"My Husband Doesn't Match My Expectations"
The husband is more royal to others than to his own wife
Success in the household is not only measured by how much wealth is obtained, my quarrel with my husband is not just because of lack of spending money, but because I am not considered, as I am not considered, the husband often makes his own decisions, the husband does not sincerely go out of money to buy my own needs, but for his needs and satisfaction very quickly. Oh yes the husband is also very royal to friends or other people, to his own brother, rather than royal to his wife and child. He came home from work yesterday during the morning shift, came home from work in the afternoon, came home with friends, and brought the bird with his cage, when he got home with his friend I tried to smile. The husband immediately explained the origin of the bird without me asking first.
"My friend Suranta really needs money, his wife is sick, so he sells one of his bird collections, so there is help to cover his needs" said the husband trying to explain to me. I just kept quiet, in my heart. Indeed you always have been.sometimes no matter, less need for the kitchen, in your heart enough that you have given, maybe even more, my husband sometimes suspects that I have given to my parents.
Now the husband has collected 2 cutcer birds, 1 old bird and 1 new bird purchased. This new bird whistled quite melodious, different from the old bird, only able to salto ria, whistling only potluck.
After a few months there is a husband friend named Egi come to the house, to appoint a handyman for home renovation, we intend to renovate the kitchen, install kitchen floor tiles, make the kitchen roof, make the kitchen roof, and all wall plaster, the kitchen is only 1*12 m, just enough for cooking activities, to install the dining table does not fit because it is narrow. But we withdrew the desire to renovate, because the cost of the requested craftsman is far from our target, meaning that currently there is not enough funds. Next time wait for the money first.
The newly purchased bird whistled quite melodious.Egi's husband's friend felt interested and intended to buy the bird. Either the husband feels already in love with the bird, Egi's offer is rejected. In my mind why not accept the offer, it is quite profitable, 100k of the purchase price yesterday. I have been lazy to ask why the husband does not want to accept the offer of Egi, the husband always thinks that in my brain is always money.
In my mind always ask"What is the husband to keep birds?", the cost of eating every month spent a decent amount of funds, buy caterpillars, crickets only 2 times a week with a nominal of 5,000/ounce. not to mention pellets, not to mention pellets, spray the medicine to beautify the fur he said, I sometimes get upset. After all, the husband is not good at training so that his voice is melodious, never participated in the race.
Though there was a daughter of mine, which was very difficult to eat, but if she drank milk I think she likes, but because she can not buy milk, my child's weight is very less, so arguably cungkring, so, thin and tall. If my husband can think, he should sacrifice more of his hobby should, later if things have improved can finally, whether what is on his mind, maybe he thinks of the affairs of children yes my business, my business, but he knows how much spending money is given, tends to be less. I don't know if I don't know his way of thinking, it should be the husband who buys all the necessities so that he knows how much I spend. I once told her like that, "what good are you, so smart is to wear it" she told me.
After I no longer take care of my mother-in-law, my school holidays and my children take vacations to the village of my father and mother. With my mother I feel comfortable, pretty good for almost a month of vacation can reduce the money to eat, just think about the money to eat a husband because he is alone at home. We also only need the cost to go, the cost of returning home father who gave him, there is a sticky greeting also given by the father to the child. Since this is a class-raising holiday, it means that it will enter a new school year after this holiday. It's gonna take a new book, a new bag, new shoes. Because the mother has money from the harvest, some of the mother's money is given to the child to buy new books, new bags, and new shoes. Sometimes I am sad to ask my mother's father, I should be the one to give them, but I never give anything, even for the cost of going home mom if mom comes to my house I never give, because indeed I never hold more money I just rationed by my husband.
After a vacation to the house of father and mother, we also stopped by the house of sister-in-law Moria, my sister-in-law is the first sister-in-law of the husband, the economic situation is good, Moria often helps us, Moria often helps us, if we go to his village we are often taken to tourist attractions, Moria also bought children clothes, not to forget I was also given, Moria also bought clothes, if any of her clothes are unused and still worth giving to me.
If you have returned to the village of bags that were only one, now it becomes two. Lots of clothes for me and my kids. Moria also gave a greeting to me and the children. The outboard greetings given were enough for our return fare to the city.
The help of clothes given to me and children is very grateful, because my clothes and children are very minimal, even look like old clothes, because the color has faded. We rarely buy clothes, buy clothes only at the end of the year just accept THR it was only 2 pairs/person.
I am thankful that there are so many good people around me. We are not less stylish with neighbors even though we are arguably the poorest people in the complex, and we try never to owe and complain to the neighbors. Because we don't know someone's heart. It could be that our neighbors are badmouthing us with others.
After arriving at the house husband told me that the last purchased bird had been eaten by rats, the husband hung it in the kitchen, but in the kitchen there was no roof. Somehow the mouse reached out to the bird, the morning after waking up trying to feed it, there were only a few feathers in the cage, and the cage condition there were a few drops of blood. Again, I just kept quiet, only God knew how I felt when the bird was bought by my husband. And again the husband has not realized how important his wife's ridho, if my husband is more sensitive to my feelings, and sincere to make me happy, surely his recovery will be abundant. Like her husband hasn't realized it. And I hope someday my husband can sincerely give it to me. I do not expect more, we have gone through the ark of this household from zero, from nothing.
Finally we renovated the Kitchen, it was forced at the time of receiving THR he end of the year, if not in the installments little by little when else. The condition of the kitchen that is not renovated makes a lot of rats, I sometimes disgust a lot of rat taik under the stove, before cooking I do have to clean the stove first, but the next day dirty again, dirty again, because the night of the rat in action.
Dish shelves, refrigerators that were in the living room can now be moved to the kitchen, the atmosphere of the house so it looks airy. there is no more smell of pee or rat. I hope we can renovate another part of the house. Hopefully, increase his recovery.
