Black Blue

Episode 14

I hugged Leon's chest. Leon just took a long breath. I don't know how hard it is for me to express it, I'm afraid that Leon's dropping talaq on me.

Although you believe Leon may not be that careless, but I'm afraid that Leon will lose control of him.

"Alright, don't tell me if it's too heavy, I won't force you. The important thing is not to cry anymore" he said while stroking the tip of my head.

I nodded and wiped my eyes. But stopping that cry from that afternoon made my breath slightly stupefied by my cry.

On the smooth cheeks of my legs using one finger, looks a smile mas Leon is very sad.

"Shena, don't cry, watch your eyes swell" she said gently.

"Mas, what do you do if you're disappointed in someone?" ask me to confirm his attitude after the honesty of my stupid attitude.

"Some, Shena. I don't know." he replied.

Again fear took over my mind. This time I cried because I was getting scared.

Leon quickly grabbed my chin and kissed my lips. Instantly my eyes widened when I realized his extreme actions.

I saw her face so close, even her breath felt so warm touching my cheek. His eyes closed, but his heart beat so hard that he kicked the palm of my hand over it.

After a few minutes he divorced her, leaving me with all the confusion that made me stupefied. He entered the room like nothing had happened. I'm confused and I'm looking at him from behind.

"Mas.." I said as I touched his shoulder from behind.

He looked at me and smiled. Pulling my waist to stick to his stomach.

"Thank God your crying stopped, Shena" she said, hugging me.

It was obvious stop, he was doing adult scenes but left me without sin.

"I was confused to see you cry. You can't tell me either, so I'm trying something else to stop your crying."

"Why did you do that?" ask me with great astonishment.

"I'm sorry if you're uncomfortable" he said.

"That's not the kiss I meant. Why, why did you do it all for me. Am I not a stranger to you."

"Why? am I a stranger to you?" he asked again, puzzling me what to answer.

"originally, mas. But not now." I explained.

But as if not satisfied with my words, he just smiled. Tidying up my hair, and revealing my hair behind my ears.

"You won't ask if you don't think I'm a stranger."

Degs... I'm wrong to say. What did he mean to say that, had I hurt him without me noticing. Geez, why does he keep so many taki puzzles.

"Eat already?" the question ended in my mind.

I just shook my head.

He smiled again and broke his embrace.

"Ready, we're eating out. Yuk." he said as he opened the closet and took a towel and brought the shirt.

Without wasting time he went to the bathroom. I washed my face in the bathroom near the kitchen and combed my hair. Change my clothes and wear thin powder.

I'm waiting for Leon in the room. I was still confused as to how, should I say the incident I passed today or keep it as a poison in me.

"Shena." call me Leon gently.

I saw that he was tidy with an old gray lyrical shirt. With rolled arms and somewhat messy hair.

Cool, and also handsome, very handsome even.

Am I crazy, forgetting this man in front of me and even remembering the story of my past that has ended.

Whereabouts? I won't be able to see the gap of Leon's shortcomings.

I'm stupid, really stupid. Letting Randy touch me but resisting every time Leon wants to touch me.

I should be able to say it, but Leon should know.

"Shen, how come you're dumb again?" this time he sat down beside me.

"Yes sorry, Mas."

Leon walked out, and I followed him from behind. All along the dinner-seeking journey I was just thinking of a way to deliver this poison message.

A little mistake, then everything is destroyed. I noticed the face of Leon who was focusing on driving, occasionally he tidied his hair that fell in front of his left eye. Wh why?

The question came to my mind again.

Why should I be chosen by Leon?

Obviously at the charity event yesterday there were a lot of women who were much more whatever than me.

Why, again why me?

I pulled up Leon's hair that fell back over his left eye. I saw him looking at me with the tip of his eye.

"My hair is long, but it has not been trimmed long" he said breaking the silence in the car.

"That's it, don't prune anymore. I like that hair."

I saw Leon's face begin to meet red, like he wanted to smile but he held it back.

I smiled at her expression, oh my goodness, how sweet you are.

But why can't I fall in love with you yet.

Mas Leon stopped his car tire in front of the spacious courtyard of the archipelago restaurant. The atmosphere is calm and the light is yellow, making this restaurant look a little more romantic.

As Leon came down and took my hand, we sat in a room made of woven bamboo. Each room is separated by woven bamboo but the barrier is only waist-high. So I can see other customers who are different rooms with us.

I have such observant eyes after marrying Leon. There are several pairs of eyes that steal the view towards Leon. Only a blind woman would miss this beautiful sight of the creation of the almighty.

Leon has a very interesting charismatic. It will attract every young woman's gaze. He did cover his mouth a lot, but thin lips with a split chin that can make someone fall in charm even without a word.

I looked at that face fixedly, but Leon who was sitting right in front of me made me satisfied to look at his face. His eyes were fixed on the food menu in his grasp.

He was busy flipping through the food menu. Her hair fell back covering part of her eyes.

Huft.... when can I escape from her charm, Lord?

I gathered the courage to tell you what happened this afternoon. My lips quivered when I called out to him.

"Hemm.." he threw his gaze at me for a moment, then went back to looking at the rather thick menu catalogue.

"Can I explain something. But you promised you'd have to trust me."

"Yes, I believe, Shena" he said without letting his eyes on me.

"I met. um... Randy Mas." I said a little stammered out of fear.

