(May) I Fall in Love

Complicated

"I think our deal is done today" Nevan said. Nevan's words may sound very cruel to Alesha, considering that the girl had just recovered from her illness. But Nevan wants to end things immediately with Alesha. The man was already very ready to start a new relationship with Haura. The sweet girl was waiting for him.

Nevan is currently in one of the patients' rooms in a Sydney hospital. In the patient's bed there is no longer a patient lying there. Alesha had looked well-groomed, preparing to leave the inpatient room after spending more than two weeks lying there.

"I kept all my promises. Now let's end it all" Nevan continued.

Alesha who was still sitting on the hospital bed was just staring fixedly at Nevan's handsome face. The beautiful girl had yet to say a word in response to Nevan's words.

"I'm happy because you're healed. I hope you'll be all right in the future."

Nevan looked back at Alesha. The beautiful girl who had been the winner of his heart still looked quite pale. Nevan rubs full of affection the top of Alesha's head. The girl closed her eyes. Feeling Nevan's touch at the top of his head.

"Will this be the last?" ask Alesha lirih.

"Are we going to be strangers forever?" say that beautiful girl again. With his eyes still closed a drop of clear liquid escaped just like that on one of his cheeks.

Alesha opened both her eyes. The girl wanted to look at Nevan as much as she could.

"This will be Van's last, right?"

"I'm sorry Ale." Only an apology could Nevan say to appease the girl before him. For Nevan it is better to be honest about his feelings for Alesha at the moment. Continuing her relationship with Alesha was tantamount to hurting her, Alesha as well as Haura.

"Take care of yourself." Nevan wants to leave Alesha alone there.

"Let's stay a few more days with me. Please..." Alesha prevents Nevan from leaving. The girl clasped Nevan's wrist tightly. He did not want the man to leave him.

"After this you will be with Haura. I just asked for a few days. May it? Hmmm."

There was a long breath of Nevan. The man knew it would not be easy to end it all. Nevan kneels before Alesha. Staring at the face of the beautiful girl who had been filled with tears.

"I have kept my promise. I can't stay here any longer. Please understand Ale."

the girl cried even more when she heard Nevan's words. That means there is no hope of continuing his relationship with Nevan.

"Our relationship can no longer be continued."

"Stay to be the always cheerful Alesha. Don't cry rich gini." Nevan rubbed slowly the tears on both cheeks of Alesha.

"I'm sorry" Nevan said.

The beautiful girl hugged Nevan tightly. Shedding all her grief in the arms of the man she loved dearly. A man who can never be owned.

"After you return to Indonesia, we can still be friends" Nevan promised.

"You're serious Van? Can we still be friends?" asked Alesha who was still hugging Nevan.

"Hmmm.. sure."

"I have to go home. He's waiting for me" Nevan said as she removed Alesha's embrace from her body.

"Understand Ale."

Alesha's mind fully acknowledged her defeat. Haura is a winner. The girl that Alesha had never even met was the winner of Nevan's heart.

***

Elsewhere there has been a misunderstanding between Luna and Haura. Misunderstanding due to jealousy that has taken hold of Luna's heart.

"Luna why are you?" haura asked Luna who for the past week had kept away from her.

"Am I wrong with you? Please explain my mistake and I apologize for all my mistakes to you. I beg you not to be rich in gini," said Haura at length. The girl did not know what caused Luna to stay away from her lately.

Meanwhile Luna just stared at Haura with a gaze that Haura could not understand. His gaze was extremely cold to Haura. Not like Luna that Haura had known all along.

"Please Luna, tell me what's my fault?"

"You're not wrong about Ra." Luna still held on to the same answer.

For a week, Haura asked Luna what was wrong. But his best friend always gave the same answer.

"I'm okay."

"You're not wrong about anything."

"I just want to be alone."

That was the answer Luna always gave. Even during the past week Luna had never gone to the cafeteria with Haura. Luna always shied away from Haura. Not with Adel.

Luna behaved as usual to Adel. The beautiful girl still looks cheerful when with Adel. That's why Haura knew that she must have made a mistake to make her beautiful best friend stay away from her.

On the other hand, Adel always tried to be a mediator between Luna and Haura. Adel also does not know what really happened to Luna until it ends up keeping a distance from Haura. Unfortunately Luna also did not want to tell Adel the truth. Until for the last week the relationship of the three friends became tenuous.

"I'm going to the cafeteria first" said Luna, staring at Adel. There is also Haura. However Luna did not even stare towards Haura. The beautiful girl ignored Haura just like that.

A roar full of sadness was clearly visible on Haura's face. The girl could only stare at the back of her best friend who left their class without saying anything to her.

"All will be well Ra" said Adel, trying to calm Haura down.

"We will fix it together" Adel continued with a warm smile at his best friend.

"All my fault is Del" said Haura lirih. The girl still had not turned to look at their classroom door. It's like Luna's still there.

"Don't blame yourself. We don't know yet what made Luna change."

"But it must be the problem because of me." Haura turned her gaze towards Adel. "You better be with Luna. I don't want him to be lonely."

Adel took a long breath. The beautiful girl also did not know what to behave like. Haura and Luna were equally important in her life. Adel did not want the friendship between them to fall apart like now.

"Aren't you going with Ra?"

"I'm here, Del. You better follow Luna," said Haura by forcing a smile to Adel.

"Hmmm. - jaudah deh Ra." Adel left Haura there alone.

There's no one there. There was only Haura along with her extremely chaotic thoughts. Everything was complicated for the teenage girl.

Haura stared out through her classroom window. His gaze was empty, but his head was so boisterous that no one knew. Lately many things have broken the girl's heart little by little. Various complicated things come and go to destroy the feelings of the teenage girl.

Nevan's departure has broken her heart and dimmed her first love. Alesha's presence reassures Haura that Nevan will never return.

Haura also felt very guilty for Farel for rejecting the love of the good man who had always been there for her. Haura continued to blame herself for making Farel very disappointed and heartbroken. Since the rejection, the girl could not even face to face with Farel. Even at school as much as possible Haura continued to avoid Farel.

And now Luna. His best friend stayed away from him without knowing what was really going on. Haura really felt hurt because of that.

"Should I disappear forever?" muttered Haura lirih.