Being a Connecting Mother

Longing And Regret

“ Just ask yourself if all this time need a special reason so he loves you ” said Aidan.

“ How do I know he's doing this? Besides all this time I rarely talk to him ” Nadia still trying to dodge.

“ Because you turned a blind eye to the good deeds she did, everything Miss A did was bad for you. Of course he can only love you in silence, that is evident by the scrap paper and also the bouquet of flowers that he always gives after finishing watching your musical ” Aidan reveals all the truth because it feels no use he keeps hidden constantly.

“ That bouquet of flowers is also from Miss A?! She watched my musical?! ” Nadia asked did not expect she would hear it, fans who had been very eager to meet her turned out to be very close to her first.

“ Miss A even defies Daddy and keeps watching your every musical performance, I tell you all this so you can accept that you've done wrong to Miss A ” Aidan back into her room.

While Nadia stood trembling in shock after knowing that.

Nadia knows how creepy her Daddy's anger is but Adira is willing to accept it all and still watch the music. Nadia also knows Adira's decision to keep it a secret because if at that time she knew Adira was watching her music then she would definitely be very angry at Adira.

But now after knowing everything that was in Nadia's feelings was only a great sense of regret.

Until Nadia thinks now to go and find wherever Adira is. Even so it was true everything was too late all he could do was cry curled up in his bed.

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Aidan himself actually felt very missed Adira even though his heart also did not want Adira to return to this house again. Because he knew that when Adira returned to this house, the same suffering would return to her.

He wants to let Adira go, hoping that Adira can be happy by starting a new life without the influence of the Brown family.

“ Missing her doesn't mean I can give her happiness if she comes back to this house. I will be calmer if he can live happily, without suffering because of our treatment for him ” Aidan decided to let Adira go, he believes his family can only give Adira suffering.

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Zein returns to his room when the rest of the house is asleep, he climbs into his bed no matter how much he tries to forget but the shadow of Adira seems to always come to haunt him.

The figure of the girl when lying next to him, or when Adira protested about the smell of Zein cigarettes at that time.

Zein felt as if she had lost an important memory of the girl, for some reason she occasionally seemed to recall the image of Adira crying curled up under her support.

“ When I lost Starla it felt like I missed her a lot but I knew somehow she wouldn't be able to return to my side. Unlike the departure of Adira somehow I think that she can still return to my side ” muttered Zein.

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“ Why did he leave without bringing anything from this house? At least he can leave with divorce compensation money from Daddy ” Noah regrets the departure of Adira, for him all this time Adira is just a girl who is willing to do everything possible to get money instantly. Therefore according to him Adira wants to marry his Daddy who is a widower of four children.

Or claim the inheritance because Noah believes if Adira filed the claim during the divorce then of course he will get the property as well.

Adira has never denied Noah's accusations that she is a money-mad woman, but Adira's departure, which has not asked for any payment, has successfully broken all the allegations.

“ What if he doesn't really want money at all? Means I was the cause of his departure from this house ” Noah concluded.

“ I who always say rude to him, of course make him suffer. I shouldn't have done that then everyone wouldn't feel like losing ” to Noahhe's guilty of everything that happened, because at that moment it was clear he was witnessing Adira crying alone. Instead of being gentle Noah even lashed out at the girl cruelly.

Noah felt because he said Adira decided to leave the house.

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Lily cried in silence in her room it had been a few days since Adira's departure she always cried silently. The little girl always smiled and pretended not to feel sad at all.

And not once whining says miss Adira.

But actually she is the most lost among all, Lily lost the figure of the mother she had always missed. When Adira is around then Lily is completely filled with the affection of a mother.

Even to tell his Daddy Lily did not want to, because for him Adira has endured a lot of suffering. Lily knew if she held Adira back then it was possible that Adira would not leave.

But Lily no longer wants to be the cause of Adira to endure all that suffering.

“ Mama Lily misses..Is Mama okay? Mama is not sick anymore, Lily wants Mama not to cry because of pain again, but Lily misses Mama ” isak Lily wiped her tears slowly.

“ Though Lily has promised not to cry again..Lily had promised to let Mama go.but now Lily wants Mama back, Lily misses once.”

It was nothing new that the little girl was covering up her feelings from others. Because before the arrival of Adira, Lily was accustomed to not showing her sadness or suffering.

The same when following all the lessons that made him very tired, but rather than telling other family members that he was not able to. Lily chose to be quiet and still live it all, because she knew by being a submissive child then she would not bother Daddy or his brother who did not even have time to just ask Lily news.

Right now all the members of the Brown family are at the point of their own yearning and regret. Where they each thought he was the cause of Adira's departure, but no one dared to say directly that he was already guilty.

Nor does anyone dare say that they miss Adira, longing for the figure of the woman they have always given great hatred. No one wants to demean their own ego to start talking to their family that they really need Adira.

Therefore the family is at a point of closed and indifferent to each other high. Make them just go through the day in silence.

**Author apologizes for being late

There is an inevitable interest, sorry, friends.

To the confusion of this episode the author intends to describe each of the Brown family's feelings after Adira's departure. Because for the next episode will directly time skip to 6 months later😄

Happy Reading😘**