(May) I Fall in Love

Seek Calm

Ever since the misunderstanding that occurred between her and Luna, Haura preferred to stay away from Luna. Haura has repeatedly apologized and also asked Luna for an explanation of her mistake, but Luna still persists with her silence. Also getting cold towards Haura. Until finally this decision was what Haura chose. Stay away and withdraw from her two best friends.

Haura's decision certainly received a firm rejection from Adel. Adel is very regretful if the friendship between him, Haura and Luna ended just because of a problem. For Adel all problems there must be a way out. Unfortunately, Luna did not think so.

"We can correct all these misunderstandings" Adel told Haura hours ago as the two walked together to head to their respective excretory rooms.

"What should be repaired?" replied Haura by continuing to look ahead. The girl did not look at Adel who had been talking to her since. Haura was hiding her sadness. If you look directly at Adel, Haura will come back crying like days ago. Haura felt very lost because of Luna's indifference to her.

Adel stopped his footsteps. Realizing that Adel was no longer walking next to him, Haura stopped her steps. The girl turned around and looked at her best friend who was a few steps behind her. Haura can catch a look of sadness on Adel's face.

"We can talk to Luna again. Don't get rich off each other now. We can be together again. We fix it together. I don't want to lose you both. I miss the old us. We are always together. We laugh together" said Adel Lirih.

"I want to fix everything. But I never even knew where it was wrong? I can't fix anything because I don't know what to fix myself" Haura replied in a trembling voice.

Until now Luna is still reluctant to explain what she actually hid all this time from Haura and Adel. His jealousy at the closeness of Niko and Haura has made the beautiful girl unable to think well. Anger, sadness, disappointment and jealousy had taken hold of Luna. Although Luna knows that Haura is not entirely guilty, Luna is still disappointed that Haura did not tell her the truth about the night that her best friend was with Niko at their school.

Although within a few steps, Haura could see the tears escaped from the beautiful eyes of her best friend Adel. The beautiful girl was crying. For the first time Haura saw her best friend Adel cry. Haura knew that the problems that had occurred between her and Luna not only made her sad but Adel also felt the same way.

"I beg you not to cry" Haura told her friend. The girl immediately approached Adel and hugged him tightly.

"Why should I be rich Ra? Hiikkks..." Finally Adel's cry broke. The sense of guilt further stifled Haura's chest. The girl continued to blame herself for Luna's change in attitude towards her, also now Haura felt very guilty because Adel was crying over their friendship.

"I'm sorry Del." Those were the only words Haura could say. Sorry for all the mistakes he made with his two best friends. Haura rubbed Adel's back to calm her best friend down.

"I miss the old us" said Adel, wiping away the tears on her pretty face.

"You're ugly to know that it's crying" Haura said, wiping away her best friend's tears.

Hearing Haura's words, Adel laughed in between the rest of her tears.

"Promise never cry again Del."

"Hmmm. I'll always try to help you fix all the misunderstandings between you."

"I'll fix everything my way. I promise."

The two also link their little fingers together as a form of a covenant bond. Afterwards Haura and Adel again continued their footsteps towards their respective excretory rooms along with the conversation that was still continuing.

"If we grow up, how will you remember me?" asked Haura while continuing to walk with Adel. Even the two teenagers were walking while linking their fingers together.

"I will remember you as my best friend. My dear friend, dear one," replied Adel sincerely.

"Thank you Adel."

"Never forget me. Because I will always remember you. You and Luna and everyone I love, "inner Haura.

Without Adel realizing Haura wiped the tears that still hung at the end of her beautiful eyes. The girl tried to smile even though her heart was crying.

***

Since then Haura walked down the school corridor without looking ahead. The girl continued to look down, counting one by one her footsteps. Even the girl adjusted her steps on one by one the tiles of her school corridor.

The school is starting to look lonely. The sound of the students filling the building was slowly gone. There were hardly any more students there. Haura deliberately went home longer than the other students. In recent days, Haura prefers to be alone. Stay away from the hustle and bustle at school. When the hour of rest arrived, the girl preferred to be alone in the library. Even in the school cafeteria, Haura prefers to sit by herself even if there are two best friends there. No one accompanied. Because from the beginning only Luna and Adel wanted to be friends with him.

What about Farel? Haura also deliberately avoided Farel. But the last few days, Haura had never even seen Farel at school. The girl wanted to try to contact Farel, but she said that she wanted to talk again. Haura just didn't want to be as if she was toying with the feelings of men as well as Farel.

Stay away from everything. It was the best choice Haura had taken.

"www...." Haura grimaced in pain from hitting someone. The girl rubbed her own head without seeing who the person she had hit just now.

Without the girl realizing that since then there has been someone who continues to pay attention to every movement. None of Haura's actions escaped the person's attention.

"What are you thinking?"

Haura recognized the voice. Immediately Haura looked at the person standing right before her.

"Sister Farel," cried Haura.

"Farel liked to appear suddenly. Where's Brother Farel going?" Although Haura always tried to avoid Farel, but the girl could not hide her worry about Farel

"What else do you think?" Farel asked the girl in front of him. The handsome man seemed to know that many things were being thought of by the girl before him.

"Emmm.... Haura again did not think of anything, sis," replied Haura lying.

"Basar boy... You're not good at lying, Haura."

"So, Brother Farel, Haura didn't think of anything."

"Tell me the same if you need a place to tell a story."

Haura smiled warmly at Farel. The man was really sincere with her.

"About that night," Farel paused for a moment before continuing his words.: The man saw the look on Haura's face turned anxious as he said "that night." Of course Haura understood the night Farel meant. The night she declared her love for Haura.

Ever since his confession that night, Farel realized that Haura kept away from him. The girl felt guilty for refusing her love. But that's not what Farel wanted. Farel did not want Haura to leave his life. It was not why his love was unrequited, as long as the man could always take care of Haura. From the beginning Farel already knew that Haura's love was only for Nevan.

"Don't stay away from me because of my confession that night. You understand the boy. Hmmmm.." said Farel, smiling at Haura.

"Haura apologize brother."

Farel did not answer anything anymore. The man clasped Haura's fingers and asked the girl to follow in his footsteps.

"Where are we going, brother?" asked Haura as she continued to walk after Farel.

"home. Do you want to be here until tomorrow?" Farel turned his head for a moment looking at the girl walking behind him.

Haura tried to compensate for Farel's footsteps. Slowly the girl tried to let go of Farel's hand. The man understood Haura's intentions and immediately let go of her hand.

"Sister Farel."

"Hmm."

Silent. Haura seemed to think of something. Farel turned his head to look at Haura who was walking beside him. The girl did not say anything more after calling her name.

"What's wrong?" ask Farel.

"How about..." Haura hesitated to continue her words.

"What?"

Haura turned to look at Farel. Both of them continued their steps.

"So Farel know how to disappear? Haura wants to disappear for a while."

"For?" ask Farel full of probes.

"Of course."

"What you think is not necessarily true. Believe me, everything will improve again" said Farel as if he understood very well that something was weighing heavily on Haura's mind.

"Will Brother Farel remember Haura if Haura leaves one day?"

"Basar boy.... I won't forget you forever and you won't be able to go anywhere" Farel said.

There was no conversation between the two. Only the sound of their footsteps could be heard down the school corridor towards the parking lot.

Disappear. Either disappear forever or disappear from the chest-stifling problem. Haura just thought about disappearing. Rest his heart and mind. Looking for calm that knows where. Haura lost her best friend and lost her love.

"Nevan.... Do you remember me?"

Haura smiled wryly to herself.