Black Swan's

I Love You From My Deepest Heart (Fourty Nine)

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            Again Eden slammed his food tray and made the entire floor of his room dirty because of the food that he always slammed all this time. The woman with her cold face looked at the servant Aciel and told the woman to leave because she would never want to eat if the food came from Aciel.

            “Never feed me, for I will never want to eat it.”

            “But madam, you have to eat to restore your condition.” persuade the waiter is smooth with a look of fear. He tried to give a plate of fruit to Eden which he managed to save when Eden slammed the plates on the floor, but Eden again refused and almost threw the bowl of fruit on the floor, before a man with an aristocratic face went into the room and told the servant to leave.

            “Come out, I'll persuade him to eat. Please just clean up the leftover food that splattered this.” tell the man to be wise. The maid immediately nodded deeply at the man and immediately resigned herself to pick up the cleaning equipment.

            “Ed, why did you turn into this?” the man asked quietly while sitting himself next to Eden. Eden turned his face the other way and looked reluctant to look at the other person.

            “I have never changed one bit, this is the real me. Release me Aciel.” said Eden coldly. Aciel flipped Eden's shoulders a little rough and forced the woman to look into her eyes that were already filled with a dense fog of anger.

             “Your place is here! You're my wife, and I'll never let you go. Like it or not, you have to accept it. We were married a year ago anyway, so wherever you go you'll still be my wife.”

            “No! I don't want to be your wife. You forced me and threatened me to use the people I love. Now that you've made me lose anthony, you've even threatened me with Tranz and Zyan. Then...” Eden paused his sentence for a moment, seeming hesitant to tell Aciel the truth. He then bowed his head sadly while rubbing his stomach that looked flat. With a sad face, he then looked at Aciel with full supplication, “Please let me go right now! I'm getting married to Anthony.”

            Aciel felt that his heart was now burning by a blaze so great that it felt like it could sink him into an unstoppable rage. After five years of living peacefully without hearing the name of the bully, he must now return to the bitter reality that his wife only remembers her past lovers, and do not remember at all the sweet memories between them that happened this one year. He used to have to kill that son of a bitch so Eden couldn't see him again. But at that time he decided to let Anthony live, because he thought Eden did not really love the man. But there may be something he misses, about Eden's past with Anthony now sitting more in Eden's memory than their sweet past of late.

            “Forget that son of a bitch 'cause you're just gonna live with me. And accept your destiny now, for you are my wife and mother of my children.”

            “I don't want to, I don't want to live with you! You have ruined my life, you should have freed me so I could live happily with Anthony!”

            “But your happiness is here!” aciel snapped loudly with a hunting breath. The man looked at Eden sharply and gripped the woman's shoulder firmly to make Eden aware that the woman's real life was by her side. One year ago as she lay sick from her stomach ailment, the woman had promised to accept all these marriages and would raise Ciara wholeheartedly. The days after their marriage and the time when Eden conceived Louise were the sweetest times for them, for it was then that Eden began to accept her life as the wife of Aciel Lutherford, and Aciel began to learn to be a husband and also a warmer father for his small family. During this one year a lot of things changed from him because of Eden. Starting from the love that he had almost never felt, until finally he was able to destroy his own ego for the happiness of his family. He was willing to cancel a contract worth billions of dollars when Ciara had a birthday and Eden asked him to go home early. And there's still a lot

again the things he sacrificed for the happiness of his family, he obviously did not want to let go of Eden just because Eden was amnesiac and did not remember his happy family. Whatever happens he will keep Eden, even though Eden will be very difficult to tame.

            “Omong empty! I've never been happy here. I don't even remember what happy things you've done to me for a year if you make me happy. Precisely I feel sick every time I see you because you have ruined my life so deeply.”

            “Mommy..”

            The two adult humans immediately turned to the wooden door that was currently slightly open and displayed the figure of a little girl with round eyes who was staring at Eden with longing.

            “Mommy..”

            “Ciara.”

