Black Swan's

The Month Four, Tears (Eighteen)

since childhood every summer holiday luna always visit the villa grandmanya located near the hotel la palma, the hotel owned by the family william who specifically they studied in person. located right in the heart of the city of stressa and located on the edge of the lake makes hotelnini a tourist attraction because it presents a beautiful view and captivating maggiore lake directly.

with classic Italian decor, and several amenities such as a sky bar on the sixth floor, the fitness area includes a sauna, warm bath, therapist and relaxation area. also the swimming pool is right on the edge of the lake, surrounded by a park that is also the yard of villa william.

little Luna who was seven years old playing in the park with her favorite teddy bear, because of the fun of playing luna to not realize if she had walked far near the edge of the lake.but luna even liked it, but luna even liked it, he again walked to one of the places to play water.then unexpected events occurred, luna fell into the lake. her tiny hands were trying to reach the edge of the stone or the branches while shouting for help.

there was nothing that a seven-year-old child could do that could not swim at that time until the branch of the pohong that luna reached was cut off. luna gasped to try to grab the air several times until it ran out of power, shouting is hard for him

pasrah. luna stopped moving. there was nothing she could do anymore, her strength was drained.The water slowly the land began to fill the lungs of luna and her body began to sink.

it was cold, dark and silent.that was what luna felt. did she have to die this way? luna was scared, whoever please save her.

in the midst of her almost disappearing consciousness, Luna finally saw someone swimming towards her, "help me.." she silently looked at the boy who grabbed her and swam up before the luna's consciousness completely disappeared.

the shadow of past events fills the mind of luna in the middle of her prayer to God.she unites her fingers while looking down, looking down, hoping to get answers to all the questions he had in mind before a voice broke the silence of this place.

"are you done?" luna opened her eyes when she heard a familiar voice.

did God just answer his prayer? why is it that when you remember that boy, Luna also remembers Tyler? a boy who never forgets, especially after knowing about tyler's past, the memory of luna immediately unites the pieces of events that occurred in his childhood.

luna turned to look at Tyler who was standing not far from her, waiting for her to finish praying.Is that you tyler? that boy? my helper angel? it's strange why Luna thought that far only because she knew that tyler had lived in stress, but why luna was this confident, even though she had only met once, she said, you must know someone who saved your life, right? and luna realized one thing, there was a resemblance of a boy who helped her with tyler, a resemblance that she herself could not understand.

"are you done?"

"i want to take you for a walk" said tyler again because his words had not been responded to at all.

who the hell are you, Tyler? why do I keep thinking about you? why do I feel this heart-pounding thump when I'm with you? and why do I always want to be next to you and hold you? tyler... Do you know that you have made me doubt my own heart? is it because I really fell in love with you?

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"sorry I'm late" said edward, who had just arrived after making livia wait more than half an hour.

the two of them are currently in the vvip room of one of the five-star restaurants in the city of Milan. Edward ordered it specifically for their dinner today.

"you seem to be very busy?"

"hmm. I'm so tired of facing her many office problems these few days.I'm sorry for ignoring you huh?" regrettably, they started eating shortly after the dish was served on their table.

"don't I understand your position." livia replied after swallowing a piece of beef order.she looked at edward from the corner of the eye, there's something livia wanted to say but she hesitated, she hesitated, not sure if edward would be happy to hear this or not.

"edward.." call livia softly to the man, "can I ask you something?"

edward looked up, feeling strange.not usually Livia asked like this first when she wanted to say something, "what's up? ask me?!"

"do you love me?"

edward chuckled, he gulped down his wine while staring at the slightly strange livia today "of course."

"then can you stop all your ambitions and accept us." this time Livia said in a high tone, her hand clasping edward's hand with a pleading gaze.

"what do you mean? I'm doing this all for us." Edward replied.

"our child? what do you mean our son?!" ask her with a heavy voice.

"i'm pregnant. I'm pregnant with your baby." livia said. edward's reflex immediately threw his hand.

"livia! no kidding?"

"i'm not joking ed." edward's laughter stopped when he saw Livia's serious face staring at him, this girl was not at all seen joking. what's more when she reached into her bag looking for something and gave edward a testpack with two blue lines, Livia was really pregnant.

edward stared at the testpack with a look of disbelief, "i'm pregnant. containing your baby.our child."

edward's jaw hardened, he growled furiously, he gripped the test pack tightly and was thrown in any direction. "didn't I ever tell you. there won't be any children between us before I get the company, and with that I have to marry luna first."

"why did you mess up all my plans? I did this for both of us! I did it for you."

livia's steady test pack is now lying on the floor with a pushy look. "you think I believe what you're saying? when I found out you'd fallen for luna." livia returned to glass, trying to hold back her tears.

"oh so that's why you set me up with that kid."

"stuck.you're the one who came to me and touched me–"

"i've always been careful.You always take those anti-pregnancy pills, right?"

no. these few weeks Livia didn't touch the pill, she purposely let this baby come into their midst.because this is one of the ways she can get edward back to love her. "do you think that pill can make sure that I'm not going to get pregnant?"

livia rubbed her belly that had not yet bloomed, "we love each other ed, it's only natural that she exists. It's the fruit of our love."

"but I don't want it!" edward snaps fiercely, before staring at Livia with tears flowing down his cheeks making edward realize his words had just passed.

"not now livia. I'm not ready for the moment." edward's voice softened. "understand my position."

"when do I not understand you ed?" ask Livia crying. "I always try to understand you? can't you understand me this time." said Livia full of requests.he's the one who has sacrificed more in their relationship, Livia who always understands the posis edward. he who always feels hurt but still supports the desire, even making his own best friend a victim.

"it's enough of this game." said livia tired, she wanted to stop all this pretense. "would be luna and all your ambitions. Just live with me and our son, ed." he said steadily.

edward rubbed his face in frustration.he was completely confused now, his mind was so chaotic.he could not think clearly now.

the sound of the ringing of the ponsem suddenly broke the tension between them. edward glanced at the sight of the nickname listed.sean william, luna's father. hurriedly edward immediately answered the call ignoring the livia who looked at him in disbelief. in his current situation, whether he could not prioritize their problems.

"hallo what's the matter uncle?" edward's face suddenly became tense, his eyeballs showing shock.

"alright I'll be there soon." after the connection was cut off, edward closed his eyes while taking a deep breath.

after a while tyler realized what his choice was, "no livia. I'm sorry. I want both, luna and the company." edward said with a regretful face, she realized she loved luna more than she had been asking for all this time, and how grateful she was to hear the news that she had been found.

"basic whining." livia stood up to edward to slap him. "then what about me? are you just gonna throw me away? what about all your promises, Ed? you promised me you'd marry me and we'd live happily." pissed off, Livia tertiary beat edward blindly.

"i'm indeed a selfish liv." edward choked off his hands, sighing in frustration, "i'm a male bastard who doesn't deserve your sincere love."

"don't make edward excuses. You can't just throw me away?! there's our baby in my belly." livia jolted.

"i made a mistake liv. Can't we just throw your contents away?"