Black Swan's
Yes I Love You (Fifthy Seven)
Tokk tokk tokk
Eden stood nervously in front of the towering black wooden door in front of him. After this afternoon the doctor removed an infusion needle that pierced the back of his hand and told him he was fine, he immediately took the initiative to see the state of Aciel who was in a special room in the large mansion. But for some reason now he was actually nervous and wanted to immediately escape from where he stood because he did not know what he would say to Aciel later.
“Mommy..”
Eden gasped in shock when Ciara's tiny hand suddenly touched her flickering fingers while looking curiously at her mother who looked very nervous.
“Ssayang... how are you today?”
Eden crouched down in front of Ciara and greeted the cute toddler clumsily. Eden's two hands seemed to shake as they lifted to stroke Ciara's adorable chubby cheeks. Within minutes Eden seemed stunned by Ciara's beauty and the innocence of the girl who was looking at her with her round eyes. In his heart he still could not believe if he had ever given birth to a girl as beautiful as Ciara.
“Mommy wants to see daddy?” ask Ciara plain. Eden nodded stiffly in front of her daughter while staring alternately at the towering black door beside her.
“Come in.”
Instantly Eden was made nervous again when Ciara began to tug at his hand to enter the closed room of Aciel. But suddenly the black door opened wide, featuring an old man in a white suit who then nodded respectfully at Eden.
“Please mistress if you want to go inside.”
Eden returned the nod stiffly while walking aside to let the doctor pass.
“Thank you doctor, I'll be in.”
After the old doctor actually left, Eden started walking slowly into Aciel's nursery with her hands that Ciara continued to pull impatiently.
“Come mommy!” ciara shouted with a shrill voice. Eden beckoned Ciara to turn down her voice by silencing Ciara's tiny lips as she saw Aciel closing her eyes.
“Ssshhh... Let's go out, let daddy rest.” whispered Eden slowly in Ciara's ear while holding the adorable toddler. Ciara shook her head stubbornly and still wanted to be inside that sterile room to wait for her father.
“Ciara misses daddy, Ciara wants to see daddy.”
“But daddy is sleeping. We'll be back in the morning, okay?” eden tried to persuade the little girl. But Ciara insisted on staying in her father's nursery and nearly cried when Eden forced herself to take the girl out of her father's room.
“Ssshhh... All right, don't cry. Mommy won't take you out.”
Eden looks irritated and starts to lower Ciara on the nursing bed of Aciel which is quite spacious. He then pulled up a wooden chair nearby and began to sit there watching Ciara kissing her father's cheek.
“Ciara, do you love your daddy?” ask Eden with a chin. Ciara then nodded cutely in response while kissing Aciel's forehead which was not covered in an oxygen mask.
“Then what if your daddy is evil, will you still love him?”
The little girl then looked at Eden's face with clear eyes that did not seem to understand her mother's intentions.
“Evil? Like monster?”
“Monster?” eden asked as if he asked back. At once the woman looked so foolish in front of her child because she was not used to the childish smelling things. Including the raising of bad guys as monsters. But in retrospect, Aciel looked worse than a monster.
“Yaahh let's just say if your daddy is a monster, will you still love your daddy?”
“But daddy is not like a monster, daddy is handsome. Aunt Mary said the monster was ugly, while daddy was very handsome. So daddy's not a monster.”
Eden rolled her eyes lazily while pursing her lips back to Ciara. It feels free to ask Ciara about Aciel if the little girl really admires Aciel more than anything. Even Ciara seemed to love Aciel more than she did.
“Then what about mommy? Do you love mommy?”
“Ciara dear mommy!” ciara answered directly while hitting the body of Eden who was on the edge of the bed. With swiftness Eden immediately caught Ciara and gave a fierce look at the little girl because of her careless attitude.
“Ciara, you can fall!”
“Already, do not scold Ciara.”, said Aciel Parau while trying to remove the oxygen mask that blocked his lips to sound more on Eden and also Ciara. Meanwhile Eden seemed to stiffen instantly when he saw Aciel starting to open his oxygen mask and looked so hard to take his first breath without the help of an oxygen mask. He dropped Ciara from his arms and prepared to leave the room.
“Sorry if we bother you, I'll be out now.”
Grebs
Eden turned his head back and saw that his wrist was being blocked by Aciel. He then gave Aciel a look to remove his hand from his wrist, but the man pulled him closer and told him to sit on his bed.
“Where are you going? I'd rather you be here.”
“Daddy.. daddy is up!”
Ciara gives a brief peck on Aciel's cheek and hugs her father warmly to the point of making Aciel laugh at her daughter's adorable behavior. Even though his back still ached, he tried to laugh for Ciara.
“Ciara, don't hug daddy too tightly son, you make your daddy hurt.”
Seeing Aciel who seemed to be holding back pain made Eden immediately take the initiative to get rid of the little girl from above the body of Aciel. Moreover, he could imagine how agonizing Aciel's back was after a hot lead pierced through his muscles yesterday, and he wasn't that kind of person to let Aciel be in pain from Ciara's overzealous embrace.