I saw his eyes glancing sharply at me. It was like an arrow that stuck it in my heart. He shot the arrow with just one look. He let out a heavy sigh, then closed the catalogue of his menu.

He waved his hand, then a waiter came to our table.

"I want grilled ribs, and beef tongseng, I also asked for lemon tea. Uh. green tea. What do you want, Shena?" ask her who doesn't hear my words. Though clearly his eyes pierced me earlier.

I quickly opened the menu list, but there was nothing that made me taste, my heart was confused by Leon's attitude. Is there any taste to eat?

"I'm confused, you choose" I replied resignedly.

"Jude, same thing."

The waiters nodded and left us. I saw Leon's face throw his eyes in there and here. Like trying to avoid my eyes.

"Mas.." I called him again as if he were indifferent.

He just raised his eyebrows and looked at me coldly. How I'm afraid to look at Leon's attitude like this. This attitude indicates he who is pretending to be indifferent, or is disappointed.

"I could have sworn I didn't see him." I dared to tell him the truth.

He just looked at me casually and then threw his eyes away. Oh my God, how should I explain it. Why Leon has to be this way. I feel like he was intentionally cheating on me.

"Mas, please trust me. I accidentally met him, I... I.." I saw Leon staring me in the eye. Cynical, as if to kill me with that look. Enough with the look in his eyes he was able to silence my mouth.

I covered my face with both hands. I put my elbows on the table and started crying again. Mas Leon shifted his chair and sat to my left, spread out his right hand and then pulled my head to lean on his shoulder.

I still covered my face, he just kept silent without a word, not even his hands touching my skin at all. Is that how angry he is?

Usually he will stroke the tip of my head or kiss my forehead when I cry out.

I opened my hands and looked at his face. He glanced sharply at me, oh my goodness, I've already spread the poison. And now he's avenging it with a rain of arrows shot right in my heart. His eyes repeatedly punished my stupidity. I closed my face and hid my head in his armpits. But Leon still did not flinch at all.

"Can you, don't spoil our first dinner?" said Leon flat.

Jleeb, something's broken through my heart. Leon's words are what they mean. I took my head out and I looked back at his face with my eyes still dewy.

My eyes were filled with a tissue on the table.

"I just want a romantic dinner, don't discuss anything that could ruin the mood tonight" he said.

I cleaned up the rest of my cries and I saw Leon's flat face again. Some of his shirt was wet from my tears.

"Sorry.." I said sorry.

Shortly thereafter waiters came to take our orders. I saw Leon's appetite deteriorating. Maybe it's because I'm the one who's wrong to look for time to talk.

The guilt is back in my heart.

Darling you mas, get a wife like me. I look around me, there are still eyes that always pay attention to every movement of Leon. There's a dislike of seeing this happen. I feed every spoon of my food and I see Leon eating without passion.

"Mas.." I called him soft.

He just threw his eyes at me. I grabbed a tissue and I wiped the corner of her thin lips. There began to be a red sponge on her face, I saw her eyes begin to soften.

"There's dirt on the tip of your lips" I said, lying. Though there is nothing. How can there be residual dirt by eating a mas Leon who is so perfectly trained.

I saw again the look on her face that looked timid. Has his mood improved?

I cut a little ribs on my plate and I dabbed a little with a tiled sauce.

I gave my spoon in front of him. He was just stunned, looking at me in surprise. Well wonder, our food is the same, why should I ask him to taste?

You stupid fool, Shena!

"Wouldn't you, ma'am?" sok melas tanyaku. Because I was embarrassed too.

He quickly put it in his mouth, I wiped the tip of his lips again and it turned out to make him sprain.

"Yyahuuk."

"Drink this, Mas." I said as I picked up my drinking glass.

He drank it with a curious eye. Maybe in his heart what demon is possessing me. The answer is satan's guilt. I'm guilty of ruining the mood tonight. I'm guilty of making your mood mess up.

He let go of his hand after sipping my drink several times. His eyes still look at me.

"Again?" I lifted my spoon in front of him.

He was silent without saying a word, only opened his mouth and ate it. I was just trying to create the romantic atmosphere that I broke earlier. I'm just trying to restore her moody.

After eating, Leon did not take me home, we stopped at the park in the middle of the city. The sound of a shower in the middle of the park, and there are several clip-clap lights that adorn, making the atmosphere of the night even more romantic.

I walked on the ceramic edge of the pool while holding Leon's hand. While Leon just followed the behavior of my boy from below.

I walked around the ceramic of the fountain pool, in a style that was exactly like that of a Kindergarten boy. Not really aware of age.

Leon smiled and shook his head occasionally. He followed my every step until I got bored and decided to sit by the pool.

Followed by Leon who also sat down.

He placed both his elbows on his thighs. His tall and proportional body makes him look cool in style like anything.

I put my head over his right shoulder. Playing his big palm.

"Where?" askinya.

"In the garden of the city" I answered still playing with his palm stretched out.

"Where did you meet Randy?" said again.

Suddenly I stopped my finger that had been dancing on the palm of his big hand. I lifted my head and I saw Leon's face. He looked at me with a cold look.

Even more than the cold wind that blows tonight. Like there was a wind that made my heart shiver at Leon's question.

I don't think he's gonna talk about it anymore. But it turned out that he was just delaying asking her.

Oh my God, should I tell you the truth?

How can I be honest with him?