Black Swan's
I Love You From My Deepest Heart (Fifthy)
Aciel ruffled his hair in frustration as he arrived inside his workspace on the first floor. Facing the attitude of Eden is very hard like four years ago will really drain his energy. Especially now that he is being preoccupied with a new project, the attitude of Eden is hard will certainly be more troublesome and also hostile to it.
“Hey, drink first. You look so frustrated man.”
Sian who happened to be visiting to see the condition of his little nephews and also the condition of his sad friend immediately thrust a glass of vodka at him while patting Aciel's shoulder slowly. As one of the people closest to Aciel, Sian knew how dizzy Aciel was with this matter. Moreover, his cousin's struggle to get his wife can be said not easy. There are many sacrifices that must be made by Aciel to get to this stage.
“Eden really turned into Eden four years ago. He is rude, grumpy, and not easy to control. Damn amnesia messed up all Eden's memories of me Ciara, even Louise. He does not remember us at all, even our married life gradually improved since one year ago.” snorted Aciel riled while clenching his hands on the table.
“Dude, I'm sure you can bring Eden's memory back. Didn't you manage to tame it, I'm sure you can do it too. By the way have you brought Eden to meet Louise?”
“With such circumstances? Sure enough, he'd hurt Louise if I took him to meet Louise. I don't want him to hurt my son.” said Aciel flatly. He closed his eyes for a moment, rolling back his memory this morning for the first time he entered Louise's room and held the tiny baby. It felt like he wanted to cry when he saw Louise who was so weak, small, and fragile having to experience a very bad condition like this.
“Ace, you were supposed to bring Eden to meet Louise, it's possible that the inner bond between them would bring Eden's memory back. Well.. at least the movies always tell the story like that.”.
“You think my life is a slick drama like you watch so often? Damn you!” maki Aciel was annoyed, whereas Sian was only able to laugh a little from where he was sitting. At least he can make a little joke for Aciel, although he knows if the joke is not funny at all.
“Of course, I will definitely bring Eden's memory back. But I think this time Eden will trouble me more than four years ago. And besides Louise, I was also afraid that Eden would hurt Ciara because she could not accept Ciara as her child. Even when Ciara hugged her, Eden just looked very stiff and also tense.”
“Yeah.his memory was trapped five years ago, he said, so it is appropriate if he has not been able to accept the presence of Ciara because he was five years ago is still so naive and often a naughty woman to tempt many men, including Anthony. But you also have to be grateful because then he forgot his memory when undergoing marriage with Zyan.” said Sian while lifting his vodka glass up high before vertical liquid content runs out to the toilet. While Aciel just stared at Sian sharply without intending to reply to the words of his best friend further. What his best friend said was true, he did benefit a little from Eden's current condition, but in addition to dispelling his memories of Zyan, Eden also forgot their happy life so far. He used to often fuck any woman who caught his attention, but after meeting Eden, karma was like it was happening to him. It feels like a character
in the epic drama that actually has to beg for love in the woman he likes. And damn, the woman he likes is not the easy kind of woman. Time and again Eden rebelled against him and almost humiliated him several times in the presence of his business colleagues who at that time came home for the event
business banquet. In the end, he conquered Eden. It felt like remembering the past amazed Aciel with his patience to keep Eden alive with him. But now, he did not know if he could do it. He was afraid that Eden would leave him, either because of death or because of another man who was his wife's lover. What is clear is that he must move quickly to find where Anthony is now because the man is not an indiscriminate man who can be underestimated.
“Do you know where Anthony is now?”
“Entah, but I've seen it in the Boullevard area. He was at that time signing a cooperation contract with one of the companies owned by our business colleagues.”
“Ferdinand's entertainment company? I think he's a very persistent guy because he keeps trying to
building his life again after I had scuttle some of his career because I incited my colleagues not to use the man as a brand ambassador in their company.” explained Aciel with a frown. Honestly lately he was a little complacent with his happy life with Eden until he forgot Anthony whom he had been hurting all along. How's that guy doing now? Did he know that Eden was having amnesia?