“Better we just go out, rest again.”
“I want you guys to stay here, so don't go anywhere.” said Aciel flatly and not to be denied. Eden snorted inwardly at the arrogant attitude of Aciel who still appeared when the man was sick and helpless like that.
“Do you need anything? I'll call the doctor if you feel sick.”
Eden tried to be nice to Aciel because he didn't want to owe the man anything.
“No need, the doctor checked me some time ago.” replied Aciel flat and impressed cold. Then there was no more conversation between them because Eden preferred to busy herself by stroking Ciara's long hair that felt so soft in her hands. While Aciel chose to be quiet because since long ago he was not the type of man who likes to talk. But too long with the awkward atmosphere it made Aciel sultry and finally he took the initiative to provoke Eden a little to talk to him.
“What Ciara has eaten?”
“But.” replied Eden briefly. Then the atmosphere between them returned to silence because Eden preferred to look for other activities rather than having a small conversation with Aciel. That woman is too naive!
“You were once in my position.”
“You once lay here.. when giving birth Louise.” continued Aciel with a thin smile that managed to make Eden stunned. All this time he had never seen Aciel's sincere smile, other than the grin or cunning smile that was often shown to him to make him hate the man even more. At least that's how his memory is still left in Eden's brain, the rest, Eden really does not remember anything. Even the kindness of Aciel for a year of living with him, there was nothing left in the memory of his brain. It's smirking! But now seeing Aciel looking at him full of tenderness and sincerity made him manage to change the way he looked about Aciel. Now he thinks that Aciel is not the bad guy he had imagined. Aciel also has her own soft side which she rarely shows to anyone.
“You were angry at first and told me I was overdoing it by setting up a special place to give birth to Louise, but I did it because I love you so much Ed. I feel too guilty for not being able to be next to you when you gave birth to Ciara and also raised Ciara. So I've been trying to do so many things over the past year to make up for everything.”
“I know, Sian already told it.” said Eden stiffly. It was still not used to being sweet in front of Aciel. It's too weird to think.
Regardless of the attitude of Eden who is not familiar with it, Aciel again told a story to remember his most beautiful times with Eden. The time when they lived peacefully, without anger, without harsh words, even just filled with warm love. “You performed your role as a wife and mother very well for the past year. But unfortunately you forgot all that. I'm afraid I lost you Ed.” Aciel said bitterly as he recalled all the sweet memories that were still left in his memory. Again he received punishment from God for his past evil deeds. While Eden seemed speechless, he was stunned by a series of emotional words he had heard from Aciel Lutherford for the first time. He thought Aciel was a man without a heart.
“Ciara..she's a sweet girl, anyone would immediately like her.” Eden said as is. He seemed confused to respond to Aciel's words because it seemed too emotional for him.
“Are you going to leave me?”
“I don't know.”
“Whatever you will do later, I will never let you go. You are mine.” said Aciel firmly and full of threats. Eden sighed softly while trying not to be provoked by Aciel's extremely annoying innocence.
“I know if you're a powerful man who won't let yours loose. But can you make a little better impression in front of me? Because your arrogant attitude will only make me cancel the intention to try to accept you as my husband and Ciara and Louise as my children.”
“Do you do this for Anthony? For a fucker who's gonna hurt us both?” sambar Aciel was fierce and almost made Eden's head boil over the man's negative thoughts.
“What in your head is there only bad and dirty words? How can Ciara idolize a very bad father like you.”
“After all I am his father, it is only natural that he idolizes me. Regardless if his father is an ******** though, Ciara will still consider me his idol.”
“Huh, I don't think we can talk right now. I'm going out, and you'd better chill your boiling head first.”
Eden finally chose to go out and leave Aciel with Ciara. Long periods with the man actually makes him more headaches because of the attitude of Aciel who always thinks bad things about him. He's sick of that guy!
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The night when everyone is asleep in their own world, Aciel was seen walking out of his ward in blue pajamas with lines that looked quite tangled in some parts. Since this afternoon he could not close his eyes quietly without the slightest thought of Eden. The woman had always disturbed her attention until she was made in a fog with her attitude that became unusual after Eden was present and ravaged her heart. That afternoon he did not mean to be arrogant with her, he was just too jealous of Anthony and afraid that Eden would leave him again as he once was. Ten days without Eden really made him the most horrible man ever to have lived on this earth. Even Sian claimed to be overwhelmed to calm him who continued to be hit by anxiety since Eden disappeared from his mansion.
Cclek
Aciel pulled the doorknob slowly and found her room in complete darkness. But through the moonlight that penetrated into the cracks of his bedroom window, he could see the silhouette of Eden's body sleeping comfortably under a thick blanket wrapped around his thin body. He then walked slowly to his bed, and decided to join Eden and sleep. In silence Aciel observed the beautiful face of his wife from the side while removing the children of Eden's hair that dangled around the beautiful forehead of Eden that he was very fond of. As if he did not care about the back of his hand that was slightly dripping blood due to the infusion needle that pierced his wrist earlier, he continued to think of Eden's dangling hair children while enjoying every touch of his skin on the smooth surface of Eden's skin.
