyway. Maybe you'd like to try it too." He was hoping I would go with him.

I thought quickly to respond to his invitation. But in that moment my thoughts and feelings did not agree to make a decision. My mind says yes, my heart says no. Because Jackson could suddenly come to see me. I don't know what's going to happen next.

Cecilia, there's no harm in pleasing yourself with a vacation at the beach with her. Jackson hasn't given you status. Even in her room she doesn't seem to care about you. Realize who. Jackson would have preferred his wife.

No, Cecilia. Who knows Jackson deliberately silenced you for some reason. Maybe he was following the plot his wife made. Doesn't Jackson want everything to look natural?

Nope-no. Jackson should have explained to Cecilia if she really cared. But he hasn't called until now, has he?

Hey, don't be so prejudiced against anyone. Not necessarily he's like that. Jackson is busy right now. He had a lot of business plus trouble coming. I should have been more patient.

Arrrrhgh! I don't feel like I'm going to linger in a position like this. When my mind and heart are out of sync, I am confused to make a decision. I don't know what steps I should take. I feel so wrong. It might be a good idea to think using logic alone. I try to be realistic about the situation.

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...The cecilia...