"My Husband Doesn't Match My Expectations"

Think positive only

With slowly land nature of the husband can change, if we force the example of telling the husband to change is very unlikely and impossible, the existence of a husband will be harder it will trigger a fight.

It is better to leave it to God, because only God can turn a person's heart.

Just as I expected my husband not to smoke anymore, God gave me a work accident falling from the elevator. Although accidents do not we expect there to be a beautiful plan behind it all. Thankfully, my husband is okay.

"I've come with 2 numbers, 1 special number for you, 1 special number for me yes don't be bothered I want my Vespa repair/service, please, if your number is up to you want to use for what to buy gold can also" husband said to me. Only in that way can he give, with cash where there is.

"ok lah, really yes 1 number for me, do not be bothered" I immediately replied to the husband's explanation.

Don't be bothered the special intention to buy my gold is not for kitchen purposes.

My desire to make extra money right now is very difficult, considering that my fourth child is still nursing me, hard to leave behind, in terms of foster money and money to buy formula milk and also the cost of transportation of children to school 3 people how much, if my salary is not how much for what, not to mention tired me, not to mention tired me, the child's mental health has been left at work. I also need to consider all of that.

I have to find a job online, which does not take my time to leave the child, I am still in the early stages of making novels via online, there is still a lot of learning, there is still a lot of learning, not yet known to the public so it can not be expected to increase spending money.

What can be done now is to empower monthly spending money, it must be more economical so that it can save a little.

Tutt's...Tutt's...Tutt's...

Immediately I picked up my HP that had sounded and had 2 missed calls, his voice in silent children, children, because the most nominees hold hp is indeed children in use to play games, tiktok, YouTube or just see the wa group from school that informs the task of schoolwork. I only had the opportunity to use HP at night or take a nap even if the child again took a nap.

"Hello" I replied to an unknown number because the number was not saved.

"Hello, this brother I'm Mory" he replied at the end of the phone

Mory is my little brother.

"Oh, what's wrong, healthy you deck" I asked full of question marks, when I arrived to call my mummy in my heart.

"Sister, borrow your sister's money to be solemn, I'm in this collision, I've not been home with your sister-in-law for 2 months" replied the mory to answer my curiosity.

"What's the problem?, strange you guys I see, a little fight, immediately want to play divorce, you think marriage is playing games" with full emotion I explained to Mory

" I also have no money, I've had a lot of problems, lazy I think about your problems" I sniffed to Mory.

"Don't you please pay me, I'll send you no account of me yes" he begged expectantly.

"I don't promise, I don't have any money either" I hung up the phone quite upset.

I do not have money, there is a little savings from the reseller online sale, I told my husband about my sister Mory's problem and I said that Mory wants to borrow money, the husband was there and heard when the phone came in from Mory.

The husband quickly replied "where there is money, seriously there is no money" he replied with confidence.

I know for sure the husband will not care about my family affairs, I do not want to be the same fate with the mother-in-law, ever his sister also asked for money, ask for treatment, ask for treatment, when the mother-in-law asked the Father-in-law for 600k, the father-in-law said nothing, but after a few days later the son of his brother father-in-law married, the father-in-law was able to give 5million, and the father-in-law was able to give 5 million, the mother-in-law is very sad because the father-in-law does not care about the family of the mother-in-law, the mother-in-law is just like me as a housewife. I did not want to feel such a thing, so it became a grudge for the mother-in-law that caused her to keep thinking.

In front of my husband I said I have no money, tomorrow I transfer 300k without the knowledge of my husband, I am satisfied to be able to help, I do not expect it will be changed.

Unbeknownst to my husband and I did it accidentally, I was going to send a photo of a photo of the photo from my husband's phone to my HP because today's moment is the 3rd birthday of the child.

I have chosen a pretty good photo, after being ready to send, it turns out the photo was not sent because the network was damaged. By accident he meant to see a photo of children in the gallery, I saw a photo screenshot of proof of transfer of husband to alumni of Junior High School and Junior High School each with a number of 200,000. I was also surprised that my husband gave money to others without my knowledge, whose sick husband claimed there was no money for me, he said, he is more concerned and caring for Junior High School alumni than my family.

What can I do, I did not clarify the evidence of the transfer to the husband, lazy end later even fight.

The principle is that I also do not want to be sick because of the thought of the behavior of the husband, I can only pray and hope that my provision will be opened so that I do not depend on the husband, very sick not to be able to give to our family, very sick to give to our family, though the husband can give to his family, even if it is owed.

I try to think more openly and positively, hopefully everything that happens to me can make the motivation to be more advanced and excited continue.

I believe my husband will be aware, and open-mindedly he can care about my family, not count my family. Though my father helped our economic situation a lot, but the husband seemed to forget all that.

Even my husband suspects that I'm giving secretly to my family. And I never did, for my mother's fare if I came to the city even though I never gave it, I never held the money.

Once I sell online and there is little I can keep, I can give a little and I feel happy, so that I do not grudge and continue to hurt my husband.