Black Blue

Episode 6

Shena POV.

My heart beat faster as Leon came closer, I grasped the end of the blanket.

'Duh, how is this?' I don't know how fast my heart beats until it feels hard to breathe.

His face was smiling, but I saw his smile was different.

Leon walked over to me, with a smile that seemed to pounce. Will Leon turn savage on a night like this? Oh my goodness I have to how is this?

"Can you help me dry my hair?" While putting a small towel in his hand.

"Huhuh?" I saw Leon standing in front of me.

"Please dry my hair?" doors again.

"Oh .. yes." I took the towel out of Leon's hand quickly.

I almost died because my heart was beating faster than usual.

What the hell am I? If every day my heart beats this fast. Am I going to die young? Leon only asked me to dry his hair, but I thought far too far. Oh, my God, I was almost out of breath.

I gently rubbed Leon's hair with that little towel, actually how tall is he? Even when sitting on the floor, he still looks very tall.

"Mas."

"Hm."

"May I hear a little bit about your story?"

"What story do you want to hear?"

"Tell me about your childhood?"

Mas Leon was silent for a moment, then let out a heavy-sounding sigh.

"Not unlike the other little ones, I went to school, played and yes." He answered as long as it was.

Looks like Leon won't tell me his past. I wonder how Leon grew into the man he is today?

Surely he was raised by a warm family, because now his attitude is also so warm. She was so gentle, surely her family poured all their affection on her.

But it's not like he lost both his parents when he was a teenager, is it? How did he grow so well?

Does he have trouble living his own life without his parents?

I wonder what the man I married was like. Could he be good?

Or still pretending to be good?

"Mas" call me a little scared.

"Yes." Yeah."

"Mas, how did you live your life after both of your parents died?" I asked that question because of the growing curiosity.

As Leon took a breath and threw it away violently, he turned around and looked at me, grabbed one cheek, then smiled wistfully.

"It's night, let's go to sleep."

He didn't give me the answer to my question, he even tried to keep it to himself.

What the hell is this?

Is there something wrong with my question?

Mason took the little towel I was holding and kept it. Like her past it wanted her to forget, did I offend her?

Leon walked to the other side of the bed, he lifted the blanket and laid down.

When Leon's arm touched my arm, I jumped out of bed in shock.

"What's wrong?" tanyanya.

"Is there an insect?" Leon waving his blanket.

"No, i-i-tu, a-I, I." I stammered in response because the beating of my heart kept beating strongly.

"What's up, Shena?" Fia groped my bed, tried to sterilize it.

"Me, that's mas. That's." I was confused how to reveal it.

"What's up, Shena?" Looks like Leon's face is getting confused.

"I-i-that's Mas, I, um, um, I."

"Why, Shena?" mas Leon climbed up next to his eyebrows.

"I'm mas, me, hmm, me, I'm not ready," I said softly, barely audible.

mas Leon laughed a little, like I was mocking my situation.

"Here, my God," he asked, patting the bed.

"Here, don't be afraid." Leon pulled my hand to sit on the bed.

"What the hell are you thinking, hem?" leon raised both eyebrows, like he was mocking me.

While I was just downcast in shame, so ashamed. Like I was expecting that to happen.

"Shena," Mas Leon lifted my chin.

I looked at his face which was starting to look serious. Even when he went to sleep, he was still good to see. Oops, what am I thinking?

"I have indeed taken his love from you, I promise I will not take anything away from you again, I will not force you to do so, if you do not want to."

I was stunned to hear his words, as Leon was able to read my heart. He understood my attitude and tried to calm me down.

"But send me your wife, Mas."

"I knew. But if you don't want to, I won't force it either. Just do what you like, don't do it if you don't like it."

"But, Mas." I squeezed the edge of my shirt, so nervous.

"But what?"

"But I will sin, my dear," I replied gently.

"I'm sincere. I'll do it when you can really accept me, and fall in love with me. I'll be patient until that time comes."

I smiled ashamedly at Leon's words. He was a kind and sincere man, but this wound was also too deep in the heart. I can't forget what happened in five years.

I'll accept you Mas, but I need some time to get used to it.

Getting used to seeing you and talking to you, I'll learn to accept you. Not instant indeed, I will learn to accept you slowly.

Give me a little time, Mom. To know you better, know who you are. I will try to repay your feelings.

"But if you want to do it now, I'm ready" said Leon, teasing.

"Ehmmm, Mom ... " I pulled my blanket high.

"Oh, let's go to sleep, it's night."

I don't know what was on my mind at the time.

If the one next to me right now was Randy, this bridal night would be different.

Why should he ever enter my mind again? Come on, Shena, don't hurt this man in front of you.

He sacrificed a lot for you. He takes over the role of father and takes responsibility for you. He tries to understand your feelings, but he doesn't know you very well.

He's a stranger who gave me a helping hand when I drowned, he gave me his hand when I fell. He wiped my tears when I was hurt.