            Mary called Ciara not to go into her parents' room, but the little girl had already run into her parents' room while shouting loudly to call her mother.

            “Mommy... Ciara misses mommy.”

            Eden was pecking on the spot while looking at the little girl who was currently curled up on her lap with a pias face. The woman's body suddenly turned stiff, so that just to move her tingling hands, she could not. The appearance of Ciara this afternoon was so surprising because no one had ever explained to her that she had a child who also lived in the luxurious mansion of Aciel. But is the little girl really his son?

            “Ciara, you can't be here. Come out and play with Mary.”

            “But Ciara misses mommy, daddy always forbid Ciara meet mommy!” ciara protested loudly and made Eden again stunned because Ciara looked very stubborn, just like her. Moreover, Ciara's round eyes are also very similar to her round eyes. But if the little girl calls Aciel daddy, it means that Aciel is the father of the boy. Then how could she give birth to that little girl if she hated this jerk so much? Wasn't she a miscarriage at the time? He remembers when doctors told him his uterus was so weak that he died when he nearly attempted suicide by crashing himself into a speeding car on the highway.

            “Mommy, mommy is healed? We can play again and mommy can accompany me to sleep again. And later we will also invite Louise's sister to play together. Louise's sister is eager to meet mommy.” Ciara's cute babble without noticing Eden's confused look turning pale. Not yet finished his surprise with

the appearance of Ciara, Eden must again swallow the bitterness with the name that managed to make his head more dizzy. Who the hell is Louise?

            Eden's daydreams were caved in when Ciara began to hug her body tightly while sticking her head spoiled on her chest. He stiffly began to raise his hand to return Ciara's embrace which was so tight on his body. It did not escape the gaze of Aciel's eyes and made the man can conclude that Eden was very uncomfortable with the existence of Ciara here because the woman could not accept the shocking things that happened for this one year.

           “Ciara, today mommy should rest. Later after mommy is completely healed, you can play again with mommy.”

            The little girl looked quite disappointed by the subtle expulsion done by Aciel. But eventually the little girl preferred to obey her father's orders and let her mother rest in peace.

            “Alright Ciara will come out, may mommy recover quickly. See you mommy.”

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            The girl gave one brief peck on Eden's cheek before running out using her adorable little legs.

            Meanwhile, Eden was still pecking at the place like a dazed person because he really did not know what to do. Honestly, when he saw Ciara, his heart was warm. But when he remembered who Ciara's father was, the angry feeling suddenly burst into his chest and made him unwilling to acknowledge Ciara as his son. He must have been framed by that man until he could have Ciara.

            “My son, your son, our son. You were pregnant with Louise when the accident happened, and thankfully God still gives us the opportunity to raise our second child, even though the accident left your memory of us erased.”

            Aciel answered calmly with great emphasis in each word. He did not want Eden to think that Ciara and Louise were just his children because basically Ciara was their two children, even though at that time it was by force. But not with Louise, the boy is there with a lot of love they have for their son.

            “Cannot be! I can't possibly have a child from you.” screams Eden hysterically while grabbing her hair in frustration. The woman seemed to have almost lost her mind due to various horrible facts that she could not imagine. In fact, he never thought, how could he end up with Aciel and

he had two children from that man. It was better for him to die than to be bound to the man, let alone have a child from him.

            “Cannot be? Huh, but that's what happened. We played very hot at that time, unfortunately you don't remember it.” whispered sensual Aciel in Eden's ear. Hearing that Eden looked pale and immediately moved away while pushing away the face of Aciel who was so close to him, so that he could feel a warm gust of breath that felt tickling in his ears.

            “I can't do that with you, you must be lying! You must have lied to Aciel! I don't believe you.” accuse Eden so hard that it makes Aciel furious. He rubbed his face riled up while restoring his hair was upset because his wife who was amnesiac was very troublesome.

            “Now see me.”

            Aciel exclaimed firmly while pulling Eden's chin closer. At first Eden refused and tried to pull his face back from Aciel, but the pressure of Aciel's strong hand on his nape made him unable to back down or turn his face away from the haughty-looking man. Inevitably he had to stare at Aciel's jet bead that drew sharp right in the bead of his eyes.

