(May) I Fall in Love

I'll Stay Alive Until I'm Late

Since then Haura is still cool with her mobile phone. Give some likes on a social media account. Some recent photos there. Beautiful and handsome faces are clearly visible in the photo. They wear warm clothes. Some photos of snow. It is currently December. The peak of the season is in most countries located on other continents.

It was Nevan's social media account. Photos of him and other friends every day appear on Haura's social media homepage. Nevan is very handsome. Haura did not deny that. Since then Haura continues to see one by one photos on social media owned by Nevan. There's a picture of him there too.

That's how Haura took off the longing since Nevan's departure a few days ago. Nevan left early in the morning, and even Nevan did not say goodbye to Haura. Not without Nevan doing that. The teenage boy could not have been able to leave if he said goodbye to Haura. I can't leave Haura. But Nevan has missed Anna a lot.

On the way Nevan contacted Haura to say goodbye by phone. It was the best way to say goodbye to Haura. That's how Nevan thought.

Every now and then Haura smiles admiring Nevan's good looks. Nevan's face is perfectly sculpted. A gift that God gave to that man. Once again Haura also looks upset when she finds a picture of her with a careless face on Nevan's social media feed. Added with a very annoying caption.

Haura doesn't know when Nevan took her picture. Haura has not realized that Nevan has always been photographing herself secretly.

"I miss you Van," muttered Haura single-handedly.

Every day, the two teenagers give each other news. Whether it's through a short message, a phone call or even a video call. But it feels different if not directly.

In that luxurious mansion Haura felt lonely. Though before Nevan's arrival there, Haura was ordinary with the atmosphere as it is today. But somehow now it feels different. There is less. Of course Nevan's presence.

After feeling enough with his cellphone, Haura also put the flat object next to her sleeping pillow.

The sound every second of the clock sounds so loud in the ears. The wall clock shows time has passed midnight. Haura still could not close her eyes. The sleepiness has not come.

Actually, Haura had been waiting for news from Nevan. Since morning Nevan has not taught it. Not even a short message. Haura continued to wait. Hopefully Nevan will send him a message even if it's just a good-bye.

The atmosphere of the night was so calm. The girl was sure that her mother had slept in the mimi realm. Maybe he was dreaming of meeting his father. Hope so. That's Haura's hope.

"Where are you Van?" Haura continues to monologue with herself.

"Why have you been missing all day. You're all right there?"

Haura tried to close both her eyes. Some forced themselves to sleep. Win his mind and heart that continues to glare at the figure of Nevan. Missed very much. The girl was really made insomniac because of her longing for Nevan.

"Let's go dong mata, please cooperate," said Haura again.

"Heart and mind also please calm down. Don't keep thinking about Nevan. Not necessarily there Nevan thinks of me. Forget Nevan. forget Nevan. Gotta sleep Haura."

Haura pulled the blanket over her head. Hugged the roll very tightly. Haura's clockwork sounds are thought to be the strains of a bedtime melody.

A few minutes the girl calmed down under her blanket. Before Haura sat herself down again. Then he grabbed the flat object he had placed next to his sleeping pillow.

"Very well, if you call me. I won't pick up your phone. You just wait for Nevan, I won't pick up your phone" Haura grumbled at the phone in her hand.

Not yet intermittent minutes, there was a ringtone sound from Haura's phone. Not like the girl said a few seconds ago. In fact, Haura immediately raised a phone call from Nevan. That's how women, always lose when it comes to matters of the heart.

"Hi Van.." replied Haura.

"You haven't slept Ra? It's midnight, isn't it?" nevan asked again. Because Haura's voice did not sound like someone who had just woken up from sleep.

"No, I was sleeping. Suddenly you are a nelfon. It's really disturbing Van," Haura grumbled.

Nevan laughed at Haura's words. Nevan knows that Haura is lying. "You miss me this day, Ra?" nevan asked teasing the girl who was a few days away from him.

*"I'll see if you miss me.... Hmmm..." Anyone who heard Nevan and Haura talking at this moment, would definitely think that they were lovers who were being separated by distance.

"Not at all," Haura replied lying. Though since then he continues to urgently wait for kabara from Nevan.

"But I miss you Ra. Very missed you. I thought after a day I didn't tell you, you would cry and say miss me. It didn't turn out?" Nevan said as if demanding honesty from Haura. But everything Nevan says is the truth of what he feels.

"So you haven't missed me all day, Haura?" Across there Nevan's voice seemed disappointed that Haura had not thought about it at all.

"Sheemmmm...." Haura. Wrong behavior, that's what the teenage girl felt. It's a good thing Nevan doesn't see it at the moment.

"Do I have to be clear, Van?" A statement describing Haura's feelings.

"Yes, because I want to hear it."

"I want to hear honesty from you, Haura," Nevan continued.

"I'm very upset.... Until I want to cross the ocean to meet you.... Haha...." Haura tried to dilute the atmosphere so as not to look awkwardly revealing her longing to Nevan.

But Nevan's subsequent confession actually makes Haura more wrong behavior*"I also..." *

"Wait for me to come home, Haura. Just a few more days. Don't worry about me, 'cause I'm fine here. Only one thing worries me, which is to be away from you, Haura."

Haura nodded in understanding. This cannot be seen at all by Nevan. Like a hypnotic spell, Nevan's words are like a beautiful melody in Haura's ears.

"Now you sleep, Haura. I'll keep you asleep."

It was not a grey night but a longing night. That was how Haura and Nevan felt. The two teenagers admitted to each other a longing separated by distance. For Haura Nevan is her love. A love that will never be said. And for Nevan Haura is her life. Not admitting love but being the best part he always wanted to protect.

Haura fell asleep in her beautiful dreams. Nevan kept his promise, accompanying the girl to sleep. Haura's regular breathing sounds were clearly heard in Nevan's ears. The man smiled.

"I love you Haura. I will take care of you forever."