We are not close to each other, but why are you in my mind when I feel difficulties. Why did I see you behind me when I turned around and begged for help.

Though you are not my nature, but you easily propose to me. Only you know the reason behind all your good attitude towards me.

What made you choose me, Mom? I still don't know the answer.

If you say you liked me from the beginning of our encounter, but for five years you've been out of sight. How could your feelings not change?

I never thought you existed. You are just like the wind greeting and then quickly passing away.

Your presence is only a moment in my life.

But now, you're part of my life, you're part of my future.

I looked at the face of Leon who was asleep, even though he was asleep he was still very sweet, he was created so beautiful. I saw her face from a closer distance, however beautiful it was.

It seemed like God was sculpting each curve of his face in a special way. He has everything that is best. I stared fixedly at his sleeping face, enjoying every beauty from every inch of his face.

I wanted to touch her face with my finger, but I was scared. Afraid she would wake up and open her eyes.

Suddenly Leon opened his eyes, while our eyes met each other, staring in from a very close distance.

I immediately put my body under the blanket. Oh my God .. how shameful I am. Actually, why the hell am I?

There was a voice of Leon laughing.

"Shena. don't sleep like that, it can interfere with your breathing," she teased me, obviously she knew I wasn't asleep.

I just shake my body like a caterpillar. No more courage to look into the face of Leon. Shame, what exactly did I just do?

Why would I be embarrassing like this?

"Shena, let's take the blanket off. You can be out of breath if you do. Ha ha ha." Leon's laughter exploded, he mocked me.

"Shena's. If you want our bridal night, just say so. No need to look at me like that. Ha ha ha."

Since when did he become such a seductress? I never saw this side of him.

"Hey ... Shena." He's shaking my body.

I still don't budge from hiding, I don't know how I look right now. Greed like tomatoes or boiled crabs?

"Belgium ... Come ... Come on." He pulled my blanket.

All right I'm gonna get out, it's not gonna end before I get out. I have to take responsibility for what I do.

"What's up, Mom?" I opened the blanket and looked at her. But he laughed out loud.

I was annoyed to see him like that. Like he was last day, and he who tonight is a different person.

Very much different, he had never teased me before, not even he had much to say yesterday.

"What's up, hem .. say. Why are you looking at me like that, ha ha ha."

He laughed out loud. Trying to hold back his laughter but finally his laughter exploded even harder.

"Ihhh ..." I pinched her waist, but instead of stopping, she laughed even more.

I was annoyed and embarrassed, but Leon still kept teasing me, watching him laugh so loosely, making my heart feel a little calm. Thank goodness she married me happily.

This is how our bridal night went.

With jokes and laughter. At least this joking remove our tired and tired during this long process of marriage.

***

The morning sunlight blinded my eyes, I woke up from sleep. Looking at the clock next to the bed already showed at 7:20 am.

I woke up again. A week has passed since our wedding. But my attitude is still that of a girl, it is still a girl.

As usual, there was breakfast available when I left the room. What kind of wife am I?

Breakfast was made by husband. True, Leon kept his word, he never asked me to do homework. But I realized, I also have responsibilities as a wife.

Sometimes I help him, even though sometimes Leon refused and chose to do it himself. You're right, he's a responsible man.

I know you must understand the nature of men better than I do. As Leon grew up, he tried to keep up with my boy-like nature.

Leon is the kind of person who can't sit still. She spent her wedding holidays taking care of the house and the garden.

No wonder also his house is always clean and neatly arranged, although all this time he lived alone.

Leon also often sat for hours on a small bench in front of his bookshelf. I saw a lot of books about cardiology there.

All neat and clean. He likes cleanliness and cleanliness. He is also an independent person, because he can master the kitchen well.

Sometimes I'm embarrassed, he's very good at taking care of everything. And I can't do anything. All this time I was rarely home, all my time was just making money.

I touched some books in Leon's little library. I read one by one the title of the book and fix, almost all the books are about medicine and heart science. There are no comic or fiction novels.

I thought, isn't he tired of reading these books? I just read the cover, bored. Indeed his brain and mine have a much different level.

I'm not really stupid, either. I often find a first class champion. But if it's anatomy, I give it up, I'm afraid of blood.

The sound of knocking on the door awakened my daydream. I immediately opened and saw that there was a beautiful, tall, and slim girl at the door.

With a fair yellow skin color, and cola-colored shoulder-length hair, her face was very soft and graceful.

She was beautiful, a word that came to my mind the first time I saw her.

"Sorry who's looking for you?" I asked after a few seconds stunned by the look of his father.

"Doctor Leonnyya, is there?" ask her with eyes looking around.

"There," I answered, looking at his beautiful eyes.

"Can I see him?" He smiled gently.

"Can, but sorry Ma'am, who is it?"

"I, Riany."

Riany's?

Is this girl Leon's ex-boyfriend?

She's beautiful and graceful, maybe. If he's ex-Leon why come here?

Leon never told me anything either.

Who her?