Black Blue

Episode 12's

Leon POV.

Pyaasarrr... The sound of a glass breaking woke me up. I immediately rushed out and saw what happened. I saw my woman standing in the kitchen looking at that chain of broken glass.

"Shena, are you hurt?" manyworry.

"Pardon me. I.. I.." she passed away leaving me.

He quickly ran and left the kitchen towards the side. I saw him from the vertical glass of my kitchen. He who was sitting and closed his eyes, was tired. Indeed his eyes looked very tired, maybe all night he did not sleep because of my mistakes.

Sorry Shena, I didn't mean to hurt your heart. I'm afraid I can't explain it right now. I've just been happy with you, I don't want my past wounds to interfere with our current lives.

Curse the body of Shena from behind this glass, here you are now Shena. It does seem that you are capable of reaching, but in fact you are far away from me, there is a tall glass that you build in front of me. I always see you but I can't touch you.

I prepared two omelette plates, I took them out to give them to him.

"Today breakfast is not a good idea!" I tried to bring him back to my face.

I thrust this omelette plate but he refused it on the grounds that he was not hungry.

I didn't want to force her, so I brought her back inside.

"Mas.." call her softly before I go far.

"I work, Mom."

I went back to her side and threw my ass beside her. I put those two pits between our seats.

I know, right now he's looking for a reason to be able to look for busyness. I know he must be disappointed in me.

It's not that I want to curb it, but I'm afraid, afraid that if he's too much outside then his innocent side will disappear. I'm afraid of losing the Shena now. I'm afraid I don't see Shena anymore. I was too scared to see Shena who lost who she was like I lost myself.

"I opened the olshop huh, Mas." persuaded me.

I know he's bored, but I don't want him to be too tired. But if it makes him happy, I won't ban him.

I saw the radiant hue of his face while getting permission from me. She's my little girl, she can change over time. It was her behavior that was unable to make me forget her all this time.

***

I opened my laptop on the dining table. I saw his lethargic face while stirring the flour. Surely his efforts did not go well.

I chuckled in my heart to see him like that.

"How's your business?" manya tease him.

He just shook his head in a doldrums, I laughed more and more at his expression, but I still held it in my heart.

Several times I asked him questions but he just flung and nodded.

"How many days has it been, how mushy has it been, Shen? tired of?"

"Capek why mas? I'm not excited because there's nothing cool."

I could no longer hold the tickle in my heart. I burst out laughing at him, I saw him begin to pursed his lips. His expression made me laugh again. I tried to hold back my laughter and persuade her.

"Cock pouting anyway, here I help the promotion."

He walked next to me, he pulled up a chair and sat down next to me. I put some pictures of the cake that was in the picture yesterday.

It didn't take long, the response began to arrive. Some request orders with free shipping.

I asked him but his face still looked lethargic as well. He pursed his lips when he entered again an order from me. Hem what else is this?

Many pensenan pout, no pensenan even pout.

His face just makes me anxious, I look at his face. The more I looked at her face the more I wanted to touch her.

I pulled her head and placed a kiss on her cheek.

I saw her face in red, was she angry with me. I saw him bow his face deep.

I made him angry again. The more I looked at her the more red her face grew.

"I'm sorry." I said it because of my guilt.

She looked at me with a confused expression and I proceeded to help her promotion. I just wanted to cheer her up, but it made her angry. Why can't I wait for him.

***

Ting... A message came into my phone. Heart health seminar schedule for the elderly. I read my rearview lyrics and I saw the back seat of my car there were still two more orders I hadn't delivered.

I took out my phone and I ordered an ojek online to drop off Shena's cake.

After kang ojol came and took his order, I drove my car quickly to the seminar meeting building. As a young doctor, I should be able to give up my weekend time to do seminar activities.

For two hours, I spent explaining how to take care of my heart to stay healthy despite my old age. I wiped the sweat on my forehead, now it's the other doctor's turn to answer this session. I checked my phone for some incoming messages and missed calls.

I opened the message turned out to be the ojol kang that was.

'Mas, where else?'

'This gas there is a deposit from his mother, where do I take it?'

'Mas, where?'

The three messages from the kang ojol made me sigh deeply. In the trunk of my car there are already many plastic bags from Shena fans. Every time I deliver an order, someone gives me something. The difference is actually, but for Shena I can not avoid, want to refuse the gift of the girls were afraid that Shena's efforts would recede again.

Huft I'm scratching my head.

'Mas, I'm not being answered anyway. Where am I taking this?'. Enter again the message from the kang ojol.

'Take the mas aja.' reply was short.

'Whoa... Is it true mas? thank you very much, ' she replied quickly to me.

"Why does he look so tired?" asked Andra who had just finished giving a theory.

"Capek, indeed. Pingin cepet go home so tired it is gone." replied I tease.

I never told anyone about my problems, even Andra who knew me from the first time I moved to Indonesia. We were in one campus and one neighborhood, but it was like there was something inside me that would not allow me to tell my heart to the closest people.

"Hmmm. The newly married."

"When are you again? wait what else?"

He just shrugged his shoulders, not caring. I shook my head, Andra is really funny to be a man. Defeating my indifference, he did not realize that there were women who had always been watching him all this time.

Finally the seminar ended too, I saw the watch on my left hand almost eight o'clock at night. I stretched my body and yawned a little.

