Fall In Love With Lover: The Temptation of a Beautiful Secretary

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Arriving at the apartment...

At eight o'clock in the evening, we finally arrived at my apartment. It turned out that while in the parking lot, Alexander's employees had been waiting. He immediately returned the car keys to me. And right now his employees are waiting for Alexander to finish delivering me.

"Master, thank you."

We're standing at the door. I handed him the jacket I was wearing earlier. And I saw that he was silent, as if reluctant to speak. I don't know why I feel bad on my own. She was disappointed that I had not answered her statement of love.

"Master, will you take a vacation with me tomorrow? I'm free now. I have a lot of time to spare" I told him.

He looked down and looked at me again. "Cecilia, I'm sorry if I force my will too much" he said with a look of regret.

"N-no, Sir. I'm happy to be with you. Really." I convinced.

Our mood was awkward. I just sat down for the first time. Yeah, let's just say that in the art market it was our first ngedate. But for some reason, the house even feels awkward like this. Do I have to be flexible again?

"Tomorrow I'll pick you up. But maybe it's a little afternoon. It's okay, huh?" tanyakanya.

"You busy, sir? If you're busy next time." I also cursed him.

"No. It's not that." He immediately dismissed it. "I'm just afraid you're feeling uncomfortable because you're always meeting me. I don't want to make you feel uncomfortable, Cecilia. I want to give happiness because I want it too. I—"

"Master, don't say that."

Not yet had he continued the words, I immediately rushed into his embrace. I don't care if we're still in the corridor of the apartment. I don't want him to have a prejudiced opinion against me. I don't want to hurt her heart.

"I just need time. Can you give me some time?" I asked as I heard the melodious sound of his heartbeat.

I hugged Alexander. I hugged his body and I threw this head over his chest. The smell of his body seemed to seep into my veins. His heartbeat seemed to accompany every breath. I realized I was starting to need it. But I can't give you an answer yet. I still need some time to make sure that this step I took was correct? I don't want to make it just as a runaway material.

I really want to be serious about relationships until the time that separates. I am old enough to be a housewife. I want to be happy with my little family. I don't want to mess around anymore. And I really hope that Alexander can understand my current position.

He returned my embrace, rubbed my hair and then stuck his head against my head. "Tomorrow I'll pick you up at eleven, yeah. So you can rest first. We'll have lunch at the beach." He promised me a weekend getaway on the beach.

"Really?" I also looked at his face.

He's nodding. "Whatever you ask for as long as I can, I will fulfill it, Cecilia." He said words that made my chest feel tight.

"Mr ...."

I smiled happily at him too. I hope it's not just a sweet promise or a mere prank. If he's serious about me, then I'll be more serious about him. However, there is one thing I am still worried about until now. I'm afraid he and his family know my past. Will they be able to accept it?

I know if Alexander needs certainty. I also know that he feels better than Jackson. His heart is soft and his attitude is very loving. I'm very lucky to have it. But the thing is, there are still obstacles between us. And I want to finish it first before going any further. I want to make sure I live without worrying about being hurt. I want to live quietly with him.

"Be careful, Sir."

Then I let go of his departure. He immediately walked out from before me while waving his hand. Turn around and then focus back to the front. I also saw how his sturdy back was walking upright in the corridor of this apartment. Imagine if his right and left hands guided our children. It must feel really happy.

Cecilia, he's come this far. What else do you doubt?

I immediately took the keys to my apartment. I opened the door and went inside. I turned on the light and locked the door from the inside. I want to rest before I pick him up tomorrow. Hopefully I can make a decision so he doesn't feel hanged by me. I still need time to think.

Tomorrow...

I woke up early today. I don't know why I feel so excited today. Since six o'clock I've been exercising around this apartment area. Alone, but it feels so happy. And now I'm resting by sitting on the porch of the apartment garden. I saw a lot of people passing by on the streets while the vehicles were still quiet.

I decided to live a healthy life after my soul and body were in turmoil because of yesterday's incident. I don't want another drink, enough at Angela's last restaurant. I want to organize my life that is ruined by love. I don't want to repeat the same mistake. I've been caught in my own trap. I want to live a better life.

Sometimes I feel sad about this story. The first time I fell in love I felt pain. I feel like life is unfair. Often reality does not match what is expected. Sometimes the heart is hard to accept. But whatever the power, everything must be lived. Whatever happens, the world will continue to turn until the end.

"Hah .. it turns out good to also see the sky view from the top of the garden grass."

I stared at the blue sky while laying down on the grass of the garden. Coincidentally still quiet around the park, so I was just sick. And it turns out that looking at the sky can make problems seem to erode themselves. I feel comfortable with my single life. But come to think of it, what about Alexander, huh?

I didn't know if he was serious or not. Right now I'm just living because I don't want to feel tied up anymore. I'm still afraid of heartache. But, as much as possible I will try to reciprocate his feelings. Yes, just think of it as a thank you for his kindness all along. What I believe is that if he was really serious about me, we would definitely meet up. But for a while just live what is with joy.

What time is this?

The sun is starting to feel hot. Then I took the phone I brought and looked at the clock. It turned out to be eight o'clock. I quickly left the garden area and returned to the apartment. I want to indulge myself by playing soap foam in the bathtub. I try to enjoy the day without her on the side. Yes already.

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...The cecilia...