(May) I Fall in Love

This is Not Love, Is it?

Haura was so busy with the pile of clothes she was drying. Sometimes the lips of the teenage girl look kamit like chanting a spell. Netra Haura also several times turned to an open book and placed on a long chair in the drying area. Chairs that are intended so that anyone who is drying clothes can rest for a while when feeling tired.

While continuing to dry the spill of clothes in the basket, Haura did not stop to glance at the book and her mouth also continued to commit kamit. There's no one there. Only Haura and also the spell cast by the teenage girl.

Haura speaks about the theory of the Law of Fixed Comparison and the Law of Multiple Comparisons. It is a subject matter of Chemistry. Yes, that is what Haura is doing, working while repeating the subject matter she has learned.

Haura tries to make the most of her time to help her mother and also study for the semester exams, which start tomorrow, on Monday. For Haura, it does not matter if she has to study while doing homework. There was at least some of the subject matter stuck in his memory. Only at night did Haura really focus on learning. Even to argue with Nevan or Zayn, Haura rarely does.

When dusk came, Haura began to confine herself in the room to study. For one week, the teenage girl was no longer seen passing by in the main house at night. Because Bu Lastri had forbidden Haura to help him prepare dinner for the Sander family. Bu Lastri wanted her daughter to focus on learning. For him it was enough that Haura helped ease his work during the day.

One by one the clothes in the basket began to move on the clothesline. After spending almost thirty minutes, without feeling the basket was empty.

**huffff..... **Haura breathes rough. Marking the teenage girl was very relieved that her work had been completed.

Haura did not directly leave the sowing area. He preferred to rest for a while on the long chair that was there. The girl grabbed her book and began to focus on reading every word written there.

Because he was too focused on his textbooks, Haura did not realize that she had been noticed by Nevan. Since Haura was drying clothes while occasionally glancing at her textbooks, until the teenage girl focused on her textbooks.

Nevan continued to observe Haura without making a single sound. Nevan's lips formed a crescent moon arch, looking at her best friend Haura. I don't know why Haura is such a unique and fascinating object to Nevan. Teenage girls who always look simple and what is always managed to attract the attention of Nevan.

"What are you doing?" a voice whispered right in Nevan's ear.

"Grandmas...." Nevan, who was very surprised because someone whispered to her, turned around and found her Grandma figure right behind her.

"Nevan no longer sees Haura," Nevan continued.

"Grandma didn't say you were looking at Haura." Madam Ana smiled meaningfully to find her favorite granddaughter was like being caught off guard because she was watching Haura.

Actually, since then, Lady Ana has been near Nevan, taking care of what her granddaughter is seeing to make Nevan smile with sweetness. Of course, it was in accordance with his assumption that Nevan was watching over Haura who had been unaware of Nevan's whereabouts.

"Haura's pretty, isn't she, Van?"

"Very beautiful," Nevan replied involuntarily. In addition Nevan netra seemed so reluctant to turn away from the figure of Haura who was cool with her book. Haura's long hair is rolled up to show the impression of mature and cute simultaneously. Not to mention the sweat that fell slowly from the temples of the teenage girl, making her look even more beautiful in Nevan's eyes.

A second later Nevan rounded her eyes and looked at Lady Ana. The handsome teenager realized that he had just praised Haura in front of his Grandma.

"Nevan doesn't mean that, Grandma. Haura is beautiful, that means aren't all women beautiful? Not because Nevan has more feelings than a friend to Haura. Nevan only praised Haura as beautiful because of Haura....."

"Grandma understood," Miss Ana cut off before Nevan finished her speech. Speech that might be repeated again by the granddaughter of his handsome. That he praised Haura only because Haura was a woman who was born beautiful.

"It's not because of Nevan..."

"So much Grandma aja deh,” replied Nevan Iirih. For Nevan there is no point in arguing with her Grandma, because since the first Nevan was never able to hide anything from Lady Ana. During his ten years living with his Grandma in Sydney, Nevan has always made his Grandma the place where he pours out all his feelings. Be it a school problem even a love problem. Lady Ana is like a mother to Nevan.

“You like Haura?” madam Ana asked suddenly who almost made Nevan round her eyes to not believe the question she had just heard from her Grandma.

No answer came from Nevan's mouth. Nevan's handsome face seemed to hint at confusion should give an answer like what to Madam Ana. Because Nevan doesn't know how she really feels about Haura. There is a sense of wanting to protect and not wanting to lose. But Nevan has not realized that it is another form of the word love.

“Do you like Haura?” asked Lady Ana again because she did not get an answer from her grandson.

“No.” One word of denial escaped Nevan's mouth.

“Nevan loves Haura but only as a friend. Not that Nevan likes Haura as a boy likes the opposite sex.”

Madam Ana was silent for a moment hearing her grandson's confession. The woman's twilight eyes can catch a hint of doubt on Nevan's face.

“If you like Haura only as a friend, then act like a real friend,” said Mrs Ana while holding both shoulders Nevan. His grandson is getting older but cannot understand his own feelings.

Nevan was stunned by his Grandma's words. The handsome teenager was still digesting the implied intent of every word he had just heard.

“You should know that women are created to be loved. But never make a woman misunderstand the love that men give. Because if a woman already loves someone then it will be difficult for her to turn away. Because of this, he had to be hurt. They're willing. It's not because a woman is so complicated. It's just that God did create a woman's feelings that sincere.”

Madam Ana said as she stared deeply at the two Nevan neutrals. While Nevan continues to listen without intending to interrupt at all.

“So does Haura. If indeed you only consider Haura as a friend, do not make her misunderstand the affection you show her.”

“Means Grandma?” asked Nevan who really did not understand.

“You're smart enough to understand your own feelings. Slow down, you will understand what you have been doing to Haura. Don't let someone get hurt in the end and someone regrets it. Because if that happens, Grandma is sure everything is too late,” Miss Ana said with a smile full of affection to Nevan.

After that, Lady Ana left Nevan, who was still in her place. It took a few minutes for Nevan to wake up from her daydream.

Nevan looked back at Haura who was still sitting there. The face of her best friend was not beautiful but quite attractive. Haura's short body had always been an interesting topic for Nevan to bother her. Dwarves, that's Nevan's special call to Haura.

Not to mention Haura's misbehavior every time she embraces Haura or asks her best friend to hug her body when they use the motorbike. And one more thing, Haura who often cried because of her actions became a very pleasant thing for Nevan. Because when Haura cried, Nevan happily hugged Haura's tiny body until the sabahatnya finished crying.

Nevan was still reluctant to take her eyes off Haura. Even now on Nevan's handsome face was engraved a smile. Everything about Haura is what makes Nevan feel all sorts of feelings. There is happiness, anger, even jealousy. Jealous when his best friend laughs at others. Jealous of Farel being a protector to Haura.

"Based on a stupid girl" Nevan murmured.

"It's not love, is it, Ra? It's just a pity, isn't it, Haura?" nevan asked Haura's silhouette, not even realizing that Nevan had been watching him.