Black Swan's

Black Swan's
I Love You From My Deepest Heart (Fourty Eight)



Why it is so hard to give love to you. My heart beats every time I am near you. Could I ever love you? –Eden –


Even if you forget your love for me, but I'm sure that one day you'll come back to me. Because your heart only beats for me. –Aciel –


            The man sat stiffly in the corner of the room while observing every movement his woman would make on the bed. But unfortunately until the seventh day since the terrible incident that hit the woman, the man has not seen any signs of the woman will open her eyes and welcome him lovingly. He missed his wife's warm embrace...


            “Eunghh.”


            The sudden buzzing sound from the bed made Aciel stand by and stare anxiously at the object of the scene that was currently starting to make small movements in the on bed. With full antipathy, Aciel waited for his wife to open her eyes while clenching her hands full of emotion behind the pocket of her work pants that had been seen tangled on some sides because she had sat too long on the sofa to wait for her wife to open her eyes.


            It has been almost a week that Aciel waited for Eden to open his eyes after his wife had an accident while shopping at the supermarket. His wife was hit by a car. At that time he was busy as usual to let his wife go to the supermarket along with their personal driver, because Eden was used to doing it alone without ever accompanying him. But suddenly one soothing afternoon, he got the news if Eden was hit by a car and suffered a serious injury to the head, plus Eden was pregnant. Hearing the report from his subordinates, Aciel immediately rushed to see Eden's condition in the hospital. But when he arrived there the doctor said if the possibility of Eden will fall into a coma because he got a head injury that is quite heavy and had to do surgery to remove the baby. Really it was the most difficult moments for Aciel because he had to experience the most gripping circumstances throughout his life. Seeing the unconscious Eden in the operating room and the sound of her baby boy crying loudly made Aciel feel her heart throbbing pain instantly. Conversation after conversation about their baby-to-be made Aciel's bitterness even worse when the doctor gave the baby boy to her. He was finally able to accompany Eden during labor, even carrying their bloodied baby for the first time. But that's not what


aciel wanted, he wanted to welcome the birth of their baby together with a loving smile owned by Eden who always managed to make his chest warm. Eventually with an erratic feeling Aciel decided to move Eden's treatment home. Various advanced equipment located in


the hospital was transferred simultaneously into his luxurious mansion. Whatever he did for the safety of his wife. And every day, on his return from the office, he would always be by his wife's side to give strength so that she could survive for him, for their little family.


            “Eden...”


            Aciel looked at his wife pias while standing next to a large bed that was now filled with hoses and wires connected to his wife's body. The man seemed quite impatient to see the moments of his wife's awakening from her long sleep, but nevertheless tried to be patient to wait for Eden to open her eyes fully and look at her lovingly, same as always.


            “Eden, how do you feel? Do you feel pain?”


            Eden is still trying to adjust the light of the lamp that shines in his eyes so


light while opening his eyelids slowly. Falling asleep for seven days felt like he had just risen from the dead. His entire body felt stiff, and he had not been able to move his joints easily. But slowly he continued to try to see the caller who had always been vocalizing nearby.


            “Eden... What do you feel?”


            Suddenly Eden's heart seemed to stop beating when gradually he began to recognize the voice of the caller who sounded so familiar in his ears. He then began to open his eyes completely with a feeling of anxiety that suddenly surrounded his heart to make him feel palpitating.


            “Tell me how you feel, I'll call the doctor.”


            Aciel's fingers stretched out to get rid of the children's hair dangling around the bandage that wrapped Eden's head. But quickly the small hand blocked Aciel's muscular wrist with a firm grip that made Aciel frown on her forehead disliking.


            “Do not touch me!”


            Those weak yet piercing words managed to make Aciel quite surprised by his wife's reaction to him. The man then returned his wife's sharp gaze with cold eyes piercing him which usually managed to make anyone tremble at him. But this time his piercing eyes did not apply to Eden at all, because the woman actually looked more courageous, as if she was challenging him.


            “Never touch me asshole! Let go of me, you even just beat up Anthony yesterday.”


            Aciel frowned not understanding the words of his wife and began to lower his hand which had been hanging in the air due to the check of his wife's hand. But more than that, he did not understand what the woman was saying. Moreover, the Anthony whom the woman referred to had long abandoned his wife's life five years ago because the man was heartbroken. And previously, Aciel claimed that he had beaten Anthony. Long before he finally found happiness with Eden because of their marriage. But why after five years had passed, did the woman come back against him?


            “Anthony has long since left your life after you decided to marry me.” replied Aciel finally after quite a long time they were silent with a sharp gaze piercing Eden who kept on pointing at him.


            “Job! What did you do to Anthony? You beat him so brutally that you almost killed him that night. You're mean! You're a fucking jerk who should have walked out of my life!”


            “Alex! Charles! Call doctor!"


            Before long a man in a white suit and also some nurses walked in


in the room where Eden was treated while holding a syringe. Seeing Eden who continued to thrash in the check of Aciel made the doctor had no choice but to give the anesthetic to his patients. And a little while later Eden's consciousness began to decay, and the woman drooped weakly in Aciel's warm embrace.


            “What's with him doctor? Why does he look like my wife five years ago?” aciel asked with a huff and laid Eden back on her bed. The old man then began to check on Eden's condition and his heart rate was seen to stabilize after previously showing a striking spike on the monitor located on the side of the bed occupied by women that's.


            “We will do further checks to ascertain what happened to Madame Eden, but most likely at this time Madam Eden is experiencing amnesia. Her memories are trapped in the past and make her be brutal to you. Maybe during the accident he had a collision that made


his memory in the present is erased.”


            Aciel frowned disliking the explanation the doctor had given him. He hates to hear the fact that his wife will return as brutal as before and will again trouble him with all his barbaric behavior. He could not even remember how many times Eden was against him and


he almost committed suicide because he was unwilling to let go of the woman even though he had tried to offer a tantalizing compromise to Eden. Now he doesn't know what to do. He was afraid of losing the happiness he had just felt for the past year with Eden. In fact, he began to hang high hopes on his small family and did not want to open any bitter memories in the past


then. But the goddamn accident overturned her sweet life with Eden and her little family. Whether the perpetrator who hit Eden out there, he had managed to snatch the one and only most precious treasure that Aciel had ever owned in this world.


            “Daddy..”.


            Aciel turned his head quickly at the door while smiling warmly at a four-and-a-half-year-old little girl. The girl looks like she just woke up in pajamas with a pink pony that looks so adorable on her tiny body.


            “What are you doing here baby, hmm?”


            Aciel walked up to her daughter and crouched down right in front of the little girl's tiny body while stroking the soft top of her head.


            “Ciara wants mommy.” says boy plain. Aciel looked back at the glance with a sad look, then looked back at the face of his daughter who was still waiting for her answer with round eyes that were very similar to Eden's.


            “Mary!! Mary!”


            Unexpectedly, Aciel actually called his housekeeper to take Ciara away from Eden's room.


            “Iiiya sir?”


            “Bawa Ciara is gone, she can not approach Eden for a while, she is not her mother.


            “Daddy!!”


            Ciara screamed hysterically in the arms of Mary who was about to take her away. But Aciel's sharp gaze on the housekeeper made him tremble and was forced to heed his ears to Ciara's loud scream while crying sobbing in his arms. As a domestic assistant, he


quite confused by every change in attitude shown by his master all this time. But since Eden came into this mansion, the master was more human and also a little soft. But ever since his mistress lay weak due to an accident that happened one week ago, his master slowly turned into the cold and stiff man he used to be. Even the day after his mistress was declared in a coma, his master was immediately raging indistinctly at all of his subordinates who might have been unlucky back then. But what makes him most concerned is the condition of Ciara and also baby Louise. Since her mother was in a coma, the girl was slightly neglected by her father, even with the baby Louise now being cared for by her aunt May. The master was obviously very worried about his wife, so that almost all of his attention was only confiscated for his mistress and also endless corporate affairs. Sometimes when his master went to the office, he deliberately brought Ciara to his mother's room to just greet and treat the child's longing for his mother. Although maybe others will consider Ciara has not understood about the circumstances of her mother, but she is sure if Ciara more than understand about the condition of her mother. In fact, not infrequently he saw Ciara walking towards his mother's room to stroke his mother's hand or kiss her forehead.


           “Ciara, I will definitely take you to meet your mother.” Mary's promise of determination to the little girl who is currently still crying as much as she can in her arms.