Being a Connecting Mother

S2 Helena Noah's

After that long conversation, Helena packed up the things she had previously brought with her. Although all members of the Brown family prevented him from returning to the village, he remained with his decision.

“ If you do not want Noah to deliver you, let me go yes Helen ” pinta Adira again.

Helena shook her head slowly.

“ I really need time alone for now.I'm fine don't worry. Then I go first ” Helena entered the taxi without looking back again she asked the driver to leave immediately.

Even to the end he had not spoken to any Brown family members other than Adira, he was not ready to act like nothing had happened.

He also did not care about the angry reaction Noah showed.

During the trip to the train station he was a lot of daydreaming about how his fate would be, how if according to what Noah said he was pregnant with the boy. So much was he worried that even when he had arrived at the station he had only stepped slowly intending to buy his departure ticket.

After telling the objective to the officer Helena waited for a while. Little by little he began to notice people's gazes as if he was identifying himself from top to bottom. Fear and uneasiness began to eat away at Helena like the thing she feared most people recognized her as the woman in the video.

“ Excuse Mom this ticket is ”

“ Sorry Ma'am this ticket ” the officer called Helena again strongly.

“ Ah.i-iya sorry ” shock Helena as she picks up the ticket and speeds up her steps leaving the queue.

*

*The woman's face is familiar yes, I seem to have seen it

Did ya? I didn't pay much attention but she does look like a woman in a frenzy right now

Oh, that video kiss

Correct*!

*

Helena quickened her pace almost like running hearing the two people talking about her.

“ Akh!! ” Helena fell unconscious having hit a man in front of her.

“ Are you okay? ” the man was about to help Helena, but quickly Helena stood up and ran away regardless of the man's reaction.

The man was surprised and confused to see Helena immediately ran away, whereas the one who hit him first was the woman while he also did not mean badly.

Every time Helena stepped in when she saw the people talking that she had in mind were those people staring at her and talking about her.

He wanted to run away and hide from the crowd, so he bought a mask and a hat to cover his face so that no one would recognize him anymore.

Helena got into the carriage, sitting in a corner away from the people. He clasped tightly onto the bag in his hand, only he himself had a panic attack inside the carriage making sweat drench his body while his hands were icy cold.

The journey that took almost an hour was truly a torture for him. Arriving at his village station. Helena rushes to find a vehicle that can take her to her house.

He really wanted to be in his home away from the crowd.

“ Thank you Pak ” said Helena quickly as she gave fare to coachman delman who drove her home.

Helena sat down suffocating her breath that was hunting just now began to normal again, she took off the hat and mask that covered her face.

“ This is different from in the city no one will know the problem of the video here, then after a while people will forget about it as usual. All I need to do is wait until everything is calm all will definitely return to normal ” Helena repeatedly said encouraging words to herself.

There had not been a few minutes of Helena even like she did not intend to give her body a rest for a moment, she immediately picked up the cleaning equipment. Then as if he was crazy about cleanliness he swept his entire house, mopping the floor repeatedly, wiping away all the furniture that had not even a trace of dust at all.

He did just that constantly even though that part he had just cleaned up. Like most people who suffer from mental distress, Helena also has the side effects of the distress and trauma she previously had. When she felt the trauma back then Helena would see everything around her so dirty that she couldn't help but clean it up.

Of course it was an escape from the form of self-blame he had.

~

~

~

A few days passed that day Helena decided to get out of the house and check the work on her farm.

He was wearing the work clothes he used to wear with a wide straw hat. The farm was not too far from his home it only took him about 20 minutes to arrive if he was on foot.

Upon arriving at the farm Helena could see the cows being left to eat the grass outside the cage, the farm looked as usual.

He decided to go into the milking place where the farm workers used to gather at that time to milk.

“ Morning all ” greet Helena, she could see the surprised reaction the workers showed.

Although only the farm is not too big, Helena has been able to employ 10 workers where 5 women are in charge of milking, and 5 men to care for and deliver milk to the homes of residents.

“ Is everything okay? ” asked Helena trying to be ordinary to hide her nervousness.

The workers looked down as if none of them could answer.

Helena walked over, how surprised she was to see the pile of milk in the barrel and also the bottles that usually never accumulate that much.

“ Why can the product be stacked like this? Is there a problem with the quality of the milk? ”

“ Bu-not the Boss but the milk does not sell. All our subscriptions do not want to buy milk to our farm again, when delivery even all milk bottles are returned just like Boss ”

Helena's body trembled hearing that, how could that be possible? Never in his memory as long as he started to set up the farm that the milk produced was not sold. Often he even had to struggle to meet the target order of the people but now suddenly no one wants to buy milk on the farm anymore.

“ Restored? Why was the milk returned? Not that all this time is fine we have not even experienced this before ”

“ See all these barrels contain milk, also these bottles all..what's wrong? ” said Helena frustrated to imagine how many losses she had experienced ranch.

“ Throughout the village spread.rumors who say that the Boss has done something bad.so also with the video is Boss ”.

Helena almost staggered for her to hold on to the cage barrier, otherwise her body would have fallen.

“ A-what? ”

Happy Reading😘's