
...The cecilia...
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...Bianca...
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"Cecilia, what are you doing?!" Bianca screams in disbelief.
Emotions vanish. I was jealous, jealous and wanted to kill. "What's going on here, huh?!" I'm fiery.
Bianca cleansed her body. "I should be the one, why are you here?!" He's pissing me off.
I turned to look at Jackson who was sitting quietly in his chair. "Jack, what's going on? Is this why you didn't see me?" My heart is so fucked to see them.
Jackson silence. The man in the blue shirt looked relaxed like nothing had happened in front of me. He then continued his work.
"Jack, I'm asking you! Why are you quiet?!" I'm getting pissed at him.
Bianca walked over to me. "Hey, Cecilia. Now I'm going to change your position here," he said, making me furious and half-dead.
"What?!"
I can't believe it. I really can't believe what Bianca told me. I turned to Jackson to ask him for an explanation.
"Jack, is this true?" ask her.
Jackson kept quiet, as if he hadn't seen me here. My heart aches with coldness and indifference. I think I just want to kill him.
"Here home, Cecilia! You're not needed here anymore." Bianca twirled her hair in front of me. He's acting in power here.
I'm really upset not playing. My heart hurts so much. Turns out Bianca was here and was teasing Jackson. I don't know why it all went this way.
"Jack, give me an explanation! If this is what you want, then give me a decision!" I asked for certainty.
Jackson stopped his activities for a moment and turned to look at me. He looked at me with a cold look. It seems like he has forgotten what has happened to us before. His forehead was wrinkled like he did not want me to come.
"You are no longer needed. Go," said he who made my soul collapse instantly.
"What-what?!!"
I can't believe it. I can't believe Jackson would say that. Is it because I'm not pregnant with her child, so she thinks there's no need to take responsibility for me anymore? Or is he playing his charade in front of me? I really don't know. I have trouble thinking clearly at the moment. Emotions rule my whole soul and body.
"OKAY. Good. I appreciate your decision."
Even though I feel heavy, inevitably I have to accept it. I have had enough of my patience and wait to deal with it. I was tired and did not want to drag on in the wait. I still have my pride as a woman. I can live life without it. I have to fight this pain in my heart.
Jack .. look. Today you hurt me, one day you will feel more pain than I feel. I hate you, Jack!
My footsteps sounded fast as I left the room. Bianca was seen shaking her hand so I could get out of the room. Today was a bitter decision I made. That's not what I'm looking forward to. Jackson has ended our relationship. And it would be stupid if I kept hoping for him. As if there were no more men on this earth.
An hour later, at the Blue Sea Restaurant...
"Cecilia, stop it!" Angela held me back to gulp down the next glass of wine.
"I can't, Angela. I can't." I keep sipping my wine.
"Cecilia, you fool, Cecilia! You're spending your time, torturing yourself, while he's having fun there. Stop saying!" Angela took the wine bottle and the glass from me.
We were sitting in the room at the corner of the restaurant. Where there is a private room like a family karoke. I also set music so loud that I no longer care about my hearing system. I'm frustrated.
Yeah, to be honest I'm frustrated. After being made to wait for a long time, I finally got a painful decision. I still can't believe what Jackson said. He was really cruel and had no conscience. I have a grudge for the rest of my life.
"Don't be a fool, Cecilia! Your future is long!" Angela got rid of all the drinks and replaced them with mineral water.
I lay my back on the sofa. I'm limp, helpless. It felt like yelling while naked around this restaurant. My heart hurts so much.
"Huh ...." Even I who was almost drunk could only limp in the face of reality.
Angela approached me, sitting next to me. "I don't know what happened to Jackson. Jackson didn't explain anything to me either. He simply replied to my message with a yes or no. It seems to have deliberately avoided me, I don't know what that means." Angela.
I came to his restaurant with a troubled heart. Angela noticed my change of attitude and took me to this room. I finally ordered a lot of drinks. I want to forget everything.
I held my own head. "It's all over. I can't stay here. I have to go, Angela. Lend me your passport and identification. I want to go" said I, who was very dizzy.
"Where are you going, Cecilia?" tanyanya.
"I want to go abroad. I don't want to be in this town anymore." Those words just say.
Angela pulled me over to put her head on her shoulder. "Sister, be patient. Consider all this the atonement for your sins. Maybe God wants to give you the best." Angela tried to calm me down.
Hearing him I'm getting crazy. My tears came out and a feeling of tightness seemed to fill the entire cavity of my chest. I'm not strong enough to face this. Jackson is really cruel. He didn't remember what I had gone through to get to this second. I hate him so much!
"Now calm yourself. Let's just say nothing happened today. You can do it." Angela held my cheek with both hands.
I didn't answer, I hugged him immediately. I have nothing but him. I'm just a kara here. Plus the last words from the man, the more it took away my soul. I fell again. However, this time it fell into a deeper abyss. Then who can help me?
"But I keep borrowing your passport and identification, yeah." I'm requesting.
"Yes, fine. I will give it later. But for a while calm yourself down. Once you're sure of your decision, I'll give you everything you need." Angela promised.
I know Angela feels sorry for me. I know that he cares about me so much. He was like my own brother. In reality, we are different from mom and dad. But it turns out that the difference is getting us closer.
Then I nodded, following her advice to calm down first. Hopefully I can make the right decision for my future. Yes, even now I am in bitterness.