
...The cecilia...
.........
Jackson seemed heavy to say it, like stuck in the throat. I am still waiting faithfully for what he wants to say to me. The wind tonight seemed to be a witness to how heavy those words came out of his mouth. I don't know why, I don't know either.
What does he want to talk about?
The gust of the night wind felt rough through my hair that was left unraveled. I also revealed this hair behind my ears while still looking at the man in front of me. I heard her breathing was so heavy, her chest was also up and down by itself. Shortly after, his forehead was sweating.
"Jack, are you okay?"
I'm worried about seeing it like this. Could it be that love word she wanted to say to me? Until it makes him sweat cold. I don't know why I find it funny to face him. It might be true that I was the first woman in her life. After his mother was there.
"Cecilia." I saw him swallow his saliva.
I'm still waiting. But this man in front of me seemed stiff with time. I don't know what he wants to say, but I hope his words of surrender to me. I would love to be treated like a princess where the prince begs for love with the princess. I wish Jackson would treat me like that.
He then took a deep breath. "Cecilia, I—"
Suddenly the ringing of his cell phone sounded and made us aware if there was an incoming call. Jackson soon sees a call from who it is. He then walked away.
"Hello?" He picked up his phone. "What?!" His face was serious, he looked surprised. "good. I'll be there soon." Jackson was in front of me.
"Jack?" I approached him, wanting to know what was really going on.
He looks heavy saying it. "Cecilia, I have to go. We'll talk again." He put his phone in his pocket.
"But, Jack—"
"When we're free, we're going on vacation. But not for a few days. I have a lot of business. You just rest, yeah. This apartment is very nice, later I will change the payment." He promise.
"Jack ...." My heart was sad again.
"It's fine here" he said, then kissed my forehead.
When my forehead was frowned upon, I realized just how much love we had. I should be more self-aware and not easily influenced by others. I admit the pain of being ignored makes me unable to discern which is reality, which is delusional. But fortunately Jackson came soon before I drifted deeper. He is my prince.
"Jack, be careful."
I also took him to the front door. He then waved his hand without turning towards me. I saw him take the call back. I don't know who the phone is from, but it seems so important that I have to leave here.
It might have something to do with Hadden or Zea, or it might be Alexander. I don't know. I must remain cautious at this time as everything is still a mystery and unproven.
"Hold on, honey."
I know I can't do anything but follow Jackson's instructions. Jackson also seemed to not want to burden me with the problems that occurred. He moved on his own without asking me for advice. It might be good if I prayed a lot for his safety. May he be well wherever he is, for I look forward to his return.
Jack, good luck.
I quickly closed the door after seeing Jackson leave my apartment. I locked it and I shut the door and the window of my apartment. I want to rest tonight. I'm tired especially now that I'm two-bodied. I have to go to bed early and can't stay up. And yes, I immediately cleaned myself up before falling asleep in a dream.
All right, let's get some rest.
Now all I can do is hope everything's okay. I want to live a happy life without fearing other people's threats. I hope I can get that one day. I want absolute freedom so that it is quiet in living life. And I wish Jackson could give it to me.
A few days later...
Today is Saturday. The weekend I missed with the man I loved. But, these few days I haven't been able to meet Jackson because he's still busy with a lot of business. He said he'd see me when his time was up. And yes, I was waiting for him.
The last few days since that karaoke room incident, Alexander has always invited me to meet. But I also always rejected him on the grounds of a lot of work. And for two days he hasn't contacted me. Maybe he was tired from chasing me, or maybe he got another mission from Hadden. I don't know, I don't know either.
I admit that Alexander almost stole my heart. A few days with him I can't forget. But, ever since Jackson told Hadden to tell him to get close to me, my feelings were instantly gone for him. I no longer have a reason to get close to him. Because we are on the opposite side.
To be honest, I was still shocked to hear about it. But, I tried to accept the reality that Jackson told me. Although in reality it is unfortunate if the thing he did yesterday was just a mere charade. Especially if he includes his mother. I feel sorry for myself. But hopefully he's happy there, regardless of what he's done to me.
Wow, seven hundred billion?!!
I'm currently in the Space Group office because Jackson asked me to check the company's report years ago. And I accidentally saw the nominal amount of financial statements intended for CV Permata Indah. Which is a huge nominal.
Hundreds of billions were given to the company. I didn't expect that their cooperation would produce such a huge amount of money. It's really incredible.
Alexander himself is the head of CV Permata Indah. A company engaged in the field of middle to upper class architecture. He has five architects in his office. And his mother said the CV was purely established by him. At first I did not believe. But after seeing the nominal amount once a transaction, I trusted him.
Right now I have to find out if a nominal value of this magnitude is only given to his company? I think the nominal is too big. Maybe I should investigate it by asking directly to the previous owner of Space Group, Oliver.
"I'll just call."
Then I called Oliver, and he picked up the phone from me. "Hello?" answer from across.
"Sir Oliver, can we meet for a minute?" ask her.
"Em, I'm outside, miss. Maybe it will be back in ten minutes" he said.
"Oh, okay. Then I'll just wait in the office" I said.
"Good." He ended his phone call.
Oliver's been busy lately. She's rarely in the office so it's hard for me to see. But I think I can talk to him a little bit today. Yeah, I wish I could get some information about the truth about what Jackson told me. I hope I can find the answer.