Being a Connecting Mother

Maybe the Baby's Innate

“ I'm a fool so marry a bajing*n guy twice. The man I expected to be a good husband turned out to be irresponsible. The reason he has run ” said Adira.

Zein doesn't believe Adira's words because she knows all the women's words are lies. But his heart was stunned to know the man who ran away from that responsibility was himself.

“ Sorry Adira, I am indeed very evil. Even more evil for daring to come here and intrude your life again ”

“ Lucky Mas realized, immediately leave this place I do not want any gossip to spread and it will make me more trouble ” said Adira coldly.

“ I love you Adira ” Zein said.

Adira's body stiffened as soon as her blood rippled not expecting the man to say that, the second time she heard that remark. At that time Zein also said that with the same expression as now, it felt like Adira could read the man's earnestness.

“ I'm not a fool who would believe. I'm here because I think the kid I'm carrying is your son. But forget all the sense of responsibility that this child is not your son ” Adira brushed off all the feelings that could make him waver, no matter if Zein looked real with his words.

When he was about to turn inside the house, he could feel his body being held tightly from behind.

Zein hugged Adira and behind, burrowing her face in the recess of Adira's neck.

Receiving the sudden attack left Adira unable to act or think until she was silent.

Surprised that Adira could feel her neck wet.

“ Is she crying? ” , asked Adira inwardly, then when she turned her face slightly to look at Zein, and sure enough the man cried while still immersing his face deeply.

Adira had tried to restrain and shake off all her feelings for the man. But even after a long time he remained weak if he saw the man directly let alone in this kind of state.

“ Stop all this Mas.it is useless to do all this ” Adira can only say softly it feels like she is disappointed in herself for still not being able to get rid of her feelings of love for the man. Her heart still ached seeing Zein sad, and it hurt even more because she knew her relationship with the man was long over.

“ Every day I miss you, looking all over the place hoping to find you. But we didn't meet until for the first time I saw my feet moving quickly towards you, longing and pain enveloped my heart..it hurts so much even when you see you are pregnant ” Zein say that while still hugging Adira.

“ My heart hurts so much to see you who are pregnant.Is she married again? Who's the man he married? All this time he lived happily right?.all those questions invaded me but I didn't have the courage to ask you that. I keep quiet and hide everything afraid of making you suffer ”

“ It was difficult at first.but now I am happy in this place many people love me. Let me move on with my life and I hope Mas can also do that ” Adira lets go of Zein's hand holding her, turning to face the man.

“ I'm happy with my life now Mas ” said Adira softly.

“ But I hope that after knowing that the child you bear is my son, I hope that with that reason you can return to my side. I miss you so much, kids too so they miss you so much ” Zein said.

Adira shook her head slowly.

“ I've said everything, never come back here again Mas. For whatever reason I can't go back, our relationship is long over. Even if remembered again the relationship never started, but it was over. I will appreciate if Mas wants to understand and go well ” said Adira then he immediately entered the house, he immediately locked the door nicely no matter even if Zein was still there.

Adira dropped her body slowly leaning against the door. His strength seemed to be drained from having to pretend to be strong in front of Zein.

Zein stared at the closed door of the house with nanar. His heart was sad and relieved to be able to express all the feelings he had been feeling all along to Adira.

“ I will fight until you really receive me back Adira ” said Zein Nyakin.

~

~

~

Helena could notice Adira's recent change in attitude, as Adira tends to be more reserved and dreamy. He wanted to know what was the cause of Adira like that but he did not know it at all. Helena tried to ask Adira but she always said she was okay.

“ You like to go to the lake right, is it better this weekend we go to the lake? ” Helena is trying to offer things that can make Adira happy.

“ Ahh..no need this week the farm is busy once better we finish the job first ” replied Adira.

“ Haiss..I feel so upset this time like I'm a failure who has to let this pregnant woman just think about work constantly. Though I thought if the farm was bigger then we'd have more time to relax, anyway, but what we have is even more busy until you yourself also still have to take care of work while pregnant like this ” Helena regretted.

“ Why suddenly say such a thing, I do like doing this job. Part of it is also not a difficult thing ” Adira does not know why suddenly Helena thinks like that.

“ Because lately I see you are very quiet also often daydreaming, honestly is there something that bothers you? ” ask Helena seriously.

Adira couldn't have told Helena about Zein's arrival a few days ago, Maybe her best friend would have gone crazy.

“ I don't know.maybe the baby is born ” reasons Adira.

“ Hey! Don't use my nephew as an excuse like that. I'm sure my niece is not a quiet child she must be a cheerful child.basasal you're this ” scolding Helena.

Adira laughs because Helena's possessive attitude towards her child has not changed in the least. Even if anyone says anything about the child Adira conceived, he is the first to come forward to refute all of those remarks.

“ I'm afraid later you regret when it turns out my son's attitude is quiet even impressed cold later ” Adira said laughing amusedly.

“ Why do you believe that? You are a cheerful person, of course your child is cheerful. Moreover, I have often sung a happy song for my nephew ” denied Helena.

Adira just smiled.

” After I knew the nature of the quiet and cold Mas Zein. Also can see the nature of it decreased to his children, could also my son later look like he ” , Inner Adira.

Happy Reading😘's