
"Tus-lord?!!"
I looked around the roof of this club, and it was just the two of us. Somehow the story goes, she was suddenly already here, behind me when I called Angela earlier.
Can't she hear all my conversations? But, wasn't he not there just now?
I wish that voice wasn't his. But apparently, it was true Jackson's voice. He came up to me when he called Angela. And now I'm confused, what more reason should I make to fool him? Jackson is not a fool. Maybe he doesn't believe me anymore with all my words. I can only be a wild cat. Besides, I haven't found a way to escape his cruelty.
"Cecilia-ceilia." He said my name over and over again. "Do you think you can easily escape me?" ask with a murderous look. "As far as you know, you'll never be able to run or run away. You ... mine!" he said with a very convincing intonation.
"Tus-lord ...."
I don't know what it means, sometimes I'm ambiguous to interpret the words from her. I was afraid of misjudging again which would embarrass me and break my focus. If I had the strength to pierce someone's heart, I would have seen it. I want to know his heart about me. Who am I in his eyes? Does he really have feelings for me? Or the relationship of the night just as an outlet of his pent-up passion?
"We're home!"
He immediately turned around after saying those two words. Without caring how I was fixated on his words. But, for the time being, I better just fix my attitude to her. Lowering a little or a lot is okay, to save my only life. I don't want to die in vain at his hands. In the hands of a man who has taken my virginity.
A few moments later...
We went home together on a yacht owned by the boss of the club we visited. I was still wearing that dress. Jackson doesn't want me to wear office clothes anymore. I don't know why, it seems like I was already considered his pet.
All the way back to the dock, Jackson and I sat on the boat enjoying the dishes. But we were sitting there, not speaking a word. We finally arrived at the dock.
"Master, wait for me!"
Arriving at the dock, Jackson immediately left me. He walked first, like he really wanted to torture me. I was so tired I had to take off my shoes. And when I got into the car, my legs felt all blisters.
"Road!" he said to the driver.
"Where are we going, sir?" ask the driver while driving the car.
"The Cecilia apartment" he said, which left me flabbergasted.
"Sir, why go to my apartment?" I was shocked when he said he wanted to go to my apartment.
"You don't want to be delivered?" He asked back.
Eve killed me from every intonation of her speech. I also swallowed my own saliva. I know that Jackson is mad at me. And this kind of atmosphere I can't leave too long. As much as possible I didn't make her angry again, somehow. I should be able to take her heart since it's been caught red-handed. If I hadn't been caught, I might have stayed away from him. My feelings for him are not so deep. I just liked it.
Why so sleepy, huh?
Just as the car drove several tens of meters from the dock, drowsiness came crashing down on me. I was not strong enough to wake up any longer. Finally, I was determined to lay down on him.
"Sir, lend me your lap for a second, will you?"
I said that while laying my head on his lap. I slept in the back seat of the car, while he was still reading incoming messages on his phone. And I saw that he was silent, not answering anything I said. Then I rubbed his thigh like a comfortable pillow bolster. I don't care what he does when I fall asleep. I'm so sleepy and tired.
A few hours later....
Turns out I'm really tired. When I woke up I saw that I was in bed with the window curtains closed. I saw the clock on the wall already showed ten o'clock in the evening. I feel like I'm sleeping.
I woke up and took a bath with warm water. I see my body still wearing the dress that was without even opening. Looks like Jackson really took care of me until he got here. Yes already. I better refresh my body soon.
After the shower, I wore a plain blue negligee sleeveless knee-high. I always wear a negligee with a strap on my shoulder. Yes maybe because it is used to wearing a tengtop, so like this kind of negligee.
I grabbed the hair and combed it. I came out of the room intending to brew tea to warm my body. But, when looking at the living room, I was surprised instead of playing to see himself talking on the phone with a laptop that is still alive. Jackson hasn't come home from my apartment.
What do you want to do with him here nights?
Then I walked closer to him. "Sir, you haven't come home yet?" ask me frankly.
He looked at me and ended his call. "You're awake." He's still typing something on his laptop.
"Master, you should have—"
"Make me some tea, Cecilia. Can you?" ask with a pushy tone.
All the words in my mind disappeared in an instant. I don't want him staying at my place tonight. But he's still here.
How'this? If he's here, it could happen again!
I turned my brain quickly as I headed for the kitchen. I made two cups of warm tea for him and for me. Then I went to the bathroom for a little bit to ask Angela for help, before the tea was served to Jackson.
In the bathroom...
"Angela, pick up my phone!"
I'm gupek not playing tonight. Jackson's still in my apartment. I don't want it all to happen again. I had enough of it and didn't want it to happen two or three times. I have to keep boundaries with him. Moreover, he is still the husband of a woman.
"Hello?"
After a long wait, Angela finally answered the phone from me. His tone sounded hoarse, perhaps he had just woken up now.
"Angela, help me!" I asked him.
"Cecilia, what's wrong?!" ask from across.
I told him how I am doing now. And Angela responded quickly to what I was saying. But apparently, he was not willing to help me.
"Cecilia, I don't want to offend Jackson. He can get angry and it will affect me if this gets caught." Angela objected to helping me.
"Please, help me, Angela. I don't know how to. He's still in my apartment. I don't want him here. It could happen again."
There is no other reason why a man sleeps in a woman's place if he doesn't want it. So I asked Angela with all my heart to help me. Because if I don't, Jackson's gonna come back to torture me with his game.
"All right, but I'll just call. Not going there" he said, telling us what we were going to do.
So I agreed and followed all the advice from him. And when I'm done, I turn my phone off first and then go back to the kitchen table. I'll have tea for Jackson while I'm holding my phone. Angela called soon. In front of Jackson I turned on the speaker to hear him.