
A few minutes later...
Alexander and I were sitting together in the patio of his apartment. And now I'm laying my head on the chest of the blonde's field. This masculine and athletic man rubbed my head gently. It feels so shahdu. Plus the soothing aroma of her perfume, made me feel at home for a long time in her arms.
I then told the news I had just received from Aurel and Angela to Alexander. It's still unbelievable if Jackson suddenly changes attitude like this after throwing me away. Still remembered clearly his words that hurt my heart at that time. But now I hear he's looking for me. It feels a little unacceptable and also self-worry. I'm afraid he's looking for me in this apartment.
"So you're worried he's gonna find you all the way here?" Alexander asked me while continuing to caress my hair.
I nodded in his arms. "Yes. I'm just worried. I also don't understand why he could be like that" I said honestly.
Alexander remained silent. I saw him as thinking about this news. He then clasped my hand tightly, peeked at my head and hugged me wholeheartedly. It felt the energy of love that he gave me.
"Dear?" I also looked towards him.
I saw him breathing. "Maybe ... Jackson has realized his mistake now. He won't take it if you just leave." Alexander expressed his thoughts on Jackson.
I was silent listening to him.
"As a man I have to admit if the selfish side and want to have it is so great towards the woman we love. And I hope you don't falter after hearing this news." Alexander continued while rubbing my arm.
I nodded, understanding what he meant. But I'm honestly afraid that Jackson might suddenly force me to leave Alexander. He is very powerful, he can do anything. And the thing I was more worried about was him doing recklessly to Alexander. I don't want anything to happen to him. You could say I had hoped for him.
"Cecilia."
"Yes?"
"I've decided to give you pocket money every month." He kind of wanted to take my mind off the fear of Jackson.
"Eh?" I looked at him too.
"Twenty million every month. Is it less for a month's pocket money?" askinya.
"What-what?! Twenty million?!" I'm appalled. Immediately break away from his embrace.
Alexander looked in wonder at me. "Why? Too small, huh?" ask again.
I swallowed spit. Can't believe he's gonna take the initiative to give me some pocket money. "Dear, are you serious?" many ensure.
He's nodding.
"God ...." I also rubbed my own face.
"Why Cecilia?" He was worried to see me.
I really can't believe that he would give me twenty million in pocket money every month. That's huge for me. Moreover, I can get it for free without having to work.
"Dear, are you asking for a reward for the pocket money?" I'm confirming.
He shook his head, then pulled me back into his arms. "Did I ever ask you to do something during my stay?" He asked me back.
"Dear?"
"Dear ...." I also hugged himself tightly.
He held my hand. "I will try to protect you as much as I can. I'm not gonna let Jackson hurt you again." He promise.
I nodded in his arms.
"Later to come home a little late. Tomorrow's the weekend and mom asked me to come home on Saturday. You want to accompany me to the village again, don't you?" tanyanya while looking at me.
I also looked at his blue eyeballs while nodding.
He kissed my forehead. "Already, yeah. Don't mention Jackson's name in front of me." He directed my hand to hold his chest. "It hurts so much here." He showed me how he felt when I talked about Jackson in front of him.
Dear ... You really feel.
"I've calculated the time. I want to marry you soon. Maybe in three or four weeks all my contract work is done. Please wait for me." He kissed my hand, pleading.
I can't even say anything when I hear it. Alexander was so quick to take action on our relationship. He really wants to marry me soon. I still can't believe I'm going to anchor the ark with him. Three or four weeks is a short time to break up the marriage. Is my heart ready to accept him as my husband?
"Later after marriage, I'll give up half my income for you. I split two with my mom. Do you mind?" askinya.
I was surprised to hear that. "You've planned it?" I can't believe it.
"Yes. After all, you are my responsibility after becoming a wife. But I also cannot forget the duty as a son to a mother. I hope you'll accept this division of my salary." He was hopeful.
I smiled, realizing that he was the typical man responsible for his family. I think that division is fair enough for me.
"What if we have kids?" ask me again, curious while poking his chest.
I was being spoiled so that he wouldn't have prejudices against me. I saw him smiling and looking down beside me. He then looked back at me.
"If I had children, I would give up 75% of my income. I still give 25% to Mom. How's it?" He asked while holding my hand.
"Then what about you?" I was surprised because he didn't get his own salary.
"I'm .. I'm going to ask my mom" she said, laughing in front of me.
"Dear, you're this." I pinched it too.
"Haha. Cecilia-Cecilia. I'm sure you understand this. Mom won't let me be miserable. Don't think about it. I'm sure I can meet the needs of our little family later. Just so you stay loyal by my side." He was hopeful for me.
I smiled and hugged him. I think this openness is fair enough for me. Let the white clouds that run in the sky bear witness to his words. I will try to accept the reality. Because in fact Alexander is the one who is always there and faithfully beside me.
Dear ... thank you. You really fulfilled your words.
It feels very happy if from the beginning it has been open like this. I feel like I really love him. Perhaps this is what happens when logic has taken over a woman's feelings. He won't remember what happened again. All he knew was what was in front of him. And right now Alexander is the one in front of me. Not Jackson or anything.
God, if he's my soul mate, please help me not to be bullied by Jackson again. I don't want to disappoint Alexander because I know what it's like to be disappointed. I just want one, now and forever.