(May) I Fall in Love

Can't I Be Him?

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Haura sat at the mini bar waiting for Farel to finish with his cooking. Since then Haura has been paying close attention to the way Farel cooks. The man was so good at cooking. The clanking of cooking utensils dominated the room. Haura was very impressed to see the show that Farel was showing in front of her. This is also the other side of Farel that is only known by Haura.

Meanwhile out there the rain is still pouring down. Haura was able to see the view of almost the entire city through the glass windows she was in. The girl hopes that tonight she can see the flickering lights of the city through the heights. But that all seems not to be realized considering that since last evening the rain has not stopped until eight that night.

Previously Haura had asked her mother for permission to go home a little late. Likewise, Farel who specifically called Bu Lastri apologized because Haura was with him until nightfall. Farel did not want Bu Lastri to worry about Haura, nor did the man ever want Bu Lastri to think badly of him because Haura was with him.

Since then Haura has only been a spectator of Farel cooking shows. The girl did not bother Farel at all with her work. Nor ask anything. Just looking and amazed. Any girl who saw Farel then would instantly fall in love with him. The man is so perfect, handsome, loving and also smart cooking is an added value to him. But unfortunately Haura will never be captivated by Farel's charm.

A plate of spaghetti landed right in front of Haura. Also a glass of juice to complement their dinner. The smell of food directly dominates Haura's sense of smell. Of course it will taste as good as it smells, that's how the girl thought. Haura scrutinized the spaghetti dish before her. Not to forget the girl took her phone to capture images of Farel's cooking.

"It's time for dinner" said Farel. The man had opened the apron he was wearing while cooking. Farel's appearance is still handsome even though he has just struggled with cooking ingredients.

"Spaghetti and rain, it seems to be a perfect fit" Farel said, as he landed his body on a chair in front of Haura. The two sat facing each other. It was a very special dinner for Farel to have with Haura. So too with Haura. The girl was so happy that Farel cooked for her.

Haura had been impatient to taste Farel's cooking and immediately nodded following Farel's invitation.

"Good-bye Brother Farel," exclaimed Haura. The girl immediately scooped the spaghetti in front of him.

"Awwww... hot," Haura quipped as she fanned her mouth using her hands. He forgot that the food was still hot.

Farel swiftly gave a glass of water to Haura. Hoping to immediately relieve the heat that attacked Haura's tongue. "Be careful Haura, in the blow first..it's still hot."

"Haura forgot brother... Haura finally can't wait to try Kak Farel's cooking," said Haura regretfully. Farel smiled at the behavior of the girl who was with him.

They both enjoyed their dinner. Clangs of spoons, forks and also melodic tub plates that accompany their dinner. True Farel said, spaghetti and rain is very suitable. Haura finished her entire meal without remaining a bit.

"Haura was full, sis," said Haura, not forgetting the smile on her sweet face.

"Kak Farel's spaghetti is really delicious" Haura said. Both of Haura's thumbs shuffled to confirm that Farel's cooking was truly outstanding. "Haura did not think that Farel was very good at cooking."

Farel smiled happily at Haura's praise for her. "Thank God you like it."

"Like dong sak, so good to know. Haura honestly, Brother Farel is great."

"It could be you," Farel pinched the second squash of Haura's cheeks.

"Karna Kak Farel already cooked for Haura, so now let Haura do the dirty dishes." Haura swiftly picked up the dirty plate that Farel had collected in her hand.

"Now it's Farel's turn to sit there and Haura to clean up the rest of our dinner." Haura pointed at the chair she had been sitting in.

"All right." Farel followed Haura's words. But the man did not sit where Haura suggested. Farel stood leaning against the refrigerator and watched Haura wash the utensils one by one.

Every movement of Haura did not escape Farel's vision. The man was so happy for three days with Haura. "Thank you Ra."

"Thank you for three days with me. I'm so happy."

