Being a Connecting Mother

S2 Helena Noah's

“ I don't want to get married! Stop thinking I will accept accountability from up to whenever I don't want to!! ” reject Helena firmly.

They were all even more astonished to hear Helena's words.

“ Then what else can I give you besides ”

Those words were spoken by Noah coldly as annoyance mixed with disappointment from him hearing the rejection from Helena.

“ Did I hold you accountable?! I'm not asking for anything from you!! ”

“ Then you think this matter will just be solved!! ”

“ Stop!! ” Zein's resolute voice made the two of them shut up immediately.

“ For now Helena may not be able to make a decision calmly as well as Noah, the most important thing is that we resolve the problem about the video first. Now I want you two to calm down first then I will ask again what decision you will take ”

“ Dira please calm Helena and Noah you're coming with Daddy. ”

“ Good Daddy ” replied Noah quickly, Adira grabbed Helena and took her away from that living room to the room Helena had occupied before.

“ Nadia, Aidan don't hope you guys can breathe quietly before all those videos are erased ”

Aidan quickly moved back into focus to the laptop and other electronic equipment in front of him. For the problem of hacking internet sites and deleting videos it was his forte because it did not want to waste any more time he continued to work together with Nadia.

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After a few minutes of letting Helena calm down and not pushy or trying to ask Helena other things, Adira gave Helena time to calm down.

“ Helen think again sincerely the views of those who have seen the video will be different to you. We can delete the video but we can't erase the memories of people who have seen it or hold them back from talking about it. Who will suffer because it is you but.”.

Adira was a little hesitant to continue his speech seeing the dislike reaction shown by Helena once Adira brought up the matter.

“ But if you agree to marry Noah then when people talk or try to corner you you can say that you are not wrong because the man you were with at that time was your husband not who was accused people”

“ Just because people accuse me of being a cheap woman who works by selling herself.”

Adira nodded quickly.

“ I won't be able to live a married life more than anyone else who knows most about me is you Dira. Do you think I'll be able to live that? ”

“ There must be a slow change like you who have also made physical contact with Noah so there must be a change in ”

“ That's because I'm under the influence of drugs and unconscious. What if I was conscious like I am now? I can't even imagine if a man intends to get close to me, this trauma will never heal and I know how bad it is ”

Adira could not argue because Helena suffered a very severe trauma due to the violence her father had done to her first. Even until now Helena could not come into contact with the man because of that trauma.

If Helena comes into contact with the opposite sex then her body will react quickly ranging from shaking, nausea to be able to make her faint.

“ If indeed I can still think of you as my best friend the only person I can trust. I beg you to understand and please don't force me to get married, because I won't be able to. My place is not here not to interact with many people, I should be in the village and keep living my days as usual then I feel alive ”

Helena nodded her head slowly she calmed down a little because Adira was finally willing to understand the decision she had taken.

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“ I still don't want to get married and I also won't accept anything offered as a form of accountability. Simply the problem of the video was cleared up I did not need anything else ” Helena's answer remained the same and did not falter at all when Zein asked for the decision she took.

“ What? I don't really think what do you imagine is taking a decision like that? You think it'll all stay the same, no! ”

“ Noah ” reprimands Adira hearing Noah speak loudly to Helena.

“ Sorry but I just can't just accept at least this is all our fault. I want to take responsibility but why he wants to run away from his responsibilities this problem is also a result of his own deeds ”

Helena only fell silent even though her heart was stunned to hear Noah blaming her frontally.

“ Noah you should be able to respect the decision Helena made, she is also a victim in this matter and even suffered more losses. If he decides not to marry then we have no right to force him ”.

“ Dira I do not agree with your words, how can you even support this. Helena has chosen the wrong decision ” denied Zein.

“ Can't be like it could be after this the problem gets more complicated, what if she's pregnant? ”

“ Don't corner me for things that haven't happened. I'm sure there is no pregnancy and.when it happens I can take care of everything myself ”

“ Take care of everything yourself? Very precise solution ” cerca Noah.

Adira riled her hair the problem did not go away and continued with a debate of mutual blame.

“ You listen I know the decision taken by Helena seems to harm him and although Noah intends to be responsible but Helena still refused. Responsible desire is good and refusing is also a right that Helena has so don't keep forcing her. As said the thing that you are worried about is not necessarily the case Noah ”

“ Mama Adira how can-

“ Listen to me until finished ” seriously Adira stops Noah who wants to interrupt him.

“ You all do not know what Helena is going through and the reason why she does not agree with the idea of getting married. Helena has a trauma to the opposite sex she can't even come into contact with a man ”

“ Trauma? ” says Zein still doesn't understand.

“ Yes traumatized if in contact with the man Helena can be unconscious. Therefore he did not want to get married even before this incident Helena had decided not to get married. After knowing this I hope you can also understand and accept the decision he took, as well as Noah ” Adira looking at Noah waiting for the man's answer.

Noah recalled that Helena never wanted to get close to men, she always refused to shake hands. Noah thought it was because Helena didn't like Noah, but she was traumatized.

“ Does it matter if it is like this? ” Noah is still in doubt and does not have the heart to let Helena but after knowing that she is unlikely to force Helena.

“ We must trust Helena if she decides like that, meaning she is ready to go through it all ” Timpal Zein who began to understand the position of Helena.

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