"Udah just ask for pijitin aja later the same bini mu." benggol Andra when out of the building.

"Eh... want a single doctor? want to be Oma's daughter-in-law's granddaughter?" Ask a grandmother of the seminar.

We both just threw a glance, wanting to laugh anyway but afraid the granny was offended.

"I go first." I grabbed Andra's shoulder to tease her.

"We.. bad lu Leon.." call him.

I just smiled and left him, quickly went down the steps of this building and entered my car.

Who told me that age is still at home single, even though there are women who always give him attention. Maybe I too, if I hadn't met Shena, I wouldn't have gotten married at this time either.

I remember when a lot of hospital staff thought that Andra and I were dating. Andra is handsome, but I am also normal. There was drama at the hospital.

All the officers were shocked when they received an invitation from me. None of them saw me go out with a woman, and suddenly got married. A lot of people say that the female staff at the hospital are heartbroken, but I don't even know who is heartbroken. It does not matter, for me to work, not have time to spread the charm. If anyone likes it, it means good luck.

They even teased Andra who was upset that I was staying married. Andra was indeed my assistant, so where was I there must be her. Because of that, there began to appear skewed gossip between me and Andra. It may be a fad at first, but many patients consider it real.

I am in Bodo time. After all for me no matter how my image in the eyes of employees about romance is not important. Because the work performance that makes me this way, not cheap drama gossip so.

I started my black car, and I quickly drove through the dark of this town night. I saw some five-foot swords lined up on the side of the road. Wanted to buy Shena some food, but I don't know what Shena likes. Ah besides also in the trunk of a lot of what it is, I did not see it just now.

I parked my car right next to our house. I rushed in and put the stuff on top of the pantry. Soon I went into the bathroom to take a shower.

I pulled one of the chairs on the dining table and I played my salary. See the photo of the seminar.

Shena was busy arranging dishes on the dining table, I saw her eyes that occasionally glanced at my gaze.

I put my elbows on my thighs and I put my chin on my palms that I clenched. I noticed his face trying to peek at my gait.

He noticed it and tried to run away, I quickly pulled his arm and gave him my phone.

"If you are curious!"

There was nothing I was hiding from him, so why was I afraid he was looking at the contents of my phone.

He quickly returned my phone. Like a child caught stealing, her expression was adorable.

I was just teasing her but she was misbehaving me by showering her spoiled pinch.

"Echm.. Don't forget I'm here, mbak."

Her sister Shena interrupted my preoccupation with teasing her sister. He quickly prepared the food at the dinner table. Sometimes I bother Shima who is eating with us. I love this atmosphere, the atmosphere is so warm and a lot of laughs.

An atmosphere long lost to my life.

***

I immediately tracked down the corridor of this hospital. Passed through several patient rooms before entering my room.

I saw an invitation on my desk.

I'm open and it's just a charity event.

Males is actually on this show, but Shena I rarely take her out, maybe she'll like it if I take her to the show tonight.

I walked out of my room and towards the delivery area, I opened the door of the Obstetrician's room as soon as I got in front of him.

"Ri, can you help me?" I asked when I saw Riany sitting on his stool.

"Please what? tumben's here early?" answer's cuek.

I saw some sisters beside her Riany, then Riany smiled and asked them to come out for a while.

"Help me find a dress, and a necklace." I asked to the point.

"You want to ramble on the side of the road?" riany Goda.

I narrowed my eyes, and I opened the door to get out.

"I'm waiting this afternoon at my desk, thank you." I said as I was on the door lip.

Afternoon. I saw a white box and also a jewelry box, already on my desk when I got back from the operating room. I open it and I see the size, it matches Shena. Good, Riany can indeed be relied on.

Ting.a message came in from Riany.

'Have seen? like right? I like to pay double.'

Substantial... He's not short of money to blackmail me now.

Soon I left the hospital and went home. I intentionally left the box in the car because shena would greet me when I got home.

***

I stretched my body when I got in the car, I saw the clock in my hand was still six hours less. Very tired, very lazy if you have to go out again for the night. But I've already hired Shena. I might not cancel that either.

I parked my car in front of the house. I went into the room and I saw Shena in front of the glass. Very seductive, she is beautiful in green. Just like her wedding dress.

"Are you picking me up?" askinya.

"You take a bath first, I'm hot." I replied as I passed the bathroom.

I actually want to look at him for longer. But then he gets suspicious. I quickly washed my body with water. I opened my closet and I picked a plain black shirt with long sleeves.

I comb my hair and spray my parfume. I saw Shena looking at me glued, it seemed like she was blown away.

I set my foot behind her seat and I took out the necklace I bought yesterday.

"Likes?" whispered in his left ear.

He just nodded, his face red. I put my chin on the top of his head and I untied his hair.

"You're beautiful, but I'd rather have your hair unraveled." Her face was red again.

I intend to leave him because of the beating of my heart that I cannot control when I see the hue of his face like that.

"Mas." called her softly before I passed her.

He pulled my hand and rolled my shirt hand up to half-mast, he tidied my shirt collar and stroked my shoulder.

Degs... My heart now grows stronger.

"I love to look at you like this." I'm embarrassed to just scratch my head until my hair falls into my right eye and she sees it with a stunned face.

"Yaudah.! ayuk." he took my arm and held it in his hand.

Oh my goodness, Shena, how are you able to do this to me?