(May) I Fall in Love

I Love Him

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"Go home first, I'll overtake you" Nevan asked Niko. Nevan feels he has to solve all his problems with Alesha. End their relationship forever so that no one feels hurt.

"Gue hopes you can make the best decision" said Niko. Niko and the others left immediately. They had to hurry so as not to miss the flight. The three cars that delivered them were slowly not seen anymore. Stay there Nevan and Alesha.

The blizzard was gone, but the cold weather was so bitter to the bone. Alesha invites Nevan to her house before they freeze outside.

The two enter Alesha's house. There's only the two of them there. Nevan was looking around the place, everything was still the same as it was a year ago. There are also several photos of her and Alesha there, still in place.

There was a piano that Alesha used to play for her. The man touched the piano. Many memories between her and Alesha in that house. It all came back like a vidio tape.

"Sit down" said Alesha. In both hands was two cups of tea. I don't know when the girl made tea for them. Because since then Nevan has been busy researching the contents of the house where he used to spend time with Alesha. According to the girl, a glass of tea might be enough to warm both of their bodies.

Nevan chose to sit on a sofa in the living room of the house. Still with the same sofa where he often spends time telling stories with the girl who is with him today. Alesha also chose to sit there even though there were other places the girl could occupy. He sat down next to Nevan.

"Thank you for giving me the opportunity to explain everything" Alesha said sincerely. The beautiful girl took a deep breath before starting her explanation.

"But may I ask you something?" alesha asked doubtful of the question she would ask.

"About what?" Nevan chose to create a distance between herself and Alesha. The man insists that he really wants to end their relationship.

"Is that the Haura you used to tell me about?" ask Alesha. The girl wanted to make sure again that the Haura Nevan was referring to was the same Haura.

"Yes... It was the same Haura. Haura is always the story I tell the most." Nevan tries to present Haura in her memory. Also remember when he used to tell the same thing about Haura to Alesha.

Alesha looked very cute. There was a sense of sadness as well as jealousy that came together into the recesses of his heart. But the girl's determination to maintain her relationship with Nevan is so strong.

"What do you want to explain?" nevan asked because Alesha had not explained anything to him.

If I can be honest, the man actually does not want to know what Alesha will say. Because for Nevan their relationship is over. Nevertheless, Nevan could not bear to see Alesha pleading with him. And also the man wants everything to end as it should.

"You know Van, ever since our family went bankrupt, our lives have been a mess." The girl started her explanation slowly.

Yep... Nevan knows exactly what happened to Alesha's family. It all started when Daddy Alesha was fooled by his own business partner. Alesha's family gets messy and there is even frequent commotion between Mommy and the girl's Daddy.

At that time Nevan often helps Alesha to hide from her Daddy's rampage.

The girl continued her story, "Daddy became an alcoholic. Daddy turned into someone we didn't know. He was often rude and often hit Mommy too. Without us knowing, it turns out Daddy also often gambles to try his luck at the gambling table." Alesha smiled bitterly. The story is like opening a wound that is slowly healing.

"Mommy and I didn't know what to do with it."

"Why didn't you tell me?" Nevan cuts Alesha's story. There was a disappointment clearly visible on Nevan's face. The man was disappointed that Alesha was not open to him about the problems he was facing at that time.

"You've helped me so much, too," the girl linked her fingers together. Trying to unravel the sadness in his heart.

Nevan frowned because she did not understand why she could get hurt.

Alesha looked at Nevan deeply. "Until Daddy finally made me a guarantee at the gambling table. Daddy's trying to sell me." Alesha's cry broke out in Nevan's arms. The girl hugged Nevan's body so tightly, as if trying to find refuge there. The roaring sound of Alesha's cries dominated the entire room.

Nevan is furious to hear Alesha's story. The man tightened his jaw holding back the emotions that filled his chest.

"Fuck," a swearing escaped Nevan's mouth.

"Why don't you tell me the same story? Why are you hiding everything from me? Why did you choose to leave me without me ever knowing the truth?" Nevan is very sorry for Alesha. Alesha's crying used to be the thing she hated the most. Slowly Nevan stroked the soft top of the girl's head.

Alesha just shook her head. The girl was unable to continue her story.

For a while the two teenagers said nothing. Alesha is still in Nevan's arms. Inhaling deeply the scent of the body of the man she loved so much. Alesha's cry was just a joke.

"Why don't you guys try to call the police?"

"It's been... But then Daddy apologized to us again and promised not to repeat it again. Until finally there are people who always stalk me and Mommy. Until they tried to kidnap me."

Nevan is getting furious to hear Alesha's story, wanting to feel like he beat up Daddy Alesha.

"Because that's Van I don't want you involved. We don't want to drag you and your family into our problems. Mommy and I chose to leave secretly so Daddy wouldn't know where we were at the time. We're hiding and shutting down all communications so Daddy can't find us."

Alesha let go of her hug on Nevan. Look at the face of the man she missed so much. There were still traces of tears visible on Alesha's face.

"Then being with you was the happiest time of my life. You are the best part God has given me. Everything is a beautiful thing with you Van. I love you and still love you" Alesha was honest with her feelings.

"It's not my desire to leave you. But circumstances forced me to leave.... I'm sorry Van."

Nevan took a long breath. She never expected Alesha to experience such a bad thing. The man felt guilty for not being able to protect the girl he loved first.

"Now Daddy has been in jail and separated from Mommy. Not only that, mommy's gonna sell this house, too." Alesha looked around her house. Many memories between him and his parents and Nevan.

"Mommy wants to start everything from scratch. Trying to forget all the bad memories in this house. That's why I came back here to pack my things. God is so good to me for bringing me and you together again" Alesha smiled back at Nevan.

"Mommy and I are going back to Indonesia" the girl continued.

"Can we start all over again, Van?"

Nevan lost her word. The man was really made to go awry with the circumstances that occurred. On one side was Haura who was waiting for him there, also the girl was the winner of his heart at this time. But on the other hand Nevan does not want to make Alesha sad again.

Everything is getting complicated because every decision Nevan will take will certainly hurt someone later.

The universe is as if they are joking with feelings. There are wounds that have been healed through love that come slowly and have completely taken possession of the heart.

But there are also those who seek healing through the word love that was once dim but slowly hope to get back together as if promising an uncertain happiness.

Elsewhere there is someone who looks forward to an appointment for an appointment. Hope to calm the increasingly passionate longing.

"I'm sorry Ale.... But I love him" Nevan said.