Fall In Love With Lover: The Temptation of a Beautiful Secretary

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Alexander swallowed his saliva. "Cecilia, don't switch the conversation. I really want to know what happened to you. Why did you cry when you hugged my mother? Is there anything that makes you shed tears?" he asked, showing such great concern for me.

The longer we were together, the more troubled my heart became. He is very much in conflict with Jackson. Alexander cares about my situation. Unlike Jackson who seemed to not care at all. And I don't know why, I just want to cry. My heart seemed to be swaying and not finding the way home. I don't know how to.

As much as I can smile. I took both of his hands off my shoulders and looked towards the garden, taking my eyes off of him. I smiled while looking at the distance. At that time I was reminded of the words of Alexander's mother when we were in the kitchen. He told me a lot about his son.

"Alexander S3 Architecture. He studied abroad. He doesn't have a big company right now, but he's already built his own CV." Alexander's mother told me.

"It's been a while, Mom?" my many.

"He graduated S3 when he was twenty-five. He's a smart kid. His youth was used for learning and learning. I'm proud of her." A happy heart was implied from his mother's face.

At that moment I could only smile.

"Mother wishes she could find the right woman. Who understands how he works and who loves his mother and two brothers" he said. I saw great hope in his mother's face.

"Your own father?" I'd like to know more.

For a moment Alexander's mother fell silent. He took a deep breath. "We're divorced, one year after Alexander's sister got married" he replied.

"God! So then?"

"It was Alexander who met the needs of the family. He's very hard at work. Even this house he's the one who made it for mom."

Alexander's mother told me something that made my heart flinch. At that time I also admired how the real figure of Alexander.

"Cecilia." He said again. "If you like it, get married. I am old but I am not a grandchild yet. Both brothers can't give grandchildren." Implied a great desire from within his mother's heart.

Now I know where I am now. I don't think what Jackson said at the time was true. Alexander really wanted to get married. And because of that I feel depressed. On the one hand I love Jackson, on the other hand there are those who expect me dearly. So who should I choose?

"Cecilia." Alexander broke my daydream.

"Master?" I soon realized he was still beside me.

We stood back facing. Our eyes looked at each other as well. The light of the porch light seemed to illuminate brightly the place where we were. I also felt something on me. Could this be the beginning of my new life?

Alexander held my face with both hands. "I don't care what happened before. Right now I know you're in front of me. Try to open your heart, Cecilia. Look at me here. I'm waiting for you" he said, which made my heart melt.

The rain tonight is a witness. The cold night wind seemed to make us drift in an increasingly deep atmosphere. He then slowly brought his face closer to mine. Tilt his head slightly to grab something. At that moment my heart was beating fast erratically.

Mr ....

I don't know what to do when her face gets closer to mine. Until finally our forehead touched, warm breath can be until I feel. It was like I couldn't move at all. My body is strongly attracted by it.

Sir, is this ...?

From this palm I could feel how fast his heart was beating. Eventually the tip of his nose started touching the tip of my nose. His warm breath also slowed down. And I saw him close his eyes as he continued to approach my lips.

Mister, no ....

Both of his hands rubbed these cheeks then slowly headed to the nape of my neck. I felt a strange sensation in my body. The hormone of happiness began to feel and make me helpless. Eventually, the distance of our lips got closer. I closed my eyes too.

"Ouch!"

Suddenly I felt my stomach hurt. Like it was pinched from the inside when his lips almost touched mine. So that in the end he did not kiss my lips, but my hair. Because the pain turned out to make me bend my body in an instant in front of him.

"Cecilia, why aren't you?" He panicked when he saw me holding this stomach.

"Sir, I'll go to the bathroom first." I immediately went to the bathroom.

"Cecilia!" He called, wanting to chase me.

"No need to deliver! I can do it myself!" I quickly went into the bathroom.

Tonight is almost an event that will never be forgotten in the history of my life. I almost kissed the blond guy. However, suddenly my stomach hurt, thus finally foiling our kiss. Not knowing what was on his mind, I tried to forget. Let's just say that I was swept away in the atmosphere he created.

A few moments later...

I decided to immediately rest in his sister's room. Trying to forget what just happened. He almost kissed my lips tonight. But I'm grateful that it didn't happen.

Right now I hear music playing repeatedly from the room next to me, where Alexander is. It seems like he did deliberately play those two songs to express his feelings to me. And I think I know whose song it's playing. I also hope to someday be able to watch the concert.

All That I Need from Boyzone and As Long As You Love Me from the Backstreet Boys, played repeatedly from inside his room. I think he was in love so he played the song constantly. I admit that he is softer than Jackson. He was also younger than that face moping man.

Sir, what are you doing there?

I remembered him again. I also tried to see his last status online. But alas, he purposely disabled the last status so I couldn't see it. I can only see the Great Ocean logo in her profile picture.

Jackson rarely posts his own profile picture. Maybe he does not like to expose personal affairs on social media. I admit that he is very realistic and also competent. But honey, she can't appreciate how I feel about her.

What the hell is he doing?

Honestly, I miss. But I'm also a fool for missing people's husbands. This transaction got me stuck into the game on my own. I was trapped and could not escape.

I can't get out of the trap I set. I can only survive until someone saves me. But the problem is, who will save me? If things are like this, it is unlikely that Jackson will come. To this day, he has not contacted me.

I don't know what happened there, I don't know either. I'd better go to sleep because it's getting late. I need to take a break from my tired heart and mind.