
I saw him, but he looked back. I feel like we're getting closer. I'm also more worried about being in this situation. Maybe because of the frequent meeting it makes us closer and more dependent. Can't all because they're used to it? And I'm worried about falling in love because I'm used to meeting her.
"My friend took a surf. Maybe you want to come. Can you surf, Cecilia?" tanyanya, break my daydreams.
I still looked down, not daring to see it. "Sir, I'm afraid we'll see each other often." I'm starting to be honest with him.
He walked and sat back in front of me. "Why?" ask her with a look that I don't want to see.
Alexander is so sweet. His smile softened his heart. Moreover, her pink lips teased the view. I am an ordinary woman. Surely if you look at the clear, my mind has gone everywhere. Suppose if, if, when she was with me to have love together.
"Sir, I'm afraid your boyfriend is angry and I get run over him" I said hesitantly.
I saw him smile so sweet. He even laughed when he heard my words. "Jeez, Cecilia." He seemed to be astonished at me.
Sir, you realize you're not handsome? You're that teasing look. Please don't come after me. I can melt later.
Alexander slid his back on the sofa. He then took his smart phone out of his pants pocket. "This. Check it yourself. Do I have a boyfriend?" he said, handing me the phone.
"What-what?!" I was also surprised by his actions.
"Em, okay. Maybe it's not enough. This is my other phone. Contains all the work relations." He took out all his phones.
I also became upset at last.
He put all his cell phones on the table. He made me even more confused about my own fate. Is he my soul mate? Which will always strengthen me, no matter how hard I face? Or is he just passing through my life? I was confused to give him coffee or heart.
"Cecilia, I'm still alone. Really am. What do I do to make you believe I'm still alone? Do I have to jump out of this apartment?" tanyanya.
I was surprised to hear his words. "N-no, Sir. I'm just afraid of falling in love because we meet so often. That's it," I told him.
I don't know why I'm being honest about my feelings. I don't know why I can say that either. All I have in mind is being scared if he actually jumps out of this apartment.
You stupid Cecilia! Obviously he was after you and you said that. You gave her hope?!!
All I really want is Jackson. But I don't know why, I was happy when Alexander was near me. Could this be a sign of nature if in fact Alexander will accompany my life? Or is this a test of my relationship with Jackson? I really don't know. If I knew how it ended, of course I would be on guard from now on. Unfortunately, that scenario is not in my hands.
Duh, heart. Don't falter ....
Alexander held his face with both hands. He smiled and watched me. "If it really happened, why?" tanyanya, as if teasing me.
Instantly I flinched with this behavior. I don't know why I'm starting to feel close to him. I really want to pinch that nose. But I'm afraid it's a trap. I'm worried about getting caught up in a game I don't know. I'm afraid Alexander wasn't really sincere to me.
Worried about lingering in the apartment, I took her out to eat. I'm afraid the longer I see his face, the defense of my heart can collapse. I need to be able to hold on before we get any further. Yeah, just think of my attitude as gratitude because he has freed me to live in this apartment. Jackson hasn't contacted me at all.
Dinner...
I had to change clothes when I went out with him. I wore a plaid red blouse with blue pencil pants. Do not forget to wear casual sandals with a little right to look taller. Because if I don't exercise my rights, I feel very short in front of him.
The closer we got, the more I realized Alexander was taller than Jackson. It may be about three to five inches different. Plus Alexander's body is very contained. Complete already. Which eye will turn away from it? He is a typical man of dreams for most women.
Remember Jackson, Cecilia.
Right now I'm trying to position myself. Let's say if you're pleasing yourself from a wound that hasn't been healed. Jackson seemed to ignore me after the incident in his room. I felt like I meant nothing to him anymore. Or maybe he was deliberately acting like this during the war? I don't know, I don't know.
"Don't daydream. A woman as beautiful as you is not good at daydreaming while walking with a man." Alexander broke my daydream.
We just got out of the car in front of a restaurant. The restaurant we went to was a Japanese restaurant. Tonight looks very crowded, to the point that the car must be parked near the side of the road. And for some reason, when I got out of the car, my heart dag-dig-dug was not good.
Maybe I'm afraid that Jackson might suddenly come after me. Maybe I was afraid of a fight between them. But if you remember what happened yesterday, I have little reason to want to have dinner with Alexander. Let's say he's on my way out of Jackson. Bad, but how else. I hope Alexander understands.
"Sir, do you like Japanese food?" ask her.
He looked towards me. "I happen to like the one that smells like Jejepapan, Cecilia." She smiles.
For a moment I was silent in an erratic thought. I thought that he was a typical gentleman who likes softness. Indeed, when viewed from the looks of it, Alexander was so loyal to the couple. Either true or not, but if allowed I want to be with him too.
Fucking maruk!
"Cecilia, look out!"
Suddenly Alexander pulled my body close to him. He took my hand and held my back. I was also surprised by his attitude. I don't know what's going on.
Hearts ....
My palm held her chest that was very close to my body. It turns out I'm in his arms right now. The fragrance of his body, the warmth of his breath, felt until it touched this heart. I don't know what's going on, I think I'm getting comfortable with him.
"The rider did not see any more water bodies by the side of the road." Alexander grumbled as he looked towards the passing motorist.
I was thinking too. It turned out that Alexander was swiftly protecting me from the splashing water due to the speed of the vehicle that passed through us. I don't know why I feel so close. Either it's just my feelings or he feels them too. And I guess .. I'm starting to like it.