Being a Connecting Mother

HELENA NOAH S2

This episode is less safe to read during fasting, so for friends who are fasting better read it at night 😁

Noah really did not understand before the reaction shown by Helena was not this bad, he was also not rude or forced Helena excessive because there was little intention Noah wanted to hurt Helena.

“ Don't cry anymore if you don't want to do that I won't force it, stop crying ” Noah said regretfully but he still can't express that regret on his face.

“ You must be disgusted with me right?! Argh.tu-body shit*n is indeed very dirty ” cried Helena hysterically.

“ Helena! ”

Noah immediately stopped Helena who was beating and clawing her own body.

“ Stop not hurting your own body! What was? What the hell is wrong with you? ”

“ Hikss..don't touch me this is so dirty.disgusting hikss arghh is really disgusting! ”

Noah continues to hold Helena's hand, who is still trying to hurt himself, Noah really does not understand what happened. But Helena was still crying sobbing and kept up a revolt, making Noah pull Helena's body into her arms.

“ Calm down Helena is all right, there is nothing to fear I will not let anyone hurt you ” whispered Noah in, saying, like a matra that gave Helena body consciousness directly inching limp in Noah's arms.

Helena also did not try to hurt herself anymore. Slowly Helena's breath also began to calm down along with the sound of crying that was no longer heard.

Noah lets the two of them stay in that position for quite some time and does not want Helena to be in a panic anymore.

Shifting Helena's body slowly Noah intends to lay the woman on the bed so that she can fall asleep quietly, Noah didn't want to bring up anything else that night he just wanted to let Helena sleep in peace.

Noah's movements immediately stopped where his body seemed to be plagued with feelings of anger, curiosity and also pity that he could not express how big all the emotions were now shaking it.

In that position the back of Helena who was currently innocently exposed to the radiance of a sleeping lamp that was not too bright but was able to illuminate and make both eyes of Noah squeak angrily looking at all the scars that one on the back.

So sad that Noah's hand involuntarily moved and felt the scar.

Helena who felt the man's touch straightened her face looked at Noah, the gaze that for Noah was so heartbreaking that at that time Helena felt as a woman she had failed because which man would like a woman with a body full of scars like her.

It was clearly Noah's countenance that showed great anger.

“ Why did he show an expression as if he was angry when he saw that scar? What she should be showing now is an expression of disgust at seeing how bad I look like ” , Helena said in her heart as soon as she saw Noah's face.

“ Who did this? No, who would dare to give all these wounds? ”

Just this time Helena heard a trembling voice from Noah.

“ Don't keep looking at me or you'll get sicker as soon as you see this filthy body ” grun Helena lower her head.

What did Noah feel when he saw Helena's scar there was a disgust? No, totally cleared that thought for Noah.

“ Why should I feel disgusted? Do you think I'd feel that way seeing your scar? But you're wrong Helena I don't feel at all that I feel right now is such a great anger making me want to kill the man who's done all this to you ”

“ You don't feel disgusted to see my body? Are you sure of what you said? ” said Helena can't believe.

“ At least I don't feel it ”

“ You can say that because you haven't seen all those horrible scars! ”

“ Then show me and I will prove to you that I do not feel disgusted at you in the least! ”

Helena's breathing felt heavy, she slowly inched away slightly from Noah. His hand moved to turn on all the lights in the room that had only been illuminated by the light of a dim sleep lamp to become luminous.

Helena turned her back to Noah showing her back and properly sliced the incision marks and several other large scars were clearly visible there. Even if Helena herself was asked what the object hurt her she could not tell which one was the wound due to broken bottles, lashes, lashes, knife incisions or even scars from pieces of wood that used to be hit on his body.

Although her body shook violently Helena, opened the rest of the clothes on her body. Turning her body towards Noah and showing her innocent thighs which were also covered in scars, tears slowly fell down Helena's cheeks. To him the scar on his body was like a great disgrace that made him feel dirty.

And he knew there would be no one who could not help but feel disgusted at those pitiful marks.

“ Now can you still say no disgust? There was nothing pulling from my body - everything was just a dirty trail..hah I told you ” Helena bit her lower lip firmly held back her cries as soon as she saw Noah's sharp gaze towards her and it was obvious shock was emanating there. Helena had expected that but seeing it straight away was more painful, making her have to try her hardest to hide her cries.

As if a strange surprise Noah pulled Helena's body back towards him, clutching Helena's body firmly in his support while the man kissed Helena as if he were evoking all the feelings he felt.

So deep that it made Helena difficult to breathe, which was surprising again not only because Noah who kissed all parts of his face as if he was not satisfied. But how also the man began to touch every scar on the body Helena slowly kissed the scar one by one.

“ Noah...” Ogled Helena as soon as Noah was in between her legs and the man lowered his head to kiss Helena's thigh, giving a soft touch and kiss on each of Helena's scars as if Noah didn't care if it was a scar or not.

“ Noah..stop I beg.” Helena's crying again broke she covered her face with both hands, he did not want to put hope or have to watch Noah who tried to comfort him with all the falsehoods and coercion of the man.

“ You don't like? I'll stop if you say it yourself ” Noah said as he aligned his position with Helena.

But Helena didn't answer she was still crying.

“ I love every inch of your body no matter if it's a scar or whatever. Since you are my wife so there is no reason for me to feel disgusted at the woman I have married ” Noah put away the soft hands of Helena that covered her face. Noah could see Helena's eyes crying a lot.

“ So don't consider your body worthless while only your body can make me crazy ” Noah's last words because after that he no longer talks anything, he just kept on kissing Helena along with doing the reunification.

Without starting another conversation, Noah just wants to spend the hot night with his wife. Eroding all the distance between them and channeling all the restrained feelings.

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