Haura smiled warmly at the man who had been standing up since looking at her working. "Haura is also grateful because for three days, Brother Farel has invited Haura to play. Haura is happy," Haura said honestly while continuing her work.

As the two were conversing, Haura's phone rang again. Actually, since then, Haura's cellphone continues to ring, but Haura deliberately does not answer it. It was not that the girl did not want to talk to the caller, but Haura wanted to enjoy her last day with Farel. Haura just wanted to keep her promise to Farel.

Although the one who called him was the very person in the future, but Haura did not want to disappoint Farel.

Haura's cell phone rang never stopped. Finally Farel picked up Haura's phone which was located on the mini bar table. It was along with Haura who had finished with her washing activities.

"Nevan." said Farel as he looked at Haura who was walking towards him. The ring stopped again. Farel was able to see notifications of missed calls over fifty times. That means Nevan has been contacting Haura since.

"Yes brother... It was Nevan who called Haura."

"May Haura ask for Haura's phone?" asked Haura because her phone was still in Farel's hands.

"Can you not answer his call?" Farel asked Haura.

Haura looked at Farel. The man looked very serious about his words.

Haura's fingers interlocked. The girl was confused as to what decision she would make. In a way, Haura wanted to keep Farel feeling. But on the other hand, Haura is eager to answer a phone call from Nevan. Since then, Haura has been ignoring Nevan. Many messages that Nevan sent for him, but only in reply by Haura.

The next minute the voice of the tone of the call from Haura's phone again rang. Which means Nevan's back in touch with him. The flat object was still in Farel's hands. So also with Farel still staring in the direction of Haura who looks very wrong with the current conditions.

"You know Haura, that I love you?" the words escaped from Farel's mouth. It's not a question but a statement. A statement of love from Farel to Haura.

Farel had often told Haura that he loved Haura. Unlike the case with now, this is the first time Farel said love to Haura blatantly.

"I love you and I'm sure you can feel how I feel for you" Farel said.

Haura was silent a thousand languages. The girl was unable to say a word. Guilt rules him. How could he not know about Farel's feelings for her. All of that is clearly visible from the attitude of Farel who is so loving and protecting him.

There was never the slightest desire in Haura's mind to play with Farel's sincere feelings for her. Haura loved the man dearly, but not as much as Farel's affection for him. Love is not for Farel.

The girl lowered her eyes looking at her toes. Haura could not see Farel's sad eyes. The man's heart was wounded, Haura knew about it. And the wound was because of him.

Tears escaped from both of Haura's beautiful eyes. The girl was completely enveloped by such a deep sense of guilt. He could not repay Farel's love and sincerity for her.

"Look at me Haura," Pinta Farel raised my daku Haura to stare at her.

"Is that love wholly Nevan's? Can't I be him?"

Haura's cry broke. It's like rain coming down out there. Unite in the melody of regret and longing. The girl slammed into Farel's body tightly. A hug filled with guilt in the man who had been very kind to him.

"I'm sorry Haura Brother." Haura's sobs filled the entire place.

Farel felt guilty for Haura. The man returned Haura's embrace with equal strength. Trying to calm his raging feelings. Farel already knows that Haura loves Nevan. But somehow the sense of wanting to have Haura is so controlling lately.

For a while, Farel let Haura cry in his arms. Surely that hug was also a tranquilizer for Farel. "You love him so much.... Hmmmm?" farel asked as Haura's cries began to subside.

"He means so much to you?" ask Farel again. Before expressing his feelings to Haura, Farel had prepared in disappointment. There was a sense of relief that Farel felt because he had been honest with his own feelings.

"Even Haura is ready to get hurt for him." the answer Haura gave greatly explained that Nevan meant a lot in Haura's life. Nevan is a winner without fighting. Haura is really in love with only one name, Nevan.

The phone ring is not over yet. There was someone who was far away there was also being overwhelmed with anxiety. There is a longing that will be long to meet again.