Black Swan's

New Life (One Hundred Fourty Two)

            Two months have passed so quickly since the night Olivia kissed Scout's lips all of a sudden. Now their relationship is better and they seem to be getting closer to each other. Now Olivia looks like a wife on standby who always prepares all the needs of her husband. Though actually their relationship is still the same, there is no bond of love and only because of the child conceived by Olivia. But somehow Olivia is enjoying her new role as a wife in quotes for Scout. And all this time, Scout did not mind Olivia's attitude. Although the man still remained as cold as before, but the man's coldness was reduced and he sometimes showed his concern for Olivia by buying Olivia the food she wanted and making a glass of milk for Olivia in the morning and nightfall.

            “For Scout, I've prepared breakfast for you.” greet Olivia cheerfully while Scout is wearing his shirt in kamr. Casually, Olivia began to pair the red stripes tie on the collar of the Scout shirt and summed it up neatly there. After that Olivia began to move to bed to tidy up all the mess they had done last night. But wait, it's not the kind of chaos you guys think, last night they just played the game and the losers have to receive a hundred tickles from the winning ones. And as you might expect, Olivia lost the game, so she had to receive a hundred tickles from Scout. And that resulted in their bed that turned into a very mess because Olivia who continued to thrash when Scout tickled her waist several times.

            “What afternoon are you going to the doctor?”

            Olivia immediately shook her head quickly while snorting at Scout.

            “I left yesterday with Wills. You're a bad father-to-be. How could you never take me to the gynecologist to see your son's growth and development. Even the doctor thought that Wills was the father of this baby. You're outrageous.” protest Olivia's pouting. Scout then raised an apologetic gaze while cupping her hands together in front of her chest.

            Lately he is always busy to take care of all his business and also Sian. After the man had previously troubled him with rats that were deliberately placed to monitor his and Olivia's movements. Miraculously, Sian successfully investigated the murder case at the Ritz Carlton because the man happened to have a banquet invitation there with Aciel. An unexpected coincidence actually. Although its existence there is faint, but one of the Sian rats that are not sniffed by it managed to find faint evidence of the murder incident. Yesterday he did manage to convene when the evidence of the murder strongly pointed at him. He managed to bribe the police investigation department in order to eliminate the evidence of cigarette butts that he just threw on the building so that Donahue's son could not interfere with his life again.

            A month ago he managed to hire a homeless man to confess to all the crimes he had committed. The police he bribed also took part in exchanging evidence for fake cigarette butts that had the lips of the homeless man. Now all Dallas residents think that the killer, master and lady Donahue, is the tramp, not him. But Sian still persisted in chasing after him because he had taken Olivia away from the man. In fact, from the beginning Sian did not think too much about the murder of the old man and his wife. Sian only thinks about Olivia and how to take her from Scout so that she continues to do various ways so that Scout can be thrown into prison and she can take Olivia back into his arms.

            “What Sian still bothers you?”

            “He's still persistent to find you. Therefore today we will go from this house..”.

            “Again? We're moving again? Oh come on, I'm tired. Can you make up and not play with cats like this. Once I wanted to live a quiet life before I gave birth. You're really outrageous, you let a pregnant mother like me get exhausted from having to move from one house to another just to avoid Sian. Aren't you tired of doing that?” olivia said at length while stomping her legs violently on the floor. Scout who saw that immediately crouched down in front of Olivia to ask for understanding from the woman. It's not that he's evil because he keeps Olivia tired of his complicated way of thinking, it's just that he doesn't want Sian to take Olivia away from him right now. He was already too comfortable with the woman beside him, and he did not want Olivia to leave him.

            “Please wait a minute, I'm trying to stop Sian my way.”

            “With your way? Are you going to kill him?” ask Olivia saccharstik. “Listen, although this sounds strange, but you are the father of my children. In the future you can't continue like this because I don't want to create a grudge between our children. All this hassle is enough to punish me, Scout. And honestly I was so scared to face the future after this kid you took away from me.”

            Scout sighed softly to try to be patient with Olivia's sometimes childish attitude. “Although I do want to, but I won't do it. I'm satisfied with taking you away from him, so I'm not going to kill him. I'll just teach him a little lesson so he gives up on chasing me and also chasing you.”

            “Alright, it's up to you. We forget about Sian now because I have important news for you.”

            Olivia suddenly shakes her arms around Scout's neck while slipping spoiled at the man. During pregnancy, Olivia's emotions are often fickle and unstable. Sometimes the woman is so explosive, but sometimes the woman looks fragile with tears flooding her face. And Scout was really upset that Olivia was starting to show him that.

            “What? You're not going to give me the news that makes me mad like I used to, are you?” ask Scout full search. Olivia immediately shook her head quickly while snorting annoyedly at Scout.

            In the past when he was under stress he had thought to abort his womb, and he only contacted Scout when he was in front of the doctor's office to abort his womb. Of course Scout immediately berated him completely from the end of the phone and threatened to kill the doctor who would abort his womb. Well, it was indeed a past story when his emotions were unstable. Now he is unlikely to do that because the content is getting bigger. The age of the womb has stepped on the ninth month, and only just have to calculate the date for the day of his birth later. So fast that time passed that it did not feel that the baby had grown large in his stomach and would soon come out leaving his warm and comfortable womb.

            “No, I won't do that again. This time the news is more important and will not make you curse me like you used to.”

            “So, what do you want to tell me?”

            “He's a boy, doctor told me if he's a boy?”