“You rest easy, I'll find out the whereabouts of the man. Now all you have to think about is the condition of Eden, Louise and Ciara. Aren't they your precious treasure right now?” sian asked with a knotty smile that was engraved thinly on his face.
“Immediately let me know if you find Anthony because I have to make sure he is not making plans to destroy me.”
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It was a grey afternoon after heavy rain that battered Vegas this afternoon. Eden seemed to daydream on his bed while thinking of various ways to escape from the luxurious mansion that was like hell for him. Since yesterday his brain kept flowing so that he could immediately escape from the clutches of Aciel, but unfortunately the man was much more ingenious by setting up many trained guards around his room. And again, since he realized he never got cutlery made of ceramics or sharp objects that could potentially hurt him. All the cutlery he received was made from plastic, so sometimes he felt like a four-year-old toddler who could not eat properly.
Tok tok tok tok
Eden turned towards the source of the voice while frowning her forehead in confusion. The clock still shows at five in the afternoon, it means that someone who knocks on the door of his room is not Aciel, because Aciel will only come in the morning and also at night. While the food delivery waiter is also impossible to knock on the door of his room this afternoon because the waiter will only deliver dinner at seven. Who knocked on my door?
Crackle
Slowly the wooden door opened, giving rise to the figure of a young woman with a little girl in her arms. When he entered the room, the woman immediately smiled kindly at Eden while nodding her head politely at Eden who was still faithful looking at him with an impolite looking gaze.
“Good afternoon madam, I am Mary, nanny miss Ciara.”
“Mommy!”
The four-year-old little girl immediately slid down from Mary's sling and immediately ran into the
on the bed to hug his mother who was still silent rigid tanpan move even a little. Eden looked at Ciara in fear like she was looking at a virus. As Ciara approached, Eden immediately rewinded her body to avoid Ciara. But when he was completely cornered and unable to move back, Ciara immediately jumped towards him and hugged him so tightly that he wanted to vomit because Ciara was pressing on his stomach too strongly.
“Ciara misses mommy.”
“Tttolong keep ddia away from my stomach, I want to vomit.” Eden stammered to Mary. Marypun swiftly pulled Ciara back so that Ciara did not make Eden uncomfortable.
“Sorry madam, Ciara is too happy because the mistress is sober. Ciara misses madam very much.”
Eden looked at Ciara's face fixedly while comparing her face and Ciara's face through the mirror. On sight, he and Ciara have similarities in terms of eyes and eyebrows, but he is still too afraid to conclude that Ciara is his son because the man said that Ciara is their child, she never wanted to conceive the son of that man.
“Mistress, are you okay?”
“What's Ciara, my son?” eden hesitated to Mary.
“Of course, Ciara is the son of mistress and lord Aciel. You gave birth to Ciara four years ago. And besides Ciara, you also gave birth to Luoise one week ago. Your baby is very adorable mistress, does the mistress not want to see the baby mistress?”
Eden was silent for quite a while with the information she received from Mary. He did not know if he had had had a life too far with the man.
“I don't remember it, at all.” added Eden with an indecipherable flat face. Whether Eden was sad or confused, Mary could not read it. But the corner of Mary's lips suddenly formed an arch when she saw Eden's hand instinctively caress Ciara's dense black hair.
“You have just come to your senses from your critical moment. Slowly you will definitely remember everything.”
“I'm not sure, even I don't want to remember it because I hate Aciel so much. He is a demon who has ruined my life, and also my friends.”
“Mommy, what is a demon?”
Suddenly Ciara looked up and exclaimed innocently. Quickly Mary rectifies Eden's words so that a girl as small as Ciara is not dragged into the problem between her parents which is quite complicated.
“Nothing dear, forget it. Play again with your rillakum doll.” orders Mary soft. Eden stared at the interaction created between Mary and Ciara with a strange feeling. Suddenly he was upset because Mary was able to show his gentle attitude, while he could not. If she really was Ciara's biological mother, she should have had an inner bond with her daughter. But so far he could not feel anything, only a feeling of annoyance that continued to surround his heart because Aciel was completely unwilling to let him free.
