Black Blue

Episode 42

I breathe when I sit on the lip of the bed. Tired, after preparing a naming event for Sera to absorb my energy.

I took off the white veil I was wearing and laid down my body slowly. I close my eyes, just unwind and tired, lack of sleep also makes my body a little tired.

I felt the hand grabbing my forehead. I opened my eyes and saw Leon sitting next to me.

"Welcome, Honey?"

"Hem," I said, closing my eyes.

"A good rest. Let Mas take care of Sera tonight."

"Don't, I still have to work tomorrow. I only slept five minutes, after which it must be fit again."

"As far as you are. If you need any help, say it to Mas, Shena."

"Emh." I wrapped my hand around Leon's waist.

I felt Leon's hand caress sending me to bed tonight.

I set the breakfast plate on the table. While carrying Sera, I prepared some breakfast for Leon's mas.

"Kyra, eat right." I changed the position of Kyra who ate while hanging out on the floor.

"Don't snap at your son, Shena. Let it go, later when it is ready to eat stay in beresi." said mas Leon softly, he pulled one of the chairs on the dining table.

"Don't be so slovenly, Mas. How sick will it be?"

Leon just shook his head.

"Kyra, come eat with Dad."

Leon climbed Kyra's body on the dining table. I'll take a side dish to the dining table. Back in the kitchen, I washed some of the dishes while there was still Leon's mas guarding Kyra.

Praanaskkk

I turned my body when I heard the sound of broken plates. I looked at Leon who was smiling bitterly, saw his beloved daughter drop the dishes that I had just finished cooking.

"Biasan Mas likes to play on the table with Kyra."

"Sorry, my dear. We have breakfast outside yuk." replied Leon guilty.

"Mas!" I said a little loud.

"I prepared this from the morning blind, now Mas want us to eat out?" I shook my head and walked over to clean up the broken plates on the floor.

"Shena, just let Mas, you continue your work" said Mas Leon while crouching in front of me.

"Here you go, I go to work there. Later on Mas's dirty clothes because of help me."

"Mas can do this, let me help you here."

I clap the hand of Leon who wants to reach the bell on the floor.

"It will be breakfast first, and then it will be too late if you have to finish this" I said without seeing Leon who is currently in front of me.

"Shena, I'm sorry, honey."

"Yes, if you leave there, you won't have time to eat breakfast outside again."

"Shena, I don't mean it," I heard a heavy sigh from Leon. "Yes, I'm leaving, baby."

"Be careful, Mas." I said indifferently.

Mas Leon pulled my head and kissed my forehead gently.

"Don't force it, dear. Rest if you're tired."

"Hem." I replied.

Afternoon.

I lay Kyra's body on the bed. After being tired of playing all day and not sleeping, he finally gave up too.

I closed my tired eyes for a moment. Before Leon came home and my two children were fast asleep. Day time with them turned out to be more tiring than working outside the home.

I gasped, as the voice of Adzan reverberated. I opened my eyes and saw that night was welcoming.

"Geez, I fell asleep." I jumped out of my bed and opened the door.

I can't see Leon anywhere. I hurried to prepare dinner, I took out some lunch dishes and I warmed up again.

"Assalamualaikum." I heard footsteps approaching.

I ran and welcomed Leon's hand, kissing the back of his reverent hand.

"Kok coming home late, Mommy?"

"What's the fuck you got?" askaku glanced at the canteen he was carrying.

"Evening for us."

"But I'm cooking, Mom."

"You don't know, I just can't bear to see you're exhausted, Shena."

"Well, can you ask me first, who wants to eat? redemptive right!"

"Sorry, I don't mean that."

"Here you go, let's eat." I said relented.

Leon just nodded and followed my footsteps. When you want to pull a chair. I heard Sera crying, I ran to the room and tried to calm her down.

Finished giving ASI, Sera calmed back. Sleeping on my lap. I put my head on the back side of the bed. I closed my eyes for a moment.

Having two toddlers is exhausting.

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I gave her a plate of rice in front of Kyra. I quickly ran to the kitchen. Flip my cooking before the charred.

Gradually I began to get used to cooking while holding Sera. In addition to taking care of active Kyra is amazing.

I ran with a glass of water to Kyra. My body temperature rose instantly when I saw Kyra eating on a plate mixed with her feet.

"Astagfirullah, Kyra." I snapped seeing Kyra's extraordinary behavior draining my morning emotions.

I lifted Kyra away from her dinner plate.

I saw the clock on the wall, it's almost seven, why don't Leon go out yet.

"Buck...!" I called Leon from the kitchen.

"Yes, I'm just ready to take a shower." a loud answer from our room.

I put a plate of fried rice and also a slightly burnt beef egg because of Kyra.

"Shena Mas's shirt that's the color you see?" ask Leon at the door.

"Hem, I haven't washed yet, Mom."

"Oh." replied Leon back into the room.

I finished Kyra's rice dishes scattered about. There's only Leon's son on this one. Never had breakfast properly.

"Come to the bathroom, wash your hands." I ordered Kyra.

With his small steps he ran into the bathroom. I washed both his feet and hands. I sat down on the chair, and went back to preparing breakfast the next morning.

"Shena, where's Snelli?"

"Let's see it on the balcony clothesline."

I feed the food into Kyra's mouth. Gleefully, Kyra ate while shaking her legs.

"Shena, you see that black belt has Mas?" leon's head poked out from behind the bedroom door.

Praannkk

The plate from my hand fell due to Kyra's leg kick. I looked at Kyra's face and Leon's face in turn.

Incredibly, this father and son were making emotions burn this early.

"Why try to find yourself?" I said a little snapping.

"I'm tired, Mom!" connect me a little hard.

"I'm also tired." replied mas Leon flatly. Instantly his face changed.

"You're too selfish" he continued as he walked out.

I looked at the face of Mas Leon who looked flat but was holding back anger.

"Mas, I mean."

"You think you can do everything yourself, what's wrong with asking for my help?" as Leon approaches, he kisses Kyra and Sera in my arms.

"I'm leaving, assalamualaikum" he continued, leaving without thrusting his hand to kiss me.

"Mas." my pannggil is soft. I didn't mean it that way, I just wanted to be a good mother and wife.

Why is Leon angry?