
Suck my stomach. I hope everything's okay. I don't want to add to the problem, but I don't know where to go either. Because if you go to Angela's house, it will certainly disturb her and her husband. So inevitably I accept Alexander's kindness.
Jackson hasn't called me yet. It was as if he had completely forgotten me. Did he do it in his room with Zea? I don't know, I don't know either. But honestly my heart still wonders. I was still thinking about that grim-faced man. However, if you remember the incident in his room earlier, my heart ached again. I just want to lose my memory, not remember it anymore.
"Come on, Cecilia." Alexander took me up the building elevator.
I don't know what kind of war is going on. I could only see what was happening in front of me. I dare not think either. I want a definite clarity. But, to call Jackson at this time felt impossible. He should have called me first and then explained to me. In fact, there is no news at all. Not even to ask for final acquisition documents. It was as if he had completely forgotten me.
Before long we finally arrived at the fifth floor of the building. Alexander invited me into the apartment he rented for me. We went inside, and it was true that his room was only one. However, the facilities are so complete and adequate. So it's only natural that this apartment is nicknamed a first-class apartment.
"rest. You look so tired, Cecilia." Alexander showed his attention to me.
I thought for a moment. "Master, but I can't sleep if you stay here," I said, subtly driving her away.
"You're afraid of me?" It was like he was confusing me with his question.
I laughed in front of him. "No, Mister. I'm just less used to the presence of men while asleep." I reasoned.
"What if I'm him?" He further cornered me with his question.
I don't know why Alexander would dare to ask me this and that. I started to get nervous, afraid to get caught up in his words. I'm afraid I'm stuck if it turns out he's just playing me.
"Sir, do you seem to want to compete with him?" I just asked him with a question that also cornered him. Count replacements.
Alexander laughed a little. "alright. I'm h-home. Last night, Cecilia. Call me if anything happens" he said, then hurried off.
I'm nodding. I let him step out of front of me. I don't want to hold it for longer. I need to get some rest because tomorrow I have to hand over the final paperwork on this acquisition to Jackson.
Tomorrow...
Early in the morning I came to the Great Ocean to submit the final documents of the acquisition of Angkasa Group. Deliberately come early in the morning so as not to meet the others. I went into Jackson's office. And apparently, the room is still quiet. Yes, understand it's still morning.
I looked around the room that had made memories for me. Where for the first time I teased him here. Where did my shirt button get off the hook and Jackson kept it. In this room there are also small seductions from his thin lips. I don't think I'll be able to forget all that.
The strong, Cecilia.
Then I put the final acquisition documents in his desk drawer and locked them back in. After that I also left. I don't want to remember anything else that's been passed. But, when he was about to leave the room, it turned out that Jackson had just arrived. He walked towards me who was still at the door.
Sir, we've finally met.
My heart is sad to see the grim-faced man who steps his foot towards me. My feelings were suddenly fragile as I remembered all the events we had gone through. I can't afford to be apart. But, what is my power. I couldn't do anything because she was still Zea's husband. I have no power to fight the situation.
"Good morning, sir."
I greeted him as we passed, like an employee to the leader. I gave her my best smile, as if nothing had happened. But apparently, Jackson was silent. He passed me and put his briefcase on the table. It was as if I had no reason to stay here. I immediately closed the door, leaving the room without saying goodbye. I don't think I should beg for his love. I just do my job and responsibilities here.
He came back cold.
Hang on, Cecilia, for the fetus you're carrying.
If it wasn't for being pregnant, I might just be the old Cecilia. The brave ones, speak origin and act as they please. But, my current situation is not possible. I had to soften my heart more so that my fetus would develop properly. He said the emotions of a pregnant woman can affect the development of the baby in the womb. So I have to be careful in my actions. If you can just give up, that's okay.
"Cecilia."
Suddenly Clara came. He scolded me while smiling cheerfully. I smiled back without saying anything. I left him and headed downstairs immediately. I don't want to linger in the Great Ocean.
He didn't call you back, Cecilia.
Until I arrived at the bottom floor of the Great Ocean, Jackson did not call me either. It might be true if he had forgotten me. I think my heart is getting sick. I'm not strong if I have to be like this.
I took a deep breath, breathed fresh air and set foot into the parking lot. Today I'm leaving for Angkasa Group in an online taxi. Maybe only half a day there. Because I'm meeting Angela in the afternoon.
A few hours later...
At ten o'clock in the morning, the clock on the wall of my room seemed to tell me that it was already noon. I also brewed coffee so as not to get too sleepy. Special coffee pregnant women who do not know what the brand. This coffee was bought by Jackson a few days ago. And because it tastes good and is safe for the womb, I always carry it in the bag. Yeah, count to not get sleepy.
Before long, my phone rang. I have not finished brewing coffee. And I see if there's a message coming in from Alexander. He asked me where I was. Then I answered it if I was in the Space Group. But shortly afterwards he called me.
"Master?" I picked up the phone.
"Cecilia, can you come out for lunch?" ask from a quiet place. It looks like he's in his study.
"Em, I have an appointment, sir," I replied honestly.
"I'm taking you, huh?" He offered himself.
I was silent while thinking fast. It feels bad to refuse his offer, especially if he has paid for my apartment for the next month. But, I also can't let Alexander know who he's meeting with. I have to stay on guard.
"Sir, I'll be picked up. Next time, yeah." I had to lie to him.
Alexander was silent for a moment. I don't know what he's thinking. "Later I'll be there." He seemed to be unceasingly approaching me.
"Em, it looks like—"
"Just a guest, Cecilia." He's convinced.
Hearing that I feel bad for myself. "Em, okay. But not at night. Only until eight o'clock" I replied.
"good. At six I was there. See you later." He ended his phone call.
I swallowed it too. I don't know what this sign is. But it looks like I'm starting to get caught in his trap. I have to ask Angela for help to find a solution. What steps should I take next?