“You look very close to Ciara. Looks like you're better suited to be her mother, not me.”
“The lady should not say that, until whenever the mistress is Ciara's mother. I used to envy mistresses because mistresses are the picture of a perfect mother. As time goes by the madam will definitely remember everything. The master will definitely not let the madam lose her memories for too long, because if the mistress remembers her the mistress will definitely never regret the mistress's marriage with lord Aciel.”
After saying that Mary resigned herself to Eden because it was getting late and it was time for Ciara to have dinner.
Meanwhile after Mary came out of her room, Eden's heart was made more erratic because the woman said it was as if her married life was perfect. It was full of happiness and very different from what he was thinking right now.
“How are you today?”
Eden ignored the stiff greeting without intending to turn her head even to the door. After all without him seeing it, he already knew who was standing there with sharp eyes piercing towards him.
“If I ask you must answer me Ed.” growled Aciel restrained. Eden maintained his silence. And with full arrogance he actually lay down while putting the position tilted to the left, turning his back to the position of Aciel who was still faithfully standing in the doorway with his hands clenched in his pants pocket.
“You challenged me, heh.”
Unexpectedly Aciel immediately pulled the shoulders of Eden rough until now Eden in a supine position under the power of the arrogant man. As much as Eden's energy immediately pushed the sturdy body away from the top of his body. At the time of the first push Eden managed to make the body strapping Aciel pushed backwards. But at the second push Eden did not succeed in doing so because this time Aciel more hardened his body in front of Eden.
“I'm almost out of patience to face you. Can't you be sweeter and more submissive. If you could do it, I wouldn't treat you like a prisoner. I'll let you be free like before.”
The offer given by Aciel felt so attractive to him. After all, being obedient in front of Aciel would never be difficult, let alone the man was very rarely at home. And if he succeeds in obeying the man's orders, he can get his freedom. He was free to roam around in this house while thinking of a way to escape from the cruel man who was currently grinning over his body while sniffing the top of his head. Disgust!
“Are you really going to set me free if I get sweeter and more submissive?”
“Of course, I'm not a braggart. I will keep every promise I make. So you take it easy.”
“I want to be free, I do not want to be locked in this room.” said Eden voiced his request. Aciel responded to Eden's request with a faint smile, then he landed a brief kiss on Eden's forehead before he exclaimed again at his woman.
“I can't possibly lock you up if you're being nice to Eden, so from now on be nice in front of me. Be my sweet and submissive Eden, because I honestly don't like to see you locked up here without doing anything. I'd rather see you hanging around in the kitchen and.. be my amazing bedmate.”.
“Job!”
Eden pushed Aciel's body strong when it felt like the man was starting to be disrespectful to her again. But the strong push that Eden did on the chest of the field Aciel actually raised something else that made Aciel more excited when he saw Eden. Moreover, it has been more than a week he did not touch Eden. His body is now so craving Eden, that every touch that Eden gives in his body makes the entire surface of his skin bristled. The defensive attitude that Eden gave was really not right to do at the moment.
“Stay away from me right now! Never touch me.”
“Unfortunately I've touched you baby. We'll never get Ciara and Louise if I never touch you, won't we?” aciel whispered full of manipulation in Eden's ear. It feels like at the moment Eden is really disgusted at him. He is disgusted by his attitude in the past that somehow produced Ciara. He was sure that at that time he had been given medicine so that he could behave very cheaply in front of the man.
Cup
“Don't think too much darling, I don't like to see wrinkles on your forehead.”
Aciel then kissed Eden's lips deep so that Eden could not wart at all. Even the man brazenly bit the corner of his lips until it bled and made him inevitably open his lips for the man.
The punches and kicks were picked up by Aciel many times as he tried to wake up his wife's deeply buried past. He was determined to himself that he would do anything to bring Eden back into his arms. So even though this was painful for his physique and painful for Eden's soul, he didn't care! Even from the beginning they had started with pain, so a little bit of pain once again, for him it did not matter.