“What are you doing here?”
The suspicious voice immediately made Aciel open his eyes until he could see the honey bead of Eden looking at him with anticipation. The woman shamelessly threw a peeking gaze at him while pulling her hand down from the woman's beautiful forehead.
“Ssshhh... Will you wake Louise? I will do nothing to you.” whispered Aciel annoyed. He only realized if it turned out behind the thin body of Eden hidden Louise who was sleeping comfortably. Her cute little whiz has found her warmth back. Maybe it was only him who needed the extra effort to get his warmth back from Eden.
“I miss you.” said Aciel relaxed and impressed ordinary. While Eden slowly began to keep his body away from Aciel even though he could not move freely because there was Louise next to him. But Aciel immediately restrained his shoulder and made it seem like it was glued to the spot as the man made a gesture to remain still without moving.
“You should get used to my presence in your bed, so never try to escape anywhere Eden.”
Eden swallowed his saliva nervously while directing his eyes in another direction as he did not want to be affected by Aciel's handsome face which gave off a dense arrogant aura in front of him. Knowing her nervousness, Aciel actually forced her to look at her dark bead, as dark as her life.
“Didn't you miss me, hmm?”
“No!” answer Eden ketus. Aciel chuckled in front of him and landed a light kiss on his lips.
“But I missed you. Missing you so much that I would hurt the back of my hand so I could join you here. Why is Louise here?”
Eden then glanced at the back of Aciel's hand which was a little bloody while pretending to show his indifference to the man. “Entah, tonight he's a little fussy and has trouble sleeping. Then I took it from his room and I gave him ASI before he fell asleep. It's very funny.” whispered
Eden was slowly full of admiration. Occasionally her right hand stroked Louise's fine hair that looked so dense for a baby her age. But as he looked at the hand of Aciel that the man used to rub his hair, he, Eden immediately put away the hand and wiped the blood of Aciel still seeping in his hand with a tissue beside his bed.
“You shouldn't take off that drip needle if you miss me, you can call me so that I accompany you there.”
“I don't want to wake you baby, besides I'm tired of being there. I miss our room.” whispered the friendly Aciel. Eden's body was seen stiffening as Aciel began to erode the distance between them. With their extremely close position like that, Aciel would definitely make intimate physical contact
with him. Whether it was just kissing her lips or stroking her, that would definitely make her uncomfortable and nervous as well.
“What are you going to do?”
“Do you think?” ask the ignorant Aciel. But he had no intention of doing anything. In addition to his condition which is still very vulnerable, there is also Louise who is sleeping comfortably next to Eden. Aciel wouldn't be that crazy to do perverted things to Eden. But seeing Eden who looked tense like that made Aciel have the initiative to blow his hot breath on the surface of Eden's skin that began to be sensitive in front of him..
“Mput away, you just did a bullet dispensing operation.” Eden said nervously while
hold Aciel's chest so that the man doesn't get any closer. But Aciel actually shortened the distance between them and used one of his hands to get rid of Eden's wiggly fingers that felt tickling on his chest.
“I think it's okay, my front body is still normal. Only my back hurts a little. I can still use my lips to kiss you and play a little.” whispered sensual Aciel. Eden swallowed his saliva nervously and began to twitch uncomfortably with his position. Both of his hands had perched sweetly on Aciel's sturdy shoulders, while Aciel's face grew closer and closer to the lips that looked terrible to Eden because it was as if the man was about to eat him.
“Kkplease don't, I can't do this.”
Eden tried to keep his head away from Aciel's face by rewinding back. But Aciel actually held his nape and made him not wrinkle with the strong pressure that stung at his bend. The only way he could do that was to stay in place and receive the kiss that Aciel was about to give. But he didn't want to, he was too nervous and scared too!
“Can or not, you should get used to it baby. Because for sure I will do more than just kiss your lips that AAAARGGHHHH!!!!”
Eden pressed down firmly on Aciel's injured back with both of his hands dangling behind the man's strapping back. No matter what screams Aciel or the man's stitching marks would tear, she obviously just wanted to protect her pride from the brash deeds of the arrogant man who had claimed to be her husband.
“Do you want to kill me, huh!”
Aciel shouted loudly in front of Eden's face while curling his body in pain. The man was seen enduring the pain and began to groan again for the second time due to the pain that struck his back. He could not describe how the pain stabbed his back, but he felt something was wrong with his back.
“Blood! Aciel, you're bleeding! Oh my God, I've broken your stitch wound.”
Eden cried out hysterically when he saw the red liquid that began to seep soaking in the blue-striped pajamas worn by Aciel. In a panic he immediately ran out and called out to anyone to help Aciel because he saw so much blood clearly imprinted on Aciel's back.
“Yes God!!! What did I just do?” eden muttered trembling while biting his lips in panic. He then immediately asked Aciel's bodyguards to immediately contact the doctor because Aciel seemed to have to do a re-surgical operation to stitch the scar back open.
