
"Sir, am I a toy in your eyes?" I asked, while massaging the jaw that hurts because of his actions.
Jackson was silent, he looked at me without saying anything.
"I know you're in charge, Sir. But it's not appropriate for you to commit this violence on me. Where is the tenderness and affection you give while in bed with me? Am I just a toy doll?" ask me with a heart that is pure.
Jackson remained silent. Implied from his face was like regretting his rude actions towards me.
"I am a kara here. But it's not appropriate to treat me like an animal. I'm human!" I said, and then the tears fell down my cheeks.
I wept. I finally cried after a long time withstanding tightness in the chest due to his treatment. I bent both knees and cried. I don't care if he gets angry or anything. It's time for me to shed all the grief I've been harboring. I can't hold it any longer.
"Cecilia." Jackson wanted to touch me.
"Don't touch me! I've been freezing people!" I said, clasping his hands.
"Cecilia, I—"
"You never cared about me. In front of Zea you did nothing to defend me. He obviously slapped me. Why, Mister? What are you afraid of him for? Why is it that silence doesn't defend me?!"
I don't know why I'm getting dramatic, as if I don't know who I am. As if to get more defense from him, when I was just a worker, nothing more. Jackson swallowed his saliva like he couldn't bear me.
I want to get a defense from him, even if only as his mistress. Yeah, let's just say that I'm his mistress now. Right now I feel so wrong, I don't know how.
Jackson sat down next to me. "Sorry." The apology finally came from him. "I don't know if he'll slap you." Jackson was hugging me.
"Don't touch me! Go!" I also try to avoid him.
"Milk ...." He has now turned soft, no longer cold to me.
"Sir, let's get this over with! I'm not capable of it anymore. The precious thing in my life I've given you. I hope it's enough to pay for your kindness. I'm sorry." I got up, headed for the exit.
"Cecilia!" Jackson chased. "Cecilia, I'm sorry." He hugged me from behind.
The atmosphere was silent for a moment as he apologized to me. His apology is like a man's apology to his lover.
"I'm sorry for my rude attitude. I ... can't see you with another man," she said limped.
I was quiet, a little calm. But, my heart is still upset because that status I haven't gotten from him yet.
"You just want to have without giving me a clear status, sir. You're so selfish." I let go of his hand.
"Cecilia—"
"Let me go." I opened the door and left in front of him.
I know if I can't run from him. But at least I can win a little. I ran downstairs, towards the front porch of the villa. I saw a shower that could calm my heart. I sat there and checked my phone. Luckily, I put my phone in my pocket. If not, I can't do anything right now.
You can order a taxi online from here.
"No taxi?"
I tried to book a taxi so I could go back to the apartment and rest there. But in fact, when checking google map this villa is far from the crowd of the capital. A few minutes after the taxi, none of them were detected. I finally got limp on my own because I knew I couldn't get back to town right away.
Yes, enjoy it. How else would you like?
The sound of birds chirping and the splashing of pond water, a little can ease the sadness in my heart. I sat on the porch of the villa leaning my back against its mast. I looked at the view from the top of the hill to refresh my mind. And my heart can come back a little calm.
Why should the road I walk be like this?
Not long after I heard footsteps approaching. The sound was certainly Jackson's footsteps. Who else, there's no one but her here.
"Cecilia, I want to talk to you."
His voice is not as high as it was. He seemed to have turned into his real self. Maybe he was very sorry for the harsh treatment he had for me earlier.
"We've all talked about it, sir. There's nothing more to discuss." I answered without looking at him.
"Cecilia." He woke me up, held my arms together to see it. "I've already apologized. Is my apology not enough?" tanyanya looked at me.
I fell silent, turning my eyes away from him.
"Baby ..," He called me that word. He looked at me gently. "I'm sorry, huh?" He said it again.
Jackson melted my heart with his apology. He apologized not like a superior to a subordinate, but like a man to his woman. Jackson said it sincerely to me.
"We go to the top terrace. Here could be heard the villa guards passing by. Let's." Let's." He's embracing me.
For some reason I was hypnotized by him, I just resigned as he embraced me into the villa. We ended up walking together towards the top floor terrace of this villa. Arriving at the terrace he asked me to immediately sit on a chair. He called someone to ask for a dish. And while waiting for him to order, I kept quiet.
Fifteen minutes later...
The weather this afternoon is cool because of the many trees around the villa. At the top there are villas that are far apart from each other, but there is a security guard post at the entrance. Each villa rented also get the best service from the restaurant in the foothills. So here you can say not too quiet. It might be more comfortable as a place to rest.
Jackson ordered plenty of food and drinks to eat. But I just sipped a cup of ginger wedang given by the restaurant. The price is a little different from the one on the market. So thick even I thought if the brown sugar was too much.
I waited for Jackson to speak. He stood behind me while holding the porch fence. His eyes were staring into the distance. I don't know what he's thinking, I tried to listen to him first.
"I come here often if I'm free. Working while enjoying the beautiful view of the top." He started to open the conversation.
I listened to what he said. I haven't interrupted or asked anything else. I saw Jackson turn his body towards me.
"My marriage to Zea was only a business relationship between me and her father." Jackson said, I was shocked at the moment to hear it.
Just a business relationship? Whatdoes thatmean?
I don't know what Jackson meant to talk to me about this. I was really surprised by the words he said. Whether it is true or not, it is still a mystery to me. I would like to ask the truth directly. But, I'm still prestigious because I just cried.