            “Be careful in your brain, dear, you are my wife and will remain so at all times. Even if you try to run away from me, I'll keep chasing you. Besides Ciara and Louise need you because you're her mother, you don't want our son to feel sad don't you, hmm?”

            “Better I die than to be your wife!” blow Eden hard with a face full of anger. Aciel tried to be patient with the behavior of Eden is very annoying, but he was afraid someday he will lose patience because doctors can not be sure until when Eden will lose

his memory. According to Billy's doctor, Eden could lose her memory forever.

            “I don't accept rejection. Like it or not, like it or not, you will still be my wife! Mother of Ciara, Louise and also my other children.”

            Hearing the words of the children spoken by Aciel made Eden shudder in horror with

own mind. Even he did not dare to imagine how his life would be after this, after all the terrible facts revealed to him. He could not take the explanation from the man for granted. He must listen to the explanations of others who will really tell him the truth. He needed an explanation from Zyan or Tranz, his friends would definitely tell him the truth about Aciel. All the rottenness of Aciel that the man had hidden from him.

            “Darling, what are you thinking?”

            Suddenly, Aciel's voice turned soft. Their current position is still the same, face to face on the bed with the hand of Aciel who is still holding the nape of Eden so that Eden can not avoid it. It is necessary to bring back Eden's memories of their sweet past. And probably the most powerful way to do things they used to do.

            “Don't think too much if you don't want to bother thinking about it Ed. Just ask me what you want to know, because I will definitely answer it honestly.”

            “What happened to me before I was in this damn place?”

            “Ssshhh... Do not say this place as a fucking place because this place is where we build our happy family for approximately one year. Even on this bed, we often do amazing hot things.” whispered Aciel with a sly grin on his face. Eden looked at Aciel with a hateful look and threatened the man so he wouldn't mess with her.

            “What I need is an explanation for why I'm here, not all the silly booze you've made up that respectable Mr. Aciel Lutherford. I want to meet Zyan and Tranz” sizzle Eden.

            “Zyan is long dead, three years ago he had an accident.” then Aciel paused to think. He did not want to tell the part where Eden had been married to Zyan before. In addition to feeling fed up with the fact, he also did not want to make Eden more dizzy with his life

at present. He did not even know to what extent Eden's memory brought the woman to life in this world. “Zyan was in an accident three years ago, while you were in an accident one week ago. A fucking car hit you and made you forget me. If only I hadn't let you go to the supermarket back then,

maybe I won't see you in a coma and wake up with all the memories of me and Ciara erased from your head. You even forgot you were pregnant with Louise”

            “That's a sign God doesn't allow you to have me. God knows you're a bad person, so God wants to give you back through the people you think matter in your life.”

            Aciel grinned horribly after Eden finished her words. The woman knew that Aciel would be very angry with her words, but Eden did not know that her words might endanger herself and perhaps her loved ones out there.

            “If God really wants to punish me, then you should also feel it because you have been enjoying your life for one year with a bad person like me, even before that you have lived with me for over ten years. You must remember that I freed you from that cursed orphanage, and if you dare to defy me or plan to run away, then this time I will not think twice about killing Anthony, even Tranz too!”

            Without waiting for Eden's permission, Aciel immediately****** those pale lips were full of lust and anger. For more than a week he could not feel the warmth of the woman's soft lips. And now he wants to vent that longing with ******* Eden's lips to the fullest. No matter how angry the woman was when she kissed him, she would always try to restore Eden's memory of him.

       “Job! Never touch me as you please!”

        “Huh, but I will do it as I please because you are my wife.” Agiel snapped thoroughly before the man walked away leaving his own wife with a struggling rage in her crown.

          “Observe him, never let your guard down a bit because Eden will definitely try to escape.” command

Aciel to one of his subordinates and immediately passed to his study to work on the reports that were a little neglected due to the pain of Eden a few days ago.