Being a Connecting Mother

What His Heart Is Made Of

“ Hmm. I hope that if someday my parents suddenly come and ask for money from Mas, please do not obey their wishes ” pinta Adira.

Zein could read the fear and worry on Adira's face which made the girl's face instantly grim when discussing about her parents.

“ Did your parents not treat you well? ” ask Zein curious.

Adira's eyes were perfectly rounded hearing Zein suddenly ask that.

Adira shook her head slowly.

“ Obviously you lied because I knew at that time if not me you would have married Ahmad Winanjaya ”, said Zein rejected Adira who said her parents were kind to her.

“ How did Mas know about it? ” Adira did not even expect Zein to know the initial plans of his parents.

Zein fell silent not knowing how to explain if at that time if he did not see Ahmad Winanjaya's strange appearance and followed the old man then certainly Adira would be slept with the old man. But upon seeing Ahmad Winanjaya enter a room where a girl lay unconscious there. Zein immediately beat and kicked Ahmad Winanjaya out of the room.

Without a single shred of Zein knowing there was a person who set a trap there. That ended up misdirected, Zein tried to open the door but it was locked from the outside so that Zein had no choice but to stay in the room.

Zein tried repeatedly to wake Adira up at that time but due to the influence of drugs or something else Adira did not wake up at all.

“ I can find such information easily ” replied Zein lying.

“ All has passed..I do not dispute it anymore or save hatred to them for it Mas ” said Adira sad.

“ You forgive the parents who sold you for only 500 million ” Zein said, it was like a slap of reality to Adira that Zein's remark pierced her heart because it was true that her pride was only worth 500 million.

“ I'm angry.but also know they did that because of circumstances that left them with no other choice. My family was having financial difficulties when my step-sisters had to go to school, to meet our needs My father needed the money ”

“ Are you still thinking about your step sister's school? You don't care what fate you have to get entangled with this marriage, then which parent you defend. Not once did I see them looking for or asking for your news ” Zein never thought Adira was still that cool to her family who had dumped her.

“ I forbid them to come or look for me Mas ”

Zein clucked in annoyance because the girl was still very patient having been treated like that.

“ Made of what his heart to not hate his parents, or he like this because he was used to being forced to sacrifice for others ”

“ That's because you know they just came looking for you to get the benefit ” firmly Zein, Adira can only look down embarrassed because Zein's words are true. But Adira is ashamed because no matter what his father's attitude he is still Adira's parents.

“ I'm angry because of those people we should be stuck in this marriage. Through all this complicated time ”

“ Sorry Mas...I'm really sorry for everything ” Adira knew Zein was most harmed because of the incident, she had to pay 500 million and was forced to marry Adira. This resulted in a split between Zein and her children.

Zein clenched his hands in anger because again the girl was just blaming herself.

“ Forget about it, at least you've tried to make amends for it. I will sleep ” Zein dodge fast because it does not last long see Adira with a sad and grim face. Zein felt the pain in his heart considering that the girl must have suffered a lot.

Adira looked at Zein's back who had been lying on her back. Can only sigh deeply considering back the chaos he caused with his presence in Zein's life.

Actually Zein is still not asleep his eyes can not be closed to think about his complicated relationship with Adira.

To be honest, Zein was afraid that it would be difficult for Lily to let go of Adira when the time came when Adira would leave. Also with Aidan who started to be close to his mother.

Whether Adira's departure will cause new suffering for her children, that's what Zein fears. But she also can't keep Adira from staying in this marriage. That girl is so young she certainly has dreams to do. Remaining married to Zein will only curb Adira, let alone Zein who cannot give her love to the girl. Or expecting Adira to love him.

Zein felt the bed move slightly, then Zein immediately turned her body towards Adira.

“ You are indeed stubborn yes ” furious Zein saw Adira who had to endure pain just to lay her body.

“ Turns out you're still not listening, I told you to ask for help if you need help ” annoyed Zein as she helped Adira lie down.

“ Sorry Mas...” Ogled Adira who did not deliberately ask for help Zein was afraid that it disturbed Zein's sleep.

“ Again sorry, but you show no remorse at all ”

Adira's tears just flowed down her cheeks.

“ What did I say? Until she cries ” , Inner Zein feels guilty seeing Adira who is crying.

“ I don't mean to be rude to you.I'm just a little upset because you don't want to ask for my help ” said Zein regretfully.

“ Ti-no Mas..hikss.aku..hiks...i can only trouble ” isak Adira.

Zein was really sorry that he shouldn't have to be that strict with Adira. Of course Adira is uncomfortable if she has to ask Zein for help where Zein usually ignores her.

Zein's hand moved by itself wiping Adira's tears, while the girl was still sobbing.

Zein brought his body closer to Adira's head and stroked Adira's hair slowly.

Not saying anything just let the girl vent all the sadness she had been enduring.

It used to be when Starla was upset and had problems that Zein would hug her letting her chest field as a backrest for Starla. Until he finally calmed down.

Zein does the same thing to Adira letting the girl cry her whole heart out in her arms while she caresses Adira's hair gently waiting until the girl calms down.

Adira feels warm as Zein clings to her making it seem as if she has someone to lean on so she can no longer resist venting all the emotions she's been hiding from everyone all along.

“ Don't be afraid to ask me for help when you need it ” said Zein slowly then dyed Adira's head gently.

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