Being a Connecting Mother

S2 Helena Noah's

Until when Noah began to move lifting his body so lightly in his arms Helena showed no rejection at all.

“ Lowly people who do not have a heart like you do not deserve to be called humans ” read Noah saw the crowd of people then without caring about anything else he took Helena away from that place.

Everyone there was surprised and wondered who the man was, and they immediately realized that it was likely that the man was the one in the video with Helena. But as soon as Noah arrived they did not dare to dwell anymore.

Noah sat Helena gently in her car and placed the seatbelt on the woman, and she got in and drove the car away.

Along the way Helena sobbed, she just kept her head down while covering her face with both hands. Such a bitter cry was also with a heavy sense of disappointment as the sudden circumstances all turned to attack him.

“ Hah..” Noah's long breath that seemed also tired watching Helena who was still crying beside him, deciding to calm the woman down first Noah stopped the car on the side of the road.

“ Now that you are no longer in that village calm yourself down ”

Helena ignored Noah's words and continued to cry.

“ Saying sweet words is not my forte, so listen to me Helena. Now you know how bad things are because it changed your decision and I'm going to marry you, let me be responsible for protecting from people or any threats ” said Noah flat just a little emphasis.

“ Responsible? huh.” Helena let out a cold laugh at herself hearing Noah's words.

“ How are you responsible for everything that has been destroyed.the farm that I built with great difficulty.hiksss...protect your word? What about my self-esteem that has been destroyed.everyone thinks I'm a prostitute*r..hiksss..if you want to be responsible give it back as it was.I don't want to be like this.”

Noah is silent because he will not be able to return to his normal state.

“ A-I just want to live quietly there.I also do not greedy want to live too happy enough.hikss...sufficient if I can live everything as usual but why my fate is always like this? Do I not deserve to live quietly? ” Helena looked at Noah deeply where her still watery and reddened eyes looked at Noah so deeply.

“ I can restore the state of your farm as before even though it is not in that village anymore, but I will not promise all of it will run smoothly. One thing is for sure if you are already my wife I will not let anyone say anything bad about you you can hold my words this ”

For now, that was all Noah could give no more and no less because he had no intention of promising Helena sweet things if the edges were all lies.

“ Can you return my farm to the way it was? ” said Helena expectantly.

“ I can do that ” replied Noah with certainty.

Helena was still silently pondering over what Noah had said for a while.

“ But Helena my offer is not in a long time it all depends on your decision at this time. If you still refuse to marry then I can make sure that even if you later plead for me to be responsible I will not do that. I don't want to beg too much because I can't be good for too long ”

Noah brought his face closer to Helena's ear.

“ So answer me, do you want to marry me or not? ” whispered Noah in.

Helena distanced her body with perfectly rounded eyes surprised at how suddenly Noah could without a second thought say that.

“ I can not..how about later with Adira? I-I don't want ” push Helena stammering.

“ Ssttt.Do not think of others just think of my words earlier you want to get married or not. Your answer now will determine everything no need to care about others, think of yourself first ”

“ You already know I have a trauma..how will you marry me? Aren't you in trouble with that? ”

Noah grabs Helena's hand, making Helena want to immediately pull her hand back but is held back by Noah.

“ You may have had the trauma of coming into contact with a man but you may not have expected that you did not show a traumatic reaction if I touched you ” Noah explained with a hint of pride.

“ A-what do you mean? ”

“ See I hold your hand but you're fine and..

The cup!

Noah kissed the back of Helena's hand quickly.

“ You?! ” shock Helena.

“ For the trauma problem it is finished it is not good if later you can only contact with your husband ” Noah took off Helena's hand after a quick proof that he did.

Helena could not say anything about it, but indeed her body did not react normally in that stage maybe she had already fainted.

Noah glanced at his watch seeing how much time had been wasted while Helena continued to hesitate.

“ Do not forget your time is not much, just answer yes or no ” stressed Noah again.

“ Me-it's not a problem for you to marry without love ” Helena's voice slightly raised because she's ashamed to have to say that, , but he also had to make it clear to Noah that there was no love between them and did it not matter to the man?

“ Love? ” Noah thought for a moment.

“ I don't know knowing for such feelings, people do always say to get married out of love. But instead of it being too classic not everything happens should be because of that narrow feeling ”

“ Cih...now you say that then what if later you fall in love with a woman when you are married to me? Do you think it's funny right now because you still don't feel that feeling ” hiss Helena was annoyed by Noah's answer as if the man thinks he's a heartless robot.

“ Looks like I won't experience it, how about you alone? Have you ever had or even had a loved one? ” Noah asked back.

“ Ti-no, I never thought of such a thing. With this kind of trauma there is no way I feel those things, the irony is once ” Helena smiled obliquely considering her unfavorable self.

“ Good means let's just say we have a marriage without feelings, because it is for me that is not important. But Helena is one thing you should know I'm not a man who would forgive my wife if she loved someone else. I'm fine without feeling love, just like now if you're married never love anyone else ”

“ Hah? Does that make any sense? Possessiveness that's too scary as long as you know ”

“ I don't force you to love me, but that doesn't mean I have to let you love someone else. Because it has been discussed the problem now give your answer ” Noah looked at Helena while looking forward to the answer what the woman will give.

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