            Scout frowned in surprise as she looked at Olivia full of question marks. What exactly does that woman mean? He really did not understand the ambiguous speech that Olivia had made to him. One more thing that makes him sometimes careless when talking to Olivia, the woman sometimes says something unclear like this, like this, make him have to be a little extra hard just to digest every word that Olivia throws at him.

            “Say something clearly Olivia, you make me not understand.”

            “I'm happy. I will definitely educate him to be a tough and not a whiny man. You take it easy, I will definitely take good care of him.”

            Olivia felt her heart struck with Scout's words. The man seemed to be talking about the fate of his son who would not grow up with his mother. She was very keen to take care of her son. Raise him and hold him in his arms. He doesn't want to go, he wants to be on Scout's side, along with his son.

            “Are you going to let me see him? I want to raise this child too? I don't want to abandon my son and let him grow up with one parent. Are you going to let me see her often?” ask Olivia to tear up. Scout immediately grabbed Olivia into his arms while nodding her head quickly. Of course he would let Olivia if the woman wanted to see her son, because this was what she wanted a long time ago. She wanted Olivia to be by her side with her children.

            “Sure. You're part of my son, I wouldn't have separated you if you had wanted to see him. But I'm not the kind of good guy, I'm a jerk, a real jerk. Are you ready to live next to a jerk like me? An assassin who has many enemies who can harm you at any time and kill you. An annoying assitek who likes to snatch another man's wife. Are you ready for the consequences?” ask Scout to Olivia. Without a doubt Olivia nodded her head immediately while******scout lips are full of love.

            Unconscious, the feeling began to grow between them along with their togetherness during this time. Like grief, they pass together to protect the tiny figure that will be a unifier of their hearts. And it turns out that it really happened, the little figure managed to unite two hearts that initially contradict each other and hurt each other.

        “Will you marry me?”

            Suddenly Scout had thrust a diamond ring in front of him while staring at the two Olivia beads that had been filled with tears. He did not think that Scout would propose to him, but all this time the man was always acting normally in front of him and there was no sign of going to propose to him. What exactly had that man harbored feelings for her all this time?

            “Why suddenly? You make me nervous.” joked Olivia with tears that still keep dripping from her eyes. Scout smiled clumsily in front of Olivia while rubbing her non-itchy nape. Truly it was one of the strangest types of smiles of a Scout Voyage.

            “I've prepared it a long time ago, just in case maybe you're willing to marry me. Just so you know, I feel so bad for having raped you for my ambition, and I've been planning to marry you, but you don't seem to want that and would rather go back to your husband. So I never gave this ring to you.”

            “Basic jerk man! You're a jerk, Scout. Why didn't you ask him directly and just wait for me to say it? I hate you, you're evil! You're a jerk.” shouted Olivia blindly while banging Scout's body irritated. But Scout easily caught the tiny hand and carried it into his arms.

            “Tomorrow we'll get married. Do you mind if the wedding is without a lavish party and only limited to the sacred promise of marriage in the church? But I promise I'll have a fancy party if you will. Do you want?”

            “Now, I don't know Scout. No need for a fancy and glamorous party, because I don't know what will happen after this.” whispered Olivia hoarsely in Scout's arms.

            No matter how early in their relationship, the most important thing is the end of all the intricacies that they have faced so far. Olivia and Scout, they will continue to oscillate in the navel of passion that they have accidentally created. If one of them does not immediately break the link, then forever they will remain like this.

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            Olivia felt that this decision was not right, but it could be right when she was feeling the pinch of uncertainty. It's been months that he's been following Scout wherever the man takes him. And for months he had also lived apart from Sian with a big problem that was still gaping between them. During that time Olivia felt such a stark difference between the two men.

            Sian, he is a good man. Olivia need not doubt it because Sian is a man who will not hesitate to give his precious possession to someone he loves very much. But do not forget the bad habits of Sian who will demand a reply for all the good he has done. Olivia could not deny the amount of pressure she felt in her life with Sian. Although others had never seen it clearly, he was actually tormented. During this time he was more silent, letting everyone speculate if he was the happiest woman who had the most kind-hearted man in the world. But of course it will not last long if suddenly Olivia the arrival of a man who in a different way gives a lot of new lessons for her.

            Sometimes Olivia is too shallow in giving judgment to those around her. If you see Eden so perfect with her intelligent mind, Olivia always wonders when she will look like that too. And now with Scout, Olivia is slowly learning new lessons from things she has never learned before. Sincerity turns out to appear in a killer though. It's hard to admit, but Scout is a sincere man according to Olivia. Pure goodness. Especially when the man desperately lowered his self-esteem to meet every arbitrary attitude he did. Obviously the man has excellent self-control, and also flexibility towards the ego.

            Now Olivia becomes more able to see the people around her through various dimensions. Not all bad guys are bad, thought Olivia steady. And not all good people are really good at it. For example, Aciel, now he can see that Aciel is a cold, rude man, but deep down, Aciel has a pure goodness that is so sincere, that only Eden can truly feel. So no matter how bad the judgment of people out there is, what matters is their own judgment of people

that's. He considered Scout good, so he had no reason to hate Scout at this time. But the thing is, he can't keep going like this forever. One day he has to choose between Sian or Scout. Though both of them clearly have their own place in Olivia's heart and both have also become the father of her children. It was a tough choice, Olivia thought. If he was allowed to be greedy, he was eager to hold the two men in his grasp. Sometimes he wants to show the other side of himself, the hard side, the proud side, and the arrogant side that has been covered by a sense of inferiority due to events that happened many years ago.

            “Nona Olivia, the church door is already open for you.”

            “Thanks for reminding, Wills.”