
"Cecilia, we're almost there."
Not long after that Angela broke my daydream. I saw fireworks so crowded in the night sky. We have now entered the temple. We parked the car and went out to see the festival. And I saw Angela holding her husband.
They're so friendly.
There was sadness when I realized I was alone. But I tried to get it out of my heart. I can't get carried away feeling for work. I can't deny it if I want that peace. Peace with your partner lives forever.
We walked around the temple to see what was there. The festival which is held only once a year is indeed so crowded. The temple grounds are crowded with visitors coming. To the extent that I had to hold Angela's hand so as not to miss her. Colorful lanterns adorn along the temple's path.
"Next year you've got to bring a trailer, yeah, Cecil." Angela talked to me.
"Eh, why?" ask me while walking with him.
"For you to no longer hold my hand" he said, which embarrassed me. I'll take his hand off immediately.
"Em, sorry." I'm not feeling good about myself.
"Haha." Angela laughs. "It's time to have a sidecar, so don't bother people. Isn't that right, honey?" Angela mocked me, she held her husband's hand.
Honestly, I also want to have a car. But the thing is, the man who approached me must be all crocodiles. No one really loves me. I became pessimistic if I would only be used while I was a real darling.
"We're home, yeah. Tired of going around, too." Angela's husband suddenly asks to go home.
Eh?!!!
I was surprised. A half-hour walk was also going home.
Angela looked at me. "Cecilia, I go home first. It's okay, huh? My husband has asked. Do you know what to do yourself?" Angela kind of mocked me indirectly.
"But, Angela. It's only been half an hour. I haven't circled everything." I mind Angela coming home in a hurry.
"You're a big one, beautiful. Already, yeah. See you later." Angela waved her hand at me. He just left.
I don't know why tonight is like this. Angela was so excited to bring me here. But only half an hour later, he was already saying goodbye. I could only see both of them leaving from before me. Want to not want me to be silent to see them pass.
Uh, any phone calls?
Before long I felt the shakes mixed with the ringing from my phone. Then I took my phone from the small bag I was carrying. And I see if Jackson's the one who called. I immediately picked up the phone from him.
"Hello?" my answer.
"Where?" tanyanya brief.
"I'm still in the temple, sir. I'm looking at the festival in—"
Haven't been able to continue the words, he's already turned off his phone. I was confused with him, I don't know what he wanted. But then he sent me a message.
/I'm at the temple door./
What?!!
I was surprised. I dreamed of receiving a message from him. I was glued to the spot and slapped my own cheek. Can't believe Jackson's in front of the temple. Then I immediately ran through the sea of humans towards the entrance of the temple. And I saw Jackson get out of the car. At that moment I was stunned to see his good looks.
Oh my god, he's really coming.
Tonight he was wearing a brown leather jacket. Her clothes are fashionable. I can hardly believe it was him.
Is it really Jackson?
Is this a sign for me?
Don't know why. I feel like something's weird tonight. It seems like the universe has given me a sign of this longing that I have never revealed. I saw Jackson take out his cigarette pack. He took one cigarette to suck, while I was still fixated on seeing his arrival here. It was like he knew where I was.
"Documents are in the car" he said, turning on the cigarette butts.
"Master, don't you want to take a walk first?" ask without hesitation.
He was silent while clamping a cigarette in his mouth. Then I kicked and surrounded him with the dance I could. It might look like a female actor dancing to her man in an Indian movie. And I saw Jackson following where I was dancing, he turned his body around to see me. He seems very happy tonight.
"Lumayan is your dance." He pulled out a card from his leather jacket. He shakes the card in front of me. "I'll give you the money, Cecil. Because you like money." He said that to me.
Then I stopped dancing. At that moment Jackson pulled me into his arms.
"Do you want to make me a mistress?" tanyaku.
"You look like someone" he replied as he looked me right in the eye.
“I'm no match for Mr. Jackson in terms of strategy, but I'm very sorry to receive a request from mistress Zea for not knowing my own abilities.” I admit the mistake in front of him.
I saw him looking into the distance. I don't know what he's thinking.
"Master?" I greeted him again.
"We're going to the temple now. Let's see the show," he said, holding my affection, entering the temple.
We walked into this temple together. Buy a lantern and make a wish in front of him. I hope the person by my side is my eternal soul mate. I feel like no other man is more attractive than him. Maybe now the feeling in my heart has grown for him.
Sir, why are we met under such conditions? Do you know how I feel? I'm sad, Sir. Sad because I can't have you. Only you can explore my entire body. There is no man but you. But why are you acting like I'm pulling my heart out? Why can't you give me status? Who am I really in your heart?
I am quite self-aware of who I am in this story. A transaction brought me together with Jakson Baldev who said his own wife was not interested in women. I wondered why he would do that if there was not the slightest interest in his heart. Or was the night just a mere desire? But sometimes another question arises, why did he act so gently afterwards and get back angry when catching my wet encounter with Zea?
I really want to know his heart about me. I want to know what's in his heart. Does he really think of me as just a pet? Or does he have a little taste for me? I want to know that.
"Master, look there!"
I stood on his right side while watching the show. I saw that he just smiled and took his eyes off. Then I took his hand with affection. I put my head on his shoulder while watching the show. I think Jackson noticed me being spoiled for her.
"Then you have to take turns to obey my will" he said.
I lifted my head off his shoulder. We looked very close too. "Where are you going?" I asked while still holding her hand.
"Follow it. Don't ask too many questions." He didn't want to accept rejection from me.
I nodded and then returned to leaning my head on her shoulder. No matter what he thinks, tonight I let it pass. I feel like I have a coupling, even though in fact I still have the status of a husband.
I'm sorry I'm.
After watching a performance at the temple, Jackson took me away. Tonight he drove his own car. In the car I was still spoiled for him. No matter who I am, who I am. I just follow my heart.
.........
...Cecilia